Long story short, I moved to a new city and lost my social network. Only fucked one girl since I've been up here and she wasn't a keeper. Now, It's been over 3 months since I've had sex.
I've started skipping work to practice day game because I can't focus on work anyway. Literally all I can think about is how badly I wanna have sex. Every time I go out and see couples it makes me angry, like I physically want to fight the guy and take his girl. It doesn't help that I know I could beat up most of these loser guys who somehow have these hot girlfriends.... Guess I have too much testosterone or something...
Anyway, I'm gonna lose my job pretty soon if this keeps up. Every day I wake up and spend the whole day trying to get numbers, insta-dates, anything from women, until finally I go home exhausted and jack off just so I can sleep. Wash rinse repeat. This sucks. Haven't been dry this long in years. My game is shit, I'm sure I reek of desperation. I LITERALLY FEEL PAIN IN BALLS ALL DAY LONG such that I can barely sit right. This is nuts. How do incel guys live like this?
I do not know how to pay for sex and I don't think that would solve my problem anyway. I already jack off several times at night. I'm starting to get super depressed because of frustration.
What do I do?
I've started skipping work to practice day game because I can't focus on work anyway. Literally all I can think about is how badly I wanna have sex. Every time I go out and see couples it makes me angry, like I physically want to fight the guy and take his girl. It doesn't help that I know I could beat up most of these loser guys who somehow have these hot girlfriends.... Guess I have too much testosterone or something...
Anyway, I'm gonna lose my job pretty soon if this keeps up. Every day I wake up and spend the whole day trying to get numbers, insta-dates, anything from women, until finally I go home exhausted and jack off just so I can sleep. Wash rinse repeat. This sucks. Haven't been dry this long in years. My game is shit, I'm sure I reek of desperation. I LITERALLY FEEL PAIN IN BALLS ALL DAY LONG such that I can barely sit right. This is nuts. How do incel guys live like this?
I do not know how to pay for sex and I don't think that would solve my problem anyway. I already jack off several times at night. I'm starting to get super depressed because of frustration.
What do I do?