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This past Friday had sex with an old/unattractive woman.
She approached me while i stood near the bathrooms at the club and 15-20 min later we where fucking at my Hotel.
At 27 years old, I've now had sex with 7 women and none of them i was truly attracted to but i feel like the old woman
i fucked yesterday was a new low and it might fuck me up psychologically long term.
The 6 girls i had fucked before yesterday, i was not really attracted to any of them but at least they where young.
Maybe I'm overthinking but i keep thinking about last night and part of me feels i made a big mistake.
Or Maybe it doesn't matter because she did turn me on, I only took her home because she actually managed to get me aroused so maybe that's all that matters.
I do remember when we got back to my hotel, she asked to use the washroom and as she was in there, the horny cloud i was in dissapeared and i remember thinking as she was in the washroom that it would be a mistake to fuck her. But then when she came out I was not sure what to do so i went ahead and fucked her.
The worst part is when we finished she told me she had 3 kids including a daughter who was about to turn 22; up to that i had assumed she was in her late 30s but when she told me she had a kid that was 22, i realized she might even be in her 50s.
After she left i felt so weird/negative emotionally that i asked the hotel to move me to another room so I could kind of forget about what happened.
She approached me while i stood near the bathrooms at the club and 15-20 min later we where fucking at my Hotel.
At 27 years old, I've now had sex with 7 women and none of them i was truly attracted to but i feel like the old woman
i fucked yesterday was a new low and it might fuck me up psychologically long term.
The 6 girls i had fucked before yesterday, i was not really attracted to any of them but at least they where young.
Maybe I'm overthinking but i keep thinking about last night and part of me feels i made a big mistake.
Or Maybe it doesn't matter because she did turn me on, I only took her home because she actually managed to get me aroused so maybe that's all that matters.
I do remember when we got back to my hotel, she asked to use the washroom and as she was in there, the horny cloud i was in dissapeared and i remember thinking as she was in the washroom that it would be a mistake to fuck her. But then when she came out I was not sure what to do so i went ahead and fucked her.
The worst part is when we finished she told me she had 3 kids including a daughter who was about to turn 22; up to that i had assumed she was in her late 30s but when she told me she had a kid that was 22, i realized she might even be in her 50s.
After she left i felt so weird/negative emotionally that i asked the hotel to move me to another room so I could kind of forget about what happened.