I feel like a level 1 man. I'm short, 50lbs overweight, smoker, cozy job doing outdoor maintaince work, mostly landscaping. I feel like the only thing I have going for me is that I don't live with my mother anymore. That's the only reason I don't feel completely useless.
So how am I going to pull myself up from this? I'm 27, and have nothing going for myself or lined up. I'm truly not even confident getting better with women and making more money is going to make me content. I've had women basically beg me to fuck and I actually get disgusted at them for wanting me and cockbock them because my self-esteem is that low. I literally always feel like I'm living a lie. Of course I regret passing on these opportunities later and it creates a self-fulfilling negative cycle.
So I guess I'm ashamed to say it but I'm looking for a little support and some other people that have overcome self-hate and risen above being a level 1 man. Thanks for taking the time to read this!
So how am I going to pull myself up from this? I'm 27, and have nothing going for myself or lined up. I'm truly not even confident getting better with women and making more money is going to make me content. I've had women basically beg me to fuck and I actually get disgusted at them for wanting me and cockbock them because my self-esteem is that low. I literally always feel like I'm living a lie. Of course I regret passing on these opportunities later and it creates a self-fulfilling negative cycle.
So I guess I'm ashamed to say it but I'm looking for a little support and some other people that have overcome self-hate and risen above being a level 1 man. Thanks for taking the time to read this!