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- Jul 9, 2019
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Girl 1
Even though , I have left game for a while but this girl I had been texting with and planning to meet up in second week of April cuz of her exams .
She had been investing heavily over the texts ( throwing sexual hints herself without me asking ) and was affirmative of meeting me .
So , last Wednesday ... As we were texting .. she told me that she had to study and would talk with me later . I was like cool .
Around 12 45 am , she texted " you up now ? " ... I had slept by that time ... So on Thursday Evening I texted her " hey " " I kinda miss my college days when I used to sleep late " ... And she stopped texting .
Initially , I thought that it could be due to her upcoming exams but she still has the time to post instagram stories , changing WhatsApp dps ... So I started feeling a bit of doubt if she has lost interest in me out of blue .
So , an hour ago ... I simply texted her " you good ? " .... Lete see if she replies anything if at all .
Otherwise I will consider it a flake .
Crazy thing is I had lot of compliance from her when I had approached her inside the restaurant , she was heavily invested in the texting too and she herself told to meet up sometime ( initially) .
Girl 2
I had pinged this girl for a call on 5 th March ... And she just texted me today ... Saying " hi " " you can call today " " how are you " .
Even though I want to call her but I feel like doesn't it show that I have less self respect that she would take up a month to reply and I would just do not care at all .
Mind you , she had done this before too .. back then , I had scarcity mindset ...so I would just pick her phone up or text her back immediately even if she would take a lot of time to contact me .
I got so much emotionally dependent on her that last year , when she cut contacts with me last August ...I fumbled the next chick I met with who was soooo down to fuck .
Girl 2 actually contacted me on her own this February . And I just didn't care the way she had given me the boot a few months prior. So I started talking with her again but then she did this.
But , now ... I don't really care .
It feels like I have grown past the need of getting one particular women . Thanks to lot of shit that has happened in past few months .
I had to learn how to let go a woman even If I really Desired her.
Anyways , what I think is that in case of girl 1 , if she doesn't reply , I will move on . I already have moved on 50 % ... I just want to make sure.
And in case of girl 2 , I won't even reply to her. I am basically done with her .
So , for next 2-3 months ... I am simply focussing more on building my career , networks , inner work and by July I will be back in the field .
Even though , I have left game for a while but this girl I had been texting with and planning to meet up in second week of April cuz of her exams .
She had been investing heavily over the texts ( throwing sexual hints herself without me asking ) and was affirmative of meeting me .
So , last Wednesday ... As we were texting .. she told me that she had to study and would talk with me later . I was like cool .
Around 12 45 am , she texted " you up now ? " ... I had slept by that time ... So on Thursday Evening I texted her " hey " " I kinda miss my college days when I used to sleep late " ... And she stopped texting .
Initially , I thought that it could be due to her upcoming exams but she still has the time to post instagram stories , changing WhatsApp dps ... So I started feeling a bit of doubt if she has lost interest in me out of blue .
So , an hour ago ... I simply texted her " you good ? " .... Lete see if she replies anything if at all .
Otherwise I will consider it a flake .
Crazy thing is I had lot of compliance from her when I had approached her inside the restaurant , she was heavily invested in the texting too and she herself told to meet up sometime ( initially) .
Girl 2
I had pinged this girl for a call on 5 th March ... And she just texted me today ... Saying " hi " " you can call today " " how are you " .
Even though I want to call her but I feel like doesn't it show that I have less self respect that she would take up a month to reply and I would just do not care at all .
Mind you , she had done this before too .. back then , I had scarcity mindset ...so I would just pick her phone up or text her back immediately even if she would take a lot of time to contact me .
I got so much emotionally dependent on her that last year , when she cut contacts with me last August ...I fumbled the next chick I met with who was soooo down to fuck .
Girl 2 actually contacted me on her own this February . And I just didn't care the way she had given me the boot a few months prior. So I started talking with her again but then she did this.
But , now ... I don't really care .
It feels like I have grown past the need of getting one particular women . Thanks to lot of shit that has happened in past few months .
I had to learn how to let go a woman even If I really Desired her.
Anyways , what I think is that in case of girl 1 , if she doesn't reply , I will move on . I already have moved on 50 % ... I just want to make sure.
And in case of girl 2 , I won't even reply to her. I am basically done with her .
So , for next 2-3 months ... I am simply focussing more on building my career , networks , inner work and by July I will be back in the field .
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