Saturday.
Finally getting myself to post this entry but special thanks to
@Chase for the 10-minute meditation post, total night changer for me without question! I went out and for some reason, I just felt so fucking amazing. Like I was seeing the world in a new lens and a new way. Mentally in a new place without question as I headed out, felt a better energy about myself too.
Approach 1.
I head out to a local neighborhood sports bar, it is crowded as fuck. Know bartender well but I try to squeeze in for a drink, ask this one girl if I can and she says no I'll have to wait. Bartender notices me in the crowd and I get my drink, the other girls taking up space leave, then suddenly the girl apologizes to me. She probably noticed the bartender was cool with me and had a switch lol. I tell her she is too cute to worry and then walk around the crowded bar, mostly large social groups of women heading out with friends.
Approach 2.
Approach a couple blondes near the bar dancing, no luck at all, they seemed closed off and were just there to have fun. I also decide to leave the bar.
Approach 3.
I head on out and go to another bar, talk to the doorguy who recognizes me. Go in and see this one tall brunette, talk to her and ask her where she is from. She says she is Dominican, the whole vibe is not going that great overall but no shock, I tend to struggle with Latinas anyways.
Approach 4.
I go to another end of the bar and see these two girls walk into my direction, one really hot blonde and one really hot brunette. Open the blonde and ask her where she is from and do the same to the brunette. As the chat goes on, the brunette opens up way more with me (shocking! /s). I chat with her for a solid few minutes, she is an actress from Long Island trying to make it in LA but visiting NYC for the holidays. Blonde is still engaged, in my mind I cannot decide which one I want, both are easily the hottest girls at the bar.
Now I notice the brunette kind of grinding on me as I keep chatting with them and then I get her number, blonde is not willing to be receptive. Then all of a sudden, some nerdy dude who looks like he is off of reddit approaches us and the brunettes immediately turns away. Dude then tries to talk to me but I ignore him at first, then he says something else so I quickly nod and smile, turn back to the talk to the girls. At this point the night is grinding on so I try to just keep chatting but unlike old me, I do not try to close the deal.
Girls wander off, I am still going wtf.
Approach 5.
I am at the bar, stand next to this dark haired girl with blue eyes who looks cute. We chat for a solid few minutes and have a great time but she has to go back home on a Monday. Talking turns more intimate and I am making out with this girl now, she even throws me at the bar a bit and knocks a drink over which I know freaked the bartender out but I had tipped ole boy well when I got my drink lol. We feel a flash, someone took a pic of us making out, it was fucking weird!
I get her digits and IG, tell her that I'll see her again if she is in NYC. In hindsight, could have pulled but old me is not around anymore for some reason.
Approach 6.
See a girl wearing a Brady jersey, we have a nice short chat but her friends are itching to get out of the bar, lost cause :/