- Joined
- Jan 5, 2014
- Messages
- 3,222
I have not updated my approach journal in fucking forever for the last two nights as a part of my approach journey, will be doing that soon but wanted to share a success story.
Before heading out, I practice Chase's meditation 10-minute article but still realized that despite all that, my head is still in a dark dark place at times. The outcome of Ohio St and Clemson also ticked me off since I had money on Ohio St and never met anyone I liked from Clemson.
After doing the meditation, I end up going out to a couple local bars.
Start at the first bar which is the usual scene but it is one where I am cool with the bartender, he gives me a shot on top of my drink. Now note that I am already about 5 white claws deep right now so kinda tipsy but not too tipsy. I end up going up to this one dark-haired girl there with her friend and approaching her, we chat a bit but then I kinda feel like leaving, not feeling her vibe. She was the typical Long Island Italian chick, already been with a handful of those, no thanks.
Later I decide to bounce to another bar since this bar is more of a party spot anyways. I actually don't go into bar hop mode but instead just walk around for a bit to clear my head, a lot has been on my mind, a ton really. Clear my head after a 20-minute walk when I have had my headphones in, head over to another bar that is my local favorite.
I walk in and it is almost all friend groups, don't really bother much at first and then I walk out. Go to another nearby bar and that has no fucking options, at this point the night is becoming discouraging but the part of my new program is I have to do 5 approaches, I've only done 1 so far.
Finally go to a bar with a long enough line, mostly dudes in the bar, and I put my air pods in. Did not feel like socializing with anyone but this guy behind me keeps touching me and so I take my pods out. I make small talk with the man and then get in to the bar itself.
Go to one area of the bar and see this brunette dancing with her friends, I approach her. She is some Lebanese chick who is from the Upper East Side, she lives nearby, and so I chat her up for a good five minutes before being blunt. Tell her she has nice hair and that the curly hair is my thing on a girl, she blushes. In hindsight, she was kinda chubby. We make out and then a couple of her friends are looking on. I decide to number close as a pull will be tough.
3 more approaches to go!
I approach some blonde with a butterface on the street asking if the bar to go into is worth it, she says it sucks, we chat for a bit but then I bounce. Not much there and she seemed to be with a group of bros lol.
2 more approaches to go!
I go back to one of the local bars and approach a group on the way, one girl wanted to talk but two of her friends pull her away. At this point, it's a hail mary pass. Go back to the original bar which was all friend groups and approach this one blonde. Blonde seems really chill but her fat brunette friend drags her away, tells me they have to go. Now I am kinda down in the dumps and feel like getting another drink but I see a pair of girls standing.
One has dark hair and a light tan, another is a more pale brunette. I approach the tall dark-haired girl with a tan, ask her how she is pulling that off in the winter. In hindsight, shitty opener but whatever. I was borderline trashed at this point but I remember a lot of the convo.
Like wtf am I doing? I am crashing hard here.
I chat with her a bit more but this time have my arm around her, the friend seems to be talking to another group. I ask the girl what she is doing and she says nothing. I ask her how far away she lives, she says she is close by. I ask her she must have heard of (name of bar). She says she could never get around to going there. I tell her the bar is kinda dim but one of those scenes you'd see in some movie about an artist or some shit like that, she bluntly tells me she can check it out and is tired of the current bar. A fight had broken out nearby, good ole young people scenes!
So I end up taking to the nearby bar which is only a block over from where I live. We have a drink and chat but then start making out.
Take her to my apartment and pull those clothes off fast, she strips down to her panties which were just hugging her tight ass. I had to grab it and make out with her, she had massive titties with soft nipples that I sucked on. She was almost my height so it was trickier for me to do the usual lifting them up, tossing them around, and slamming them on the bed routine. Instead, I stuffed a finger inside those tight panties and made out with her.
My cock has not been this hard in forever and so I continue to make out with her. We end up going at it for a solid five minutes and she knew how to work that tongue, I sucked on those titties so much.
Finally, I found the power to lift her up and put her on the bed. Kissed those inner thighs to where she was horny to the point of trying to tear her panties off.
Coiled my arms around her waist and just ate her out for a solid few minutes. Then she starts to kick her legs around and her waist dangerously vibrates, she was moaning hard and having short breaths, gave her an orgasm.
I have not eaten ass in forever so finally, I give it. Turn her prone, get her panties off, give them a whiff, put my arms around her, and then eat her booty. Her ass was pretty clean, like almost no smell, and I just stuffed my face in-between those two cheeks as I continued to work my tongue on that anus. A good bit of saliva got in there which had her shaking her ass some. At one point, I get her entire upper body to spring up from excitement and she moans more than usual.
I say fuck it and go for it, don't have any protection on but I hit it from the back doggystyle anal. She is shaking that ass around and grinding on my cock, this girl is a fucking freak! I just keep my body uptight and in a good position, thoughts come to me that I need to get back into my old physical form, this girl would have been done by now.
She is getting the better of me, I can't even remain uptight anymore and she is just shaking that booty and working my dick. I hang in there but then she collapses being tired, even getting a few loud moans in here. I lay on top of her and fuck her as she lays flat face down. Kinda miss sucking on the titties so I spoon her, at this point she is mostly gone and exhausted. I cum in the sheats and then we go to sleep together.
An honest girl in the morning that needed no reminders.
It's around 10 AM or so and we are both getting up, I get a case of the morning wood. She has her arms around me as we chat for a bit about things. We go back and forth, she even puts a nipple in my mouth as she tells me about what she wants to do in the future and where she wants to live. Interrupts herself halfway and says I need to suck on the other nipple, she is going to suck on the one I just sucked on here and there. My cock is rubbing against her thighs a lot and she makes a comment on it.
Aggressive blowjob there, she shoves the damn thing in her mouth, shakes her head violently while sucking it, softly bites it, works the tongue around it, and then after a couple minutes, my heart is racing out of my body. Finally, I start to relax and moan myself, she has a hell of a mouth on her, even flicking her tongue around a lot and making funny noises. She squeezes the hell out of my balls and then I tell her I am about to cum. She actually lets me cum in her mouth but then immediately spits in the nearby trash can.
She says goodbye, I am naked making out with her as she has her clothes on.
Now she leaves.
Whew, that was one hell of a close. I'll update the journal later.
Before heading out, I practice Chase's meditation 10-minute article but still realized that despite all that, my head is still in a dark dark place at times. The outcome of Ohio St and Clemson also ticked me off since I had money on Ohio St and never met anyone I liked from Clemson.
After doing the meditation, I end up going out to a couple local bars.
Start at the first bar which is the usual scene but it is one where I am cool with the bartender, he gives me a shot on top of my drink. Now note that I am already about 5 white claws deep right now so kinda tipsy but not too tipsy. I end up going up to this one dark-haired girl there with her friend and approaching her, we chat a bit but then I kinda feel like leaving, not feeling her vibe. She was the typical Long Island Italian chick, already been with a handful of those, no thanks.
Later I decide to bounce to another bar since this bar is more of a party spot anyways. I actually don't go into bar hop mode but instead just walk around for a bit to clear my head, a lot has been on my mind, a ton really. Clear my head after a 20-minute walk when I have had my headphones in, head over to another bar that is my local favorite.
I walk in and it is almost all friend groups, don't really bother much at first and then I walk out. Go to another nearby bar and that has no fucking options, at this point the night is becoming discouraging but the part of my new program is I have to do 5 approaches, I've only done 1 so far.
Finally go to a bar with a long enough line, mostly dudes in the bar, and I put my air pods in. Did not feel like socializing with anyone but this guy behind me keeps touching me and so I take my pods out. I make small talk with the man and then get in to the bar itself.
Go to one area of the bar and see this brunette dancing with her friends, I approach her. She is some Lebanese chick who is from the Upper East Side, she lives nearby, and so I chat her up for a good five minutes before being blunt. Tell her she has nice hair and that the curly hair is my thing on a girl, she blushes. In hindsight, she was kinda chubby. We make out and then a couple of her friends are looking on. I decide to number close as a pull will be tough.
3 more approaches to go!
I approach some blonde with a butterface on the street asking if the bar to go into is worth it, she says it sucks, we chat for a bit but then I bounce. Not much there and she seemed to be with a group of bros lol.
2 more approaches to go!
I go back to one of the local bars and approach a group on the way, one girl wanted to talk but two of her friends pull her away. At this point, it's a hail mary pass. Go back to the original bar which was all friend groups and approach this one blonde. Blonde seems really chill but her fat brunette friend drags her away, tells me they have to go. Now I am kinda down in the dumps and feel like getting another drink but I see a pair of girls standing.
One has dark hair and a light tan, another is a more pale brunette. I approach the tall dark-haired girl with a tan, ask her how she is pulling that off in the winter. In hindsight, shitty opener but whatever. I was borderline trashed at this point but I remember a lot of the convo.
Like wtf am I doing? I am crashing hard here.
I chat with her a bit more but this time have my arm around her, the friend seems to be talking to another group. I ask the girl what she is doing and she says nothing. I ask her how far away she lives, she says she is close by. I ask her she must have heard of (name of bar). She says she could never get around to going there. I tell her the bar is kinda dim but one of those scenes you'd see in some movie about an artist or some shit like that, she bluntly tells me she can check it out and is tired of the current bar. A fight had broken out nearby, good ole young people scenes!
So I end up taking to the nearby bar which is only a block over from where I live. We have a drink and chat but then start making out.
Take her to my apartment and pull those clothes off fast, she strips down to her panties which were just hugging her tight ass. I had to grab it and make out with her, she had massive titties with soft nipples that I sucked on. She was almost my height so it was trickier for me to do the usual lifting them up, tossing them around, and slamming them on the bed routine. Instead, I stuffed a finger inside those tight panties and made out with her.
My cock has not been this hard in forever and so I continue to make out with her. We end up going at it for a solid five minutes and she knew how to work that tongue, I sucked on those titties so much.
Finally, I found the power to lift her up and put her on the bed. Kissed those inner thighs to where she was horny to the point of trying to tear her panties off.
Coiled my arms around her waist and just ate her out for a solid few minutes. Then she starts to kick her legs around and her waist dangerously vibrates, she was moaning hard and having short breaths, gave her an orgasm.
I have not eaten ass in forever so finally, I give it. Turn her prone, get her panties off, give them a whiff, put my arms around her, and then eat her booty. Her ass was pretty clean, like almost no smell, and I just stuffed my face in-between those two cheeks as I continued to work my tongue on that anus. A good bit of saliva got in there which had her shaking her ass some. At one point, I get her entire upper body to spring up from excitement and she moans more than usual.
I say fuck it and go for it, don't have any protection on but I hit it from the back doggystyle anal. She is shaking that ass around and grinding on my cock, this girl is a fucking freak! I just keep my body uptight and in a good position, thoughts come to me that I need to get back into my old physical form, this girl would have been done by now.
She is getting the better of me, I can't even remain uptight anymore and she is just shaking that booty and working my dick. I hang in there but then she collapses being tired, even getting a few loud moans in here. I lay on top of her and fuck her as she lays flat face down. Kinda miss sucking on the titties so I spoon her, at this point she is mostly gone and exhausted. I cum in the sheats and then we go to sleep together.
An honest girl in the morning that needed no reminders.
It's around 10 AM or so and we are both getting up, I get a case of the morning wood. She has her arms around me as we chat for a bit about things. We go back and forth, she even puts a nipple in my mouth as she tells me about what she wants to do in the future and where she wants to live. Interrupts herself halfway and says I need to suck on the other nipple, she is going to suck on the one I just sucked on here and there. My cock is rubbing against her thighs a lot and she makes a comment on it.
Aggressive blowjob there, she shoves the damn thing in her mouth, shakes her head violently while sucking it, softly bites it, works the tongue around it, and then after a couple minutes, my heart is racing out of my body. Finally, I start to relax and moan myself, she has a hell of a mouth on her, even flicking her tongue around a lot and making funny noises. She squeezes the hell out of my balls and then I tell her I am about to cum. She actually lets me cum in her mouth but then immediately spits in the nearby trash can.
She says goodbye, I am naked making out with her as she has her clothes on.
Now she leaves.
Whew, that was one hell of a close. I'll update the journal later.
