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Will use this thread until something real happens.
Today I spent a few hours revising taxes. I was driving and saw a girl walk in a cafe. She had a burgundy crop top on. I like to think she saw me walk up through the window, because she had just gotten up and walked towards the counter as I walked in, queuing behind me.
I ordered a cappuccino, saying to the barista, "seems pretty busy to work here today". She noted two spots and that some tables were meant for groups so I could join someone. The cutest girl in the place was seated at one. In an alternate universe, I said the barista says you have to share your table with me. In reality, a good chunk of the room would have heard me say that to her, and it was really close quarters. It probably falls under "limiting beliefs". I need to remind myself constantly that out of all options available, she has placed herself in the public gathering doing her work - a hover to the world.
So I take it to-go, and the girl in red orders, mirroring my wording exactly, saying "I'll take it in a to-go cup" (personally leaves option open "for here [and/] or to go"). She then returned to her friend she had been sitting with in the time I had parked.
Reminder for the gallery I grew up with a speech impediment, so there's a whole other layer of quiet conditioning.
At another place, I post up at a long padded bench with small tables. In a bit, a young blonde girl comes bounding up to the table next to me with a smile, taking the seat opposite so we are fairly close and facing each other. She's probably the prettiest girl I've ever gotten a hover or very obvious extended approach invitation from. She proceeds to run her fingers through her hair like a shampoo commercial an amount of times I lost count of throughout the whole early amount of time we were together. She had the same uncommon laptop and was wearing almost identical shoes as me.
A1: I raised a hand and said are you going to be here for a bit. She nodded yes and I asked if she could watch my stuff. She said sure. I asked her where the bathroom was and she said around that corner. Now I could tell that she was kind of shocked. Her eye contact was very deep and surprised. Perhaps it's rare for guys to not be overly affected by her beauty.
A2: I came back and she immediately got up and went to the bathroom, then came back with her over-ear headphones on. I worked intensely for a while and she kept playing with her hair a lot. I kept stretched out, relaxed posture taking up space. Our feet were probably two feet from each other at most. She actually took deodorant out of her purse and put it on right in front of me (she was sleeveless, very pretty and well dressed with jewelry... it was also extremely hot in this place and pretty much everyone was clearly feeling it). She got up maybe three times within several minutes, and at one point saw a girl she knew and got into a conversation. Here I saw she was incredibly sweet and friendly. I'm sure she noticed me checking her out here and there, doing my best not to, which I suppose is true attraction when you can't take your eyes off someone.
When she came back after a little while, I slowly said you should have asked me to watch yours... I would have let someone take it. She made deep eye contact again and kind of laughed, but she had this breathless look I've seen before. I did not really realize at the time, but I think I made this girl really nervous. I believe what was happening was my attainability was really low, hovering right at auto-rejection since I hadn't acted on her invitation, and she could surely sense my body language having some level of interest in her, which maintains a little attainability. She put her over-ear headphones back on, but then not long after did a significant body shift angling right towards me, and bent her leg, so she was pretty full frontal, open right at me and fairly close.
I quite honestly was a hundred percent having to focus on my tax return. It was sincerely a mission first situation and would not have been a good decision to divert time away from it. Once I angled my body forward and starting intensely focusing for a while, she finally did the same, and then eventually moved to join her friend to plug her laptop in an outlet.
However, I was also a complete baby back bitch femininely putting myself in the social environment, hoping something would happen. When it did, I did next to nothing to lead it forward. In my head again, I noted she was a business student, and would have teased her being on her phone so much, then asked if I could put her to work on my tax return. Obviously now I see being more attainable through moving to A3 and showing interest would have likely got her to drop her guard and invest in the interaction.
I should have motioned for her to take the headphones off, but I didn't deem her open to investing in the conversation enough to tell her hey thanks for watching my stuff... I just wanted to tell you I think you have excellent taste in footwear, and they're the second best pair I've seen all day.
It was actually quite an experience, because I completely bitched out (despite seriously having to get work done), yet it did feel like her interest was quite high and my attainability too low for the entire time. There were again a lot of people around, so any overt flirting would have been completely clocked by the entire vicinity I still had a decent amount of important work to do in.
Then I had a quick date after this same-day exchange with an online match from a while ago.
Me: Still in town? [she's local but travels often]
Her: Hi yes I'm leaving Thursday afternoon
Me: I'm around today if you're free
Her: Ok I will text u in a while and let u know
Me: Sounds good, keep in touch
I expect you're going to need a shower after work
It's insanely hot inside today with no AC here, so I could use one if you wanna together
Her: Ok I just got home I'm going to hop in the shower
and when I'm done I will text you and let u know where we can meet
Me: That works. Enjoy
Her: Where do you want to meet [...lol]
Me: Your place or whatever's comfortable close by
Her: That's totally up to you I mean I thought we can meet at [cafe]
Me: If that's more comfortable for you, sure. But I'd be ok meeting at your place.
Her: I got company at my place and I had to get away sorry
Me: I'm ok with it if we can be alone there
Her: No we can't be alone there I'm on my way to [cafe] if you just want to meet me there
Me: Ok I am in [area] and will leave now. Send the address so I make sure it's the right one?
Her: [map screenshot]
Me: Thanks [her name]. Should be 10-15
Her: Okay
Me: Here
[I go in the cafe and sit down. After hellos, she says "what are you into" and I say with a knowing glance, "like what...". She said "like what do you do for fun" I say "I enjoy meeting people... so you're a trauma nurse... must really need a break". She says yes. She was looking really intensely in my eyes, so I said "how about let's go drive somewhere" she asked where and I proposed a parking lot a couple blocks down. She said ok and we walked out the store and she followed me in her car. Two minutes top from the meet. Not hot, but these experiences help bust limiting beliefs.
When we parked I got out and stood at her driver window and she wouldn't get in my backseat, but invited me in her front seat. So I got in and we talked briefly about her music playing. She showed me a music video by a famous name someone close to her was in that had several hundred million views (DHV attempt I guess). I asked to see her ring and caressed her fingers for a bit, which she enjoyed. She unzipped her jacket so was probably getting a little hot there, but she wouldn't move to my car. At one point she said she doesn't want to get arrested and would prefer to get a room. She had literally just come off a double shift and was starting a 24 hour shift same night. I got out and left after ten minutes max.]
Her: I'm sorry if you got the wrong idea about messing around but tonight wasn't the night that I really wanted to do it but I'll hang out with you and be your friend until I feel more comfortable where the time is right
And if you're not looking for that then I completely understand
Me: You're good [her name]! I know it was last minute and everything
Repeat girl:
Me: How's the place looking
Her: Ok
Me: Show me how it's going? If you're free now
Driving now close
Her [voice note]: I'm not home right now... won't be home for at least three hours
Me: No prob, I know it was last minute. Will see you another time
Her: Definitely
Her [selected texts over time]: My Master's cock has such a hold over me. I want it so very very much. My pussy is yearning for a good hard fucking. Are you game?
I want your cock so much Master. I keep thinking of you standing in front of me with your cock out and naturally I want to suck it. My pussy is so wet from thinking about it. Could you maybe please consider coming to fuck your slave? I've been having such fantasies about it
I want to suck my Master's cock and then spread my legs and take it deep inside. It feels so good when you fuck me and I'm really craving it big time.
I wish I had my Master's cock in front of me now so I could play with it. I'm really starting to crave it quite badly. Could my Master come see me soon please. Anyway it would be great to hear from you
Master I just really want your cock. I'm hoping you still want my pussy. Would you get back to your slave please?
It's really unfortunate. I've got these nice big tits and a tight little pussy and no one to appreciate them
I want my Master's cock so much right now. I'm really craving a good hard fucking. Could you consider coming to see your slave soon and letting me have some fun with your cock
Me: Home alone?
Her: Yes but I need a few minutes to get ready
Me: I'll be a bit still maybe half hour
Her: I just remembered. I started my period the other day. Do you want a blowjob?
I mean we can still fuck if you're interested
Me: We'll see. Go wash up
Her: Ok Master
Me: Good girl
Her: Ok Master I'm ready whenever you are
Me: Ok not long now
Her: Ok Master
I did not really want to make the drive, but a girl I had plans with got sick today, and I have a date Thursday with an online anomaly from a while ago - a real cutie who got pregnant right out of high school, hasn't been on a date in a year, and I'm pretty sure hasn't had sex in three. So I want to last and show her a good time. What a sacrifice, right...
Today I spent a few hours revising taxes. I was driving and saw a girl walk in a cafe. She had a burgundy crop top on. I like to think she saw me walk up through the window, because she had just gotten up and walked towards the counter as I walked in, queuing behind me.
I ordered a cappuccino, saying to the barista, "seems pretty busy to work here today". She noted two spots and that some tables were meant for groups so I could join someone. The cutest girl in the place was seated at one. In an alternate universe, I said the barista says you have to share your table with me. In reality, a good chunk of the room would have heard me say that to her, and it was really close quarters. It probably falls under "limiting beliefs". I need to remind myself constantly that out of all options available, she has placed herself in the public gathering doing her work - a hover to the world.
So I take it to-go, and the girl in red orders, mirroring my wording exactly, saying "I'll take it in a to-go cup" (personally leaves option open "for here [and/] or to go"). She then returned to her friend she had been sitting with in the time I had parked.
Reminder for the gallery I grew up with a speech impediment, so there's a whole other layer of quiet conditioning.
At another place, I post up at a long padded bench with small tables. In a bit, a young blonde girl comes bounding up to the table next to me with a smile, taking the seat opposite so we are fairly close and facing each other. She's probably the prettiest girl I've ever gotten a hover or very obvious extended approach invitation from. She proceeds to run her fingers through her hair like a shampoo commercial an amount of times I lost count of throughout the whole early amount of time we were together. She had the same uncommon laptop and was wearing almost identical shoes as me.
A1: I raised a hand and said are you going to be here for a bit. She nodded yes and I asked if she could watch my stuff. She said sure. I asked her where the bathroom was and she said around that corner. Now I could tell that she was kind of shocked. Her eye contact was very deep and surprised. Perhaps it's rare for guys to not be overly affected by her beauty.
A2: I came back and she immediately got up and went to the bathroom, then came back with her over-ear headphones on. I worked intensely for a while and she kept playing with her hair a lot. I kept stretched out, relaxed posture taking up space. Our feet were probably two feet from each other at most. She actually took deodorant out of her purse and put it on right in front of me (she was sleeveless, very pretty and well dressed with jewelry... it was also extremely hot in this place and pretty much everyone was clearly feeling it). She got up maybe three times within several minutes, and at one point saw a girl she knew and got into a conversation. Here I saw she was incredibly sweet and friendly. I'm sure she noticed me checking her out here and there, doing my best not to, which I suppose is true attraction when you can't take your eyes off someone.
When she came back after a little while, I slowly said you should have asked me to watch yours... I would have let someone take it. She made deep eye contact again and kind of laughed, but she had this breathless look I've seen before. I did not really realize at the time, but I think I made this girl really nervous. I believe what was happening was my attainability was really low, hovering right at auto-rejection since I hadn't acted on her invitation, and she could surely sense my body language having some level of interest in her, which maintains a little attainability. She put her over-ear headphones back on, but then not long after did a significant body shift angling right towards me, and bent her leg, so she was pretty full frontal, open right at me and fairly close.
I quite honestly was a hundred percent having to focus on my tax return. It was sincerely a mission first situation and would not have been a good decision to divert time away from it. Once I angled my body forward and starting intensely focusing for a while, she finally did the same, and then eventually moved to join her friend to plug her laptop in an outlet.
However, I was also a complete baby back bitch femininely putting myself in the social environment, hoping something would happen. When it did, I did next to nothing to lead it forward. In my head again, I noted she was a business student, and would have teased her being on her phone so much, then asked if I could put her to work on my tax return. Obviously now I see being more attainable through moving to A3 and showing interest would have likely got her to drop her guard and invest in the interaction.
I should have motioned for her to take the headphones off, but I didn't deem her open to investing in the conversation enough to tell her hey thanks for watching my stuff... I just wanted to tell you I think you have excellent taste in footwear, and they're the second best pair I've seen all day.
It was actually quite an experience, because I completely bitched out (despite seriously having to get work done), yet it did feel like her interest was quite high and my attainability too low for the entire time. There were again a lot of people around, so any overt flirting would have been completely clocked by the entire vicinity I still had a decent amount of important work to do in.
Then I had a quick date after this same-day exchange with an online match from a while ago.
Me: Still in town? [she's local but travels often]
Her: Hi yes I'm leaving Thursday afternoon
Me: I'm around today if you're free
Her: Ok I will text u in a while and let u know
Me: Sounds good, keep in touch
I expect you're going to need a shower after work
It's insanely hot inside today with no AC here, so I could use one if you wanna together
Her: Ok I just got home I'm going to hop in the shower
and when I'm done I will text you and let u know where we can meetMe: That works. Enjoy
Her: Where do you want to meet [...lol]
Me: Your place or whatever's comfortable close by
Her: That's totally up to you I mean I thought we can meet at [cafe]
Me: If that's more comfortable for you, sure. But I'd be ok meeting at your place.
Her: I got company at my place and I had to get away sorry
Me: I'm ok with it if we can be alone there
Her: No we can't be alone there I'm on my way to [cafe] if you just want to meet me there
Me: Ok I am in [area] and will leave now. Send the address so I make sure it's the right one?
Her: [map screenshot]
Me: Thanks [her name]. Should be 10-15
Her: Okay
Me: Here
[I go in the cafe and sit down. After hellos, she says "what are you into" and I say with a knowing glance, "like what...". She said "like what do you do for fun" I say "I enjoy meeting people... so you're a trauma nurse... must really need a break". She says yes. She was looking really intensely in my eyes, so I said "how about let's go drive somewhere" she asked where and I proposed a parking lot a couple blocks down. She said ok and we walked out the store and she followed me in her car. Two minutes top from the meet. Not hot, but these experiences help bust limiting beliefs.
When we parked I got out and stood at her driver window and she wouldn't get in my backseat, but invited me in her front seat. So I got in and we talked briefly about her music playing. She showed me a music video by a famous name someone close to her was in that had several hundred million views (DHV attempt I guess). I asked to see her ring and caressed her fingers for a bit, which she enjoyed. She unzipped her jacket so was probably getting a little hot there, but she wouldn't move to my car. At one point she said she doesn't want to get arrested and would prefer to get a room. She had literally just come off a double shift and was starting a 24 hour shift same night. I got out and left after ten minutes max.]
Her: I'm sorry if you got the wrong idea about messing around but tonight wasn't the night that I really wanted to do it but I'll hang out with you and be your friend until I feel more comfortable where the time is right
And if you're not looking for that then I completely understand
Me: You're good [her name]! I know it was last minute and everything
Repeat girl:
Me: How's the place looking
Her: Ok
Me: Show me how it's going? If you're free now
Driving now close
Her [voice note]: I'm not home right now... won't be home for at least three hours
Me: No prob, I know it was last minute. Will see you another time
Her: Definitely
Her [selected texts over time]: My Master's cock has such a hold over me. I want it so very very much. My pussy is yearning for a good hard fucking. Are you game?
I want your cock so much Master. I keep thinking of you standing in front of me with your cock out and naturally I want to suck it. My pussy is so wet from thinking about it. Could you maybe please consider coming to fuck your slave? I've been having such fantasies about it
I want to suck my Master's cock and then spread my legs and take it deep inside. It feels so good when you fuck me and I'm really craving it big time.
I wish I had my Master's cock in front of me now so I could play with it. I'm really starting to crave it quite badly. Could my Master come see me soon please. Anyway it would be great to hear from you
Master I just really want your cock. I'm hoping you still want my pussy. Would you get back to your slave please?
It's really unfortunate. I've got these nice big tits and a tight little pussy and no one to appreciate them
I want my Master's cock so much right now. I'm really craving a good hard fucking. Could you consider coming to see your slave soon and letting me have some fun with your cock
Me: Home alone?
Her: Yes but I need a few minutes to get ready
Me: I'll be a bit still maybe half hour
Her: I just remembered. I started my period the other day. Do you want a blowjob?
I mean we can still fuck if you're interested
Me: We'll see. Go wash up
Her: Ok Master
Me: Good girl
Her: Ok Master I'm ready whenever you are
Me: Ok not long now
Her: Ok Master
I did not really want to make the drive, but a girl I had plans with got sick today, and I have a date Thursday with an online anomaly from a while ago - a real cutie who got pregnant right out of high school, hasn't been on a date in a year, and I'm pretty sure hasn't had sex in three. So I want to last and show her a good time. What a sacrifice, right...
