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[I am a Narcissist]
Hey guys this is my first lay outside of social circle since I've starting approaching consistently because of the snatch tournament, there were others from older approaches but i messed those up and the lessons learned from those previous fuck ups were applied. Very proud of myself for recognizing the potential and capitalizing on it, after approaching just to get same day lays.
Right now is what my job would call college season, the store gets flooded with new students, international students, literally all college students come to shop. In these next three weeks the volume of people in the store increases exponentially and the store becomes the hyperbolic time chamber, its a time to test myself and improve rapidly in a short amount of time.
When i first started my job 5 years ago I was awful, women liked me but I couldn't even fathom the idea hahaha. Never thought anything was possible so i got a job in retail to force myself to start speaking to people. First year was being able to have a conversation,talk, joke, vibe, etc. Second year still improvement of social skills. Third year was askin girls out ( I'd get numbers but didn't know what to do with them hahaha), Fourth year i had my first real date a 28 year old russian woman with large tits and a very fat ass, I set the goal of fucking her on the first date... needless to say it didn't happen I was too scared to kiss her and she was looking for a husband I on the other hand was looking for booty. Not just hanging out from a social circle but approaching a women, texting, getting a date, and then going on it. This year tho... this fucking year has been a real eye opener. My understanding of social situations is high, not great but good and it took me years to get here (For anyone that wants shortcuts...tough). Also the first year I've approached women consistently outside of work hahaha; it has been fun as fuck. P.s I'm also sexy as fuck
This lay has been what I've been working towards, just fucking the shit out of a random woman with no connections whatsoever and creating those connections. Made mistakes countless of times, said stupid shit, done stupid shit, not done shit, dick not working... fucking penis has a mind of his own. Just understand nothing is a failure as long as you keep trying, look at it as a lesson.
The Report
So it's that time of year at my job, the time of year when women young and old... from all over the globe come to shop... and to try and fuck me . Work has been starting to pick up to the point where every isle is packed and there are customers in every inch of the store. I had done two doubles over the weekend and worked a full shift the next day. So 30+ hours of work off of 11 hours of sleep is no bueno, also I'm an introvert so just working retail drains me but i understand how to manage my batteries but at the same time I create massive social momentum. I'd already approached maybe two or three girls with the intentions of fucking them, they were a no go.
Don't remember the time, or whatever i was doing before but I was walking into the table top room( Houses all the flatware,dinnerware, etc) and I notice a cute girl, nice face, slim but supple body, and what really stood out to me were her glasses, they were large round purple framed glasses. Now I love glasses on a woman, they give me boners, so i had to try my luck. I go over to her and ask what I can help with, She is very warm and open as I go over to talk to her, good eye contact, nice smile, no barriers, close proximity. Looking back on it, I think I may have helped her before the previous day...not sure. She said that she needed a drinking glass, just one. She has a very heavy accent which only adds to her appeal in my book. I show her the glasses and help her get one, after i finish I just ask her if she's single.
She says yes, and her actions are very feminine, her tone and body language. She had glanced down and smiled while saying and place a finger to her lip, it was very cute. Oh forgot to mention her clothes she was wearing short shorts and a tank, more on that later . Her reaction spurred me to action and we exchange names, and here i learn that she is from Spain and is taking a semester in the U.S which explains the accent and that also she has no other roommates at the moment. I go for the number exchange to set up a date and she doesn't have a U.S number yet so I told her to come, I lead her behind one of the desks that we associates use that is a little more hidden. I write down my name and number and tell her to give me a call when she gets her U.S number. We talk a second more and then she's off to continue her shopping.
After what had transpired I looked back on a past experience when I had given girls my number and how nothing panned out and I wanted to make things happen. I naturally worked my way around the store,it's literally that busy where you will work every part of the store. Ended up finding her again and reopened her pretty naturally. Just asked what else I could help with and here's where I knew I had to fuck her today; you see i knew it was on when i met her but what she did here made me realize i had to fuck her today.
It was pretty simple, we were in the middle of the isle and on the inside and outside and inside of the isles there are rooms; just giving you a map. She was standing to the side of me and i remember her saying she needed help with pillows, I said something else to her and she turned her entire body towards me and leaned in and spoke in my ear, mind you we are in the middle of the isle in a high volume store. There are other associates from other stores and plenty of people around so they see this, my first thought is that I need to pull or at least set up a meet up. After that, i snap into action and say "Yea you mentioned pillows, they are right over here, come." I lead her into the room and it's mysteriously vacant. I have this belief that people are generally out to help you, I mean a room like pillows suddenly empty? Hmmm.
So we go into the room and we chat a bit more, the vibe is flirty/sexual and her body language is open. She has her feet planted firmly apart and shes wagging her butt like a little dog in heat. I don't remember the flow of the conversation but i asked if she was free after she finished shopping and if she had plans, she had no plans and that was good. I don't remember how i spun it but i told her I'd download whatsapp since she asked for mines before, and text her then we'll hang out. I had no paper to write the info down so she tore off a piece of her paper after some contemplation and wrote it down, then after she skipped off.
REST
So after i got off of work, at around 4pm I tried to figure out how to add her to Whatsapp... didn't know they fucking had plus signs that shit took me forever to figure out and was sooo was confusing hahaha. She never wrote her name so i kind of guessed when I added it in, once I added it in I shot her a message.
I decide to go home and take a nap, I'd worked from 8 to 4 off of like 3 or 4 hours of sleep, my average amount of sleep and I needed more if I wanted to fuck this girl.
Back to Story
As I'm lightly snoozing I get a message and the conversation is as follows.
Then I proceed to pass the fuck out then shower. I realize when it gets closer to the meeting time I never said where. I knew I needed to make her very comfortable until we got to the little forest, so i planned it so I'd meet her right near her dorms and spend 10-15 minutes walking that I could use for conversation, touching, etc.
I have on some new ripped jeans from Express, a white fitted vneck, black Chelsea boots, a silver chain that was being worn as a bracelet on my right and a black and silver bead bracelet worn on my left. I arrive at the meeting spot a bit before her and I'm a bit nervous because i see a guard and some other dudes near the cafe which is closed at the time and I'm just very paranoid because I always see the college's police when i walk in the area, since i used to be popular with the druggy crowd and my best friend was one of the biggest dealers on campus... its just some left over paranoia. I start smiling to myself to lighten my mood and i ask one of the guys if this is xxx avenue, which i know it is I just needed to open my mouth and practice speaking hahaha.
So a minute later she walks up still wearing the same outfit from earlier, I'm standing on the steps and she walk over to me and i hug her. I lead the way and we begin walking. Now on the way to the forest, tones of accidentally touching is happening, arms brushing up against one another as we walk etc. During the walk I am diving and forming a connection. I'm asking her about where she's from and shes from Barcelona, I ask about her hobbies and she tells me shes a dancer, painter, and loves going to the disco lol. I make a joke about her painting nudes and she says that she has and everyone always says that. I reward her for being open about it and we go back to conversation. We have a playful vibe going that's teetering on sexual.
Most of the walk is about her hobbies but as we get closer to the forest i ask more about her life in spain, about her siblings, what crazy things shes done, and shes investing very well and I'm properly rewarding, playfully touching, and using a chase frame or two. We get to the street we have to cross into the forest and i lead her across the street and joke about us getting hit, and her giving me cpr. Also the forest is pretty dark so naturally she stops before we enter. I laugh at her being silly and tell her she's with me and we walk inwards.
We get to the stairs and i place one of my hands around her waist and tell her it's dark and i don't want her falling down the stairs, she reciprocates but then says she doesn't need help, and as soon as she says that guess what happens :\ Yup She slips a bit but doesn't fall or anything and i laugh at her a bit hahaha. She tells me about how her leg is injured a bit from dancing and we are just chatting and right in front of us is the bridge with a great moonlight view. As we are walking across i tell myself i have to make a move before we finish crossing over.
We near the end of the bridge, its like a 15 second walk across it. I stop and try to make a move and she backs away and playfully says no, i laugh and pull her into me and we kiss for a bit. I break off and go back to holding her waist and i lead her to the end of the bridge and at the end of the bridge is a little wall with a tree, its really dark over there and pretty hidden; i take her over there for a bit more privacy. (Discovered this place from the old LR- Bloody forest, since then I've found two more reallyy good spots)
We begin making out and i run my hands down her body to her pussy, i let my hands hover a second before moving them, she made no attempt to move them so i just go for it and bring my hand back and I begin fingering her. We do this for a minute or two and i decide not to fuck her there because there has been foot traffic before and i don't want that to mess me up. I tried to pull her back to her dorm here and it was a no go. So i pull away and we keep walking and talking and I lead her to this other spot. This alleyway that's well hidden in between a couple of houses. I make out with her at the entrance and move her while kissing her a bit into the alley. Then I stop and grab bother of her hands and pull her in as i back into the alley telling her we are on a secret mission or something that we can't get caught or something like that.
We go further into the alley and begin making out, fingering commences again and the passion begins pouring out. We make out hard, and I'm teasing her breasts through her shirt and tasting her neck. She put her hands on my dick and she feels it through my pants, now at this moment my boy is ready to go lets see if it stays that way.
I'm trying to pull down her pants and shes resisting, i open my pants and whip my dick out, shes tugging and i move to sit down. I tell her to come and sit down, she tells me shes not having sex from me and that's when I knew we were going to have sex, I just hand to handle whatever objections she had. I remember saying, my dicks out, your pussy's wet, lets enjoy ourselves. She laughs and we begin to make out while shes on top of me. I'm trying to slip the panties and shorts to the side but its a no go. She says something about me just wanting to fuck her and not speak to her, and i handle that pretty honestly, I actually came to like her quirkiness so i said no, blah blah. I notice shes tired and she ends up saying something about trying again another time.
Then speaking from another past experience I say no, I know that if we don't do this now we will never get another chance, I understand that emotions change and how you feel today, you wont feel the same tomorrow if we don't do this. This logic contest goes on for a bit and I keep trying and i mention i have a condom and shes all for it. But by this time my boys not ready for action, hes down for the count and can't be summoned to slay.
We keep trying multiple things to make it work and its not working. Now here is where you never give up, I've learned that when you get this far and don't seal you wont get another chance. My mindset was at first freaking out but i calmed down and starting changing my thoughts. So had her pants off tried to fuck no go, she gave me a blowjob, i had an erection, tried to stick it in... no bueno. She was very tired and then i thought what if i brought her to her dorm, if i could get into her dorm I could have all the time in the world to make this happen.
Now she was still giving me a blowjob but was beginning to auto reject, I've seen the look and so i told her how i was just nervous being with a pretty girl, etc. She did something i didn't really expect but deeply appreciated. She hugged me and we both kind of held each other as i sat there and she was standing. It was like I was letting her be the female by comforting me and I was the man by letting her comfort me, it was weird but i felt like a man, can't explain it. I haven't really had a girl give me that when I was down in a long time, before there had been a girl who auto rejected immediately and i felt like shit and other occasions too so i kinda knew what i had to say and do.
We stayed like that for a few minutes and i felt bad that i couldn't give her the dick she wanted, it was no longer about me. I said lets go and began to set about leading her back to her dorm. Since that had happened i wanted to let her know i still wanted her and had to return the vibe to its playful nature.
On the way back i pointed out a slug and she acted all girly saying eww and shit and i began laughing like the asshole I am. We resume conversation and talk about tv shows while holding each other at the waist. I lead her back into the forest near the end of the bridge and pull her into a make out again, I lift her up and straddle her to the spot thats hidden, we makeout a bit and try again but its a no go.
Here my mindset is moving a lot more positive than it was before, I knew i had to get her into the room and I would fuck her. I said I'd walk her back to her dorm and when we got near i casually suggested we go hangout inside there. She wasn't feeling it, she suggested we sit on the benches outside, and we moved over to them.
I sat normally, she sat facing me but her legs were kind of indian crossed, so she was open but closed.I didn't like that and i told her to put her legs on me to open her up. We began talking about it and i figured out why she didn't want to go to the dorms. It was all because she didn't want her parents to find out, she thought the guards would call her parents all the way in spain and tell them that their daughter has brought a guy home.... I began laughing my ass off so hard and set about handling it.
I told her to go to her website and look at the overnight guest policy, after we read that. That was handled since it was still pretty early only like 11:30, a dude and a chick came out of the dorm and so i said "look, those two probably just fucked and no ones saying shit about it, they don't care! Besides I like spending time with you we don't have to do anything you don't want to do, we can just talk and I'll leave when you want me to." She says "But sex... on the first night", I laugh again because she was already going to fuck me in the alley and i just said "Its funny all this dating shit only happened 100 years ago, before that a man would see a woman if it was mutual they would just fuck, I respect a women a lot more if shes just going to fuck me because she wants to and not play around and wait for three dates or some bullshit just because society wants her to." She goes silent and we chat and she says shes in to contemplation mode.
I say" Well lets just try nd see, there's no harm and trying to see if you can get a guest in. We can try and if not I can go home, how does that sound?" She eases up. Then i told her what she had to say (Done this before with another girl ) and says "You always get your way don't you" in a warm tone, and i give her a cocky smile and a shoulder shrug,she laughs then we got up and went in.
Couldn't get in because she didn't have an id yet to open the dorm so the guard buzzed us in and it was a lady, i thought it would be trouble but after hername asked if she could sign in a guess, in a very shy way with her accent and not amazing English the lady became very warm and explained the whole thing and let her sign me in. I thank the lady and we go into the elevators.
In the elevators she questions about hooking up, I say "yea in America college is like that, its when kids get a free pass to do shit, party, have sex, whatever its expected, no ones going to go tell your parents that you brought a guy home or whatever its the norm."
We go into her dorm and start making out, eventually all the clothes come off, and its a bit touch and go at first, but eventually the operation succeeded. My dick is too big for her pussy so after a while shes too sore to fuck but we both could not keep our hands off each other. We would try fucking throughout the night and succeed until she hurt too much.
This has been my fastest lay, and most rewarding. I actually really like this girl, feminine and incredibly quirky. Her sex drive matches my own and our we are both just very passionate.
After i leave in the morning after i shot her the text to keep her warm, I went home to sleep for two hours before i worked. Later on around 1am she sent me a booty call text. Fair to say I'm keeping her as a fuck buddy
Disclaimer
I tried to keep thing linear but i know i jumped around a bit, if anyone wants any clarification lemme know and i will clarify, thanks for reading.
[I am a Narcissist]
Hey guys this is my first lay outside of social circle since I've starting approaching consistently because of the snatch tournament, there were others from older approaches but i messed those up and the lessons learned from those previous fuck ups were applied. Very proud of myself for recognizing the potential and capitalizing on it, after approaching just to get same day lays.
Right now is what my job would call college season, the store gets flooded with new students, international students, literally all college students come to shop. In these next three weeks the volume of people in the store increases exponentially and the store becomes the hyperbolic time chamber, its a time to test myself and improve rapidly in a short amount of time.
When i first started my job 5 years ago I was awful, women liked me but I couldn't even fathom the idea hahaha. Never thought anything was possible so i got a job in retail to force myself to start speaking to people. First year was being able to have a conversation,talk, joke, vibe, etc. Second year still improvement of social skills. Third year was askin girls out ( I'd get numbers but didn't know what to do with them hahaha), Fourth year i had my first real date a 28 year old russian woman with large tits and a very fat ass, I set the goal of fucking her on the first date... needless to say it didn't happen I was too scared to kiss her and she was looking for a husband I on the other hand was looking for booty. Not just hanging out from a social circle but approaching a women, texting, getting a date, and then going on it. This year tho... this fucking year has been a real eye opener. My understanding of social situations is high, not great but good and it took me years to get here (For anyone that wants shortcuts...tough). Also the first year I've approached women consistently outside of work hahaha; it has been fun as fuck. P.s I'm also sexy as fuck
This lay has been what I've been working towards, just fucking the shit out of a random woman with no connections whatsoever and creating those connections. Made mistakes countless of times, said stupid shit, done stupid shit, not done shit, dick not working... fucking penis has a mind of his own. Just understand nothing is a failure as long as you keep trying, look at it as a lesson.
The Report
So it's that time of year at my job, the time of year when women young and old... from all over the globe come to shop... and to try and fuck me
. Work has been starting to pick up to the point where every isle is packed and there are customers in every inch of the store. I had done two doubles over the weekend and worked a full shift the next day. So 30+ hours of work off of 11 hours of sleep is no bueno, also I'm an introvert so just working retail drains me but i understand how to manage my batteries but at the same time I create massive social momentum. I'd already approached maybe two or three girls with the intentions of fucking them, they were a no go.Don't remember the time, or whatever i was doing before but I was walking into the table top room( Houses all the flatware,dinnerware, etc) and I notice a cute girl, nice face, slim but supple body, and what really stood out to me were her glasses, they were large round purple framed glasses. Now I love glasses on a woman, they give me boners, so i had to try my luck. I go over to her and ask what I can help with, She is very warm and open as I go over to talk to her, good eye contact, nice smile, no barriers, close proximity. Looking back on it, I think I may have helped her before the previous day...not sure. She said that she needed a drinking glass, just one. She has a very heavy accent which only adds to her appeal in my book. I show her the glasses and help her get one, after i finish I just ask her if she's single.
She says yes, and her actions are very feminine, her tone and body language. She had glanced down and smiled while saying and place a finger to her lip, it was very cute. Oh forgot to mention her clothes she was wearing short shorts and a tank, more on that later
. Her reaction spurred me to action and we exchange names, and here i learn that she is from Spain and is taking a semester in the U.S which explains the accent and that also she has no other roommates at the moment. I go for the number exchange to set up a date and she doesn't have a U.S number yet so I told her to come, I lead her behind one of the desks that we associates use that is a little more hidden. I write down my name and number and tell her to give me a call when she gets her U.S number. We talk a second more and then she's off to continue her shopping.After what had transpired I looked back on a past experience when I had given girls my number and how nothing panned out and I wanted to make things happen. I naturally worked my way around the store,it's literally that busy where you will work every part of the store. Ended up finding her again and reopened her pretty naturally. Just asked what else I could help with and here's where I knew I had to fuck her today; you see i knew it was on when i met her but what she did here made me realize i had to fuck her today.
It was pretty simple, we were in the middle of the isle and on the inside and outside and inside of the isles there are rooms; just giving you a map. She was standing to the side of me and i remember her saying she needed help with pillows, I said something else to her and she turned her entire body towards me and leaned in and spoke in my ear, mind you we are in the middle of the isle in a high volume store. There are other associates from other stores and plenty of people around so they see this, my first thought is that I need to pull or at least set up a meet up. After that, i snap into action and say "Yea you mentioned pillows, they are right over here, come." I lead her into the room and it's mysteriously vacant. I have this belief that people are generally out to help you, I mean a room like pillows suddenly empty? Hmmm.
So we go into the room and we chat a bit more, the vibe is flirty/sexual and her body language is open. She has her feet planted firmly apart and shes wagging her butt like a little dog in heat
. I don't remember the flow of the conversation but i asked if she was free after she finished shopping and if she had plans, she had no plans and that was good. I don't remember how i spun it but i told her I'd download whatsapp since she asked for mines before, and text her then we'll hang out. I had no paper to write the info down so she tore off a piece of her paper after some contemplation and wrote it down, then after she skipped off.REST
So after i got off of work, at around 4pm I tried to figure out how to add her to Whatsapp... didn't know they fucking had plus signs that shit took me forever to figure out and was sooo was confusing hahaha. She never wrote her name so i kind of guessed when I added it in, once I added it in I shot her a message.
I decide to go home and take a nap, I'd worked from 8 to 4 off of like 3 or 4 hours of sleep, my average amount of sleep and I needed more if I wanted to fuck this girl.
Back to Story
As I'm lightly snoozing I get a message and the conversation is as follows.
Her 6:02 Hi!!!
Her 6:02 Sorry I went to the grocery *embarrassed emoji*
Me 6:12 Hahaha thats cool, how do you spell your name lol (I didn't remember her name)
Her 6:12 Jajajjaja
Her 6:13 Herfirstname
Her 6:13 Herlastname if you want muy last name
Me 6:17 Just herfirstname is good
Her 6:23 Hercollege
Me 6:25 Cool, how does 8 sound for meeting up? I need to shower hahaha
Her 6:25 Okaay
Me 6:26 Want to go for a walk or hang at your dorm? (Only reason I mentioned dorm is because she said she had no roommates, and the first time i tried going back to a girls dorm on the first date i succeeded, and it was through a mixture of persistence and playfulness, I sowed the seed early, pretty directly)
Her 6:27 Walk (Just means i have to try and escalate outside)
Me 6:27 Ok cool
Then I proceed to pass the fuck out then shower. I realize when it gets closer to the meeting time I never said where. I knew I needed to make her very comfortable until we got to the little forest, so i planned it so I'd meet her right near her dorms and spend 10-15 minutes walking that I could use for conversation, touching, etc.
Me 7:59 Hername we'll meet infront of hercollege cafeteria at 9
Her 8:01 Is it in xxx avenue??
Me 8:02 Ya next to green line
Her 8:02 Perfect
Me 8:04
I have on some new ripped jeans from Express, a white fitted vneck, black Chelsea boots, a silver chain that was being worn as a bracelet on my right and a black and silver bead bracelet worn on my left. I arrive at the meeting spot a bit before her and I'm a bit nervous because i see a guard and some other dudes near the cafe which is closed at the time and I'm just very paranoid because I always see the college's police when i walk in the area, since i used to be popular with the druggy crowd and my best friend was one of the biggest dealers on campus... its just some left over paranoia. I start smiling to myself to lighten my mood and i ask one of the guys if this is xxx avenue, which i know it is I just needed to open my mouth and practice speaking hahaha.
So a minute later she walks up still wearing the same outfit from earlier, I'm standing on the steps and she walk over to me and i hug her. I lead the way and we begin walking. Now on the way to the forest, tones of accidentally touching is happening, arms brushing up against one another as we walk etc. During the walk I am diving and forming a connection. I'm asking her about where she's from and shes from Barcelona, I ask about her hobbies and she tells me shes a dancer, painter, and loves going to the disco lol. I make a joke about her painting nudes and she says that she has and everyone always says that. I reward her for being open about it and we go back to conversation. We have a playful vibe going that's teetering on sexual.
Most of the walk is about her hobbies but as we get closer to the forest i ask more about her life in spain, about her siblings, what crazy things shes done, and shes investing very well and I'm properly rewarding, playfully touching, and using a chase frame or two. We get to the street we have to cross into the forest and i lead her across the street and joke about us getting hit, and her giving me cpr. Also the forest is pretty dark so naturally she stops before we enter. I laugh at her being silly and tell her she's with me and we walk inwards.
We get to the stairs and i place one of my hands around her waist and tell her it's dark and i don't want her falling down the stairs, she reciprocates but then says she doesn't need help, and as soon as she says that guess what happens :\ Yup She slips a bit but doesn't fall or anything and i laugh at her a bit hahaha. She tells me about how her leg is injured a bit from dancing and we are just chatting and right in front of us is the bridge with a great moonlight view. As we are walking across i tell myself i have to make a move before we finish crossing over.
We near the end of the bridge, its like a 15 second walk across it. I stop and try to make a move and she backs away and playfully says no, i laugh and pull her into me and we kiss for a bit. I break off and go back to holding her waist and i lead her to the end of the bridge and at the end of the bridge is a little wall with a tree, its really dark over there and pretty hidden; i take her over there for a bit more privacy. (Discovered this place from the old LR- Bloody forest, since then I've found two more reallyy good spots)
We begin making out and i run my hands down her body to her pussy, i let my hands hover a second before moving them, she made no attempt to move them so i just go for it and bring my hand back and I begin fingering her. We do this for a minute or two and i decide not to fuck her there because there has been foot traffic before and i don't want that to mess me up. I tried to pull her back to her dorm here and it was a no go. So i pull away and we keep walking and talking and I lead her to this other spot. This alleyway that's well hidden in between a couple of houses. I make out with her at the entrance and move her while kissing her a bit into the alley. Then I stop and grab bother of her hands and pull her in as i back into the alley telling her we are on a secret mission or something that we can't get caught or something like that.
We go further into the alley and begin making out, fingering commences again and the passion begins pouring out. We make out hard, and I'm teasing her breasts through her shirt and tasting her neck. She put her hands on my dick and she feels it through my pants, now at this moment my boy is ready to go lets see if it stays that way.
I'm trying to pull down her pants and shes resisting, i open my pants and whip my dick out, shes tugging and i move to sit down. I tell her to come and sit down, she tells me shes not having sex from me and that's when I knew we were going to have sex, I just hand to handle whatever objections she had. I remember saying, my dicks out, your pussy's wet, lets enjoy ourselves. She laughs and we begin to make out while shes on top of me. I'm trying to slip the panties and shorts to the side but its a no go. She says something about me just wanting to fuck her and not speak to her, and i handle that pretty honestly, I actually came to like her quirkiness so i said no, blah blah. I notice shes tired and she ends up saying something about trying again another time.
Then speaking from another past experience I say no, I know that if we don't do this now we will never get another chance, I understand that emotions change and how you feel today, you wont feel the same tomorrow if we don't do this. This logic contest goes on for a bit and I keep trying and i mention i have a condom and shes all for it. But by this time my boys not ready for action, hes down for the count and can't be summoned to slay.
We keep trying multiple things to make it work and its not working. Now here is where you never give up, I've learned that when you get this far and don't seal you wont get another chance. My mindset was at first freaking out but i calmed down and starting changing my thoughts. So had her pants off tried to fuck no go, she gave me a blowjob, i had an erection, tried to stick it in... no bueno. She was very tired and then i thought what if i brought her to her dorm, if i could get into her dorm I could have all the time in the world to make this happen.
Now she was still giving me a blowjob but was beginning to auto reject, I've seen the look and so i told her how i was just nervous being with a pretty girl, etc. She did something i didn't really expect but deeply appreciated. She hugged me and we both kind of held each other as i sat there and she was standing. It was like I was letting her be the female by comforting me and I was the man by letting her comfort me, it was weird but i felt like a man, can't explain it. I haven't really had a girl give me that when I was down in a long time, before there had been a girl who auto rejected immediately and i felt like shit and other occasions too so i kinda knew what i had to say and do.
We stayed like that for a few minutes and i felt bad that i couldn't give her the dick she wanted, it was no longer about me. I said lets go and began to set about leading her back to her dorm. Since that had happened i wanted to let her know i still wanted her and had to return the vibe to its playful nature.
On the way back i pointed out a slug and she acted all girly saying eww and shit and i began laughing like the asshole I am. We resume conversation and talk about tv shows while holding each other at the waist. I lead her back into the forest near the end of the bridge and pull her into a make out again, I lift her up and straddle her to the spot thats hidden, we makeout a bit and try again but its a no go.
Here my mindset is moving a lot more positive than it was before, I knew i had to get her into the room and I would fuck her. I said I'd walk her back to her dorm and when we got near i casually suggested we go hangout inside there. She wasn't feeling it, she suggested we sit on the benches outside, and we moved over to them.
I sat normally, she sat facing me but her legs were kind of indian crossed, so she was open but closed.I didn't like that and i told her to put her legs on me to open her up. We began talking about it and i figured out why she didn't want to go to the dorms. It was all because she didn't want her parents to find out, she thought the guards would call her parents all the way in spain and tell them that their daughter has brought a guy home.... I began laughing my ass off so hard and set about handling it.
I told her to go to her website and look at the overnight guest policy, after we read that. That was handled since it was still pretty early only like 11:30, a dude and a chick came out of the dorm and so i said "look, those two probably just fucked and no ones saying shit about it, they don't care! Besides I like spending time with you we don't have to do anything you don't want to do, we can just talk and I'll leave when you want me to." She says "But sex... on the first night", I laugh again because she was already going to fuck me in the alley and i just said "Its funny all this dating shit only happened 100 years ago, before that a man would see a woman if it was mutual they would just fuck, I respect a women a lot more if shes just going to fuck me because she wants to and not play around and wait for three dates or some bullshit just because society wants her to." She goes silent and we chat and she says shes in to contemplation mode.
I say" Well lets just try nd see, there's no harm and trying to see if you can get a guest in. We can try and if not I can go home, how does that sound?" She eases up. Then i told her what she had to say (Done this before with another girl
) and says "You always get your way don't you" in a warm tone, and i give her a cocky smile and a shoulder shrug,she laughs then we got up and went in.Couldn't get in because she didn't have an id yet to open the dorm so the guard buzzed us in and it was a lady, i thought it would be trouble but after hername asked if she could sign in a guess, in a very shy way with her accent and not amazing English the lady became very warm and explained the whole thing and let her sign me in. I thank the lady and we go into the elevators.
In the elevators she questions about hooking up, I say "yea in America college is like that, its when kids get a free pass to do shit, party, have sex, whatever its expected, no ones going to go tell your parents that you brought a guy home or whatever its the norm."
We go into her dorm and start making out, eventually all the clothes come off, and its a bit touch and go at first, but eventually the operation succeeded. My dick is too big for her pussy so after a while shes too sore to fuck but we both could not keep our hands off each other. We would try fucking throughout the night and succeed until she hurt too much.
This has been my fastest lay, and most rewarding. I actually really like this girl, feminine and incredibly quirky. Her sex drive matches my own and our we are both just very passionate.
After i leave in the morning after i shot her the text to keep her warm, I went home to sleep for two hours before i worked. Later on around 1am she sent me a booty call text. Fair to say I'm keeping her as a fuck buddy
Disclaimer
I tried to keep thing linear but i know i jumped around a bit, if anyone wants any clarification lemme know and i will clarify, thanks for reading.
