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Alright gents (and the other alpha widow), I'm starting a new journal to focus more on the girlies.
No more drawn out residual compliance BS for that MPUA. No more complaining/ruminating about my situation.
Thank you for your patience, and for bearing with my previous non-sense.
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Stats:
✦ BWH 36-26-38, healthy BMI range, C cups
✦ Build: petite (under 5'4), soft but with muscle tone/hourglass, going for athletic frame while retaining a very feminine body
✦ Aesthetic/Style: I've received these comments - "You look korean/japanese/chinese!", "Your style is either kpop/alt/y2k or classy or sexy", "dressed to kill", "you'd be a cool hacker" (when I wear glasses apparently lol) Maybe because I have light skin and I follow a lot of asian fashion trends? Picky with pieces, not usually drawn to anything too flashy or overt.
Tendency to wear a lot of black/white with pops of color, flowy fabrics and varying textures that accentuate silhouette, lots of mini skirts, dresses and flared pants. Accessories include 1 statement piece or minimalistic jewelry throughout.
Traits:
✦ Mild ADHD/OCD, artistic, analytical, passionate, down-to-earth, introverted
✦ Strengths: Hyper-focused when locked in, organized, energetic
✦ Weaknesses: Burnout, aloof or all over the place, slight repression, self-critical at times
Sexuality:
I like boy and curious about girl. Oogabooga.
✦ Lay count: 14 (if you don't count bjs...if you do, *shrugs*)
✦ Experience: Sexually active since age 18, current age: early 30s. I don't think I've gone longer than 3 weeks-1 month without sex. Chasing orgasms is quite the achilles' heel...
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Goals:
✦ Touch grass, touch ass - Meet girls for solo play and/or funnel them to husband for threesomes.
✦ Additional: Find meaning and purpose through all these interactions, and continue growing as a person while not succumbing to depravity from the hedonic treadmill.
(Edit: Removed info being nitpicked)
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Current Prospects:
✦ 19 y.o. syrian doll-faced muscle mommy, criminal justice major (met via indirect opener at mall event), said to me, "you seemed the coolest!" "girl you're tea all around"
- Hung out for 4-5 hours (cafe, sandwich shop, thrift shops, book store), she wants to go hiking trails & get pedicures with me sometime. We both have ADHD and keep forgetting to follow up, but keep liking and replying to each other's stuff, oops lol.
✦ 30 y.o cute engineer, voice actress, ADK 46er, former competitive dancer, divorcee, somewhat ADHD (met via situational opener in mall)
- Had lunch with her, she trauma dumped her history a bit but I understand. She also said in prior messages: "Honestly felt like our vibe and energy bonded really well quickly so was like I got to get to know her more" and that she "felt a connection" and said I seem really cool when we met...hmmm.
Potential Challenges:
✦ Getting approached while approaching a woman AKA cliterference or clamjam
✦ Burnout phases from work/juggling home life affecting motivation
✦ Online trolls and KJs de-motivating me from approaching women
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**No Male Comments Please / Female Participants Only**
Alright gents (and the other alpha widow), I'm starting a new journal to focus more on the girlies.
No more drawn out residual compliance BS for that MPUA. No more complaining/ruminating about my situation.
Thank you for your patience, and for bearing with my previous non-sense.
─────── ✧ ───────
Stats:
✦ BWH 36-26-38, healthy BMI range, C cups
✦ Build: petite (under 5'4), soft but with muscle tone/hourglass, going for athletic frame while retaining a very feminine body
✦ Aesthetic/Style: I've received these comments - "You look korean/japanese/chinese!", "Your style is either kpop/alt/y2k or classy or sexy", "dressed to kill", "you'd be a cool hacker" (when I wear glasses apparently lol) Maybe because I have light skin and I follow a lot of asian fashion trends? Picky with pieces, not usually drawn to anything too flashy or overt.
Tendency to wear a lot of black/white with pops of color, flowy fabrics and varying textures that accentuate silhouette, lots of mini skirts, dresses and flared pants. Accessories include 1 statement piece or minimalistic jewelry throughout.
Traits:
✦ Mild ADHD/OCD, artistic, analytical, passionate, down-to-earth, introverted
✦ Strengths: Hyper-focused when locked in, organized, energetic
✦ Weaknesses: Burnout, aloof or all over the place, slight repression, self-critical at times
Sexuality:
I like boy and curious about girl. Oogabooga.
✦ Lay count: 14 (if you don't count bjs...if you do, *shrugs*
)✦ Experience: Sexually active since age 18, current age: early 30s. I don't think I've gone longer than 3 weeks-1 month without sex. Chasing orgasms is quite the achilles' heel...
─────── ✧ ───────
Goals:
✦ Touch grass, touch ass - Meet girls for solo play and/or funnel them to husband for threesomes.
✦ Additional: Find meaning and purpose through all these interactions, and continue growing as a person while not succumbing to depravity from the hedonic treadmill.
(Edit: Removed info being nitpicked)
─────── ✧ ───────
Current Prospects:
✦ 19 y.o. syrian doll-faced muscle mommy, criminal justice major (met via indirect opener at mall event), said to me, "you seemed the coolest!" "girl you're tea all around"
- Hung out for 4-5 hours (cafe, sandwich shop, thrift shops, book store), she wants to go hiking trails & get pedicures with me sometime. We both have ADHD and keep forgetting to follow up, but keep liking and replying to each other's stuff, oops lol.
✦ 30 y.o cute engineer, voice actress, ADK 46er, former competitive dancer, divorcee, somewhat ADHD (met via situational opener in mall)
- Had lunch with her, she trauma dumped her history a bit but I understand. She also said in prior messages: "Honestly felt like our vibe and energy bonded really well quickly so was like I got to get to know her more" and that she "felt a connection" and said I seem really cool when we met...hmmm.
Potential Challenges:
✦ Getting approached while approaching a woman AKA cliterference or clamjam
✦ Burnout phases from work/juggling home life affecting motivation
✦ Online trolls and KJs de-motivating me from approaching women
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**No Male Comments Please / Female Participants Only**
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