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What’s up guys; I’ve been a bit inactive on the boards but have been going out meeting girls every day (except for Sunday but even then try to at least talk to the odd girl at the gym too so that don’t feel myself getting cold).
My games been improving a bit more lately feels like, though it still feels like I have crazy freaking far to go, but at least I’m getting a little better at this.
Every day I’ve been going out and writing in a little journal on my evernote and then going back to that and then chase’s book or an article or other guys reports and figuring out what to fix and tweak and then making sure to better it change it try something different every new day I’m out.
This one started Wednesday.
With my approaching I’ve been acting on impulse and just going and meeting nearly every really attractive girl I see and a few girls like this a day (doable because not so many really hot girls on our campus).
That morning I take the bus from my university village to my first class at 9 am. I’m eager for class and take good notes and am killing it in my chem class (which is nice).
I have my next class 30 minutes after; in this time I think I just circumstantially had talked to 1-3 girls (not hot girls I was meeting but just like getting in the habit of exchanging words with random girls to be warmed up for approaches later on when campus gets packed around 12).
I can tell when girls find me attractive or not and don’t remember the context I had these initial few conversations but none of these girls I exchanged words with found me too attractive I could tell (and that was in my head a bit that yeah I’m not attractive today something must be off). Thought it was cause my hair was oily and unkempt; because I was dressed decent otherwise….
Ukrainian girl from Spanish Class
So after first class I sat outside the building of my second class and ate a protein bar. I finished eating and saw this blonde girl from my class sitting at a bench some way a little way away from me but looking away so she can’t see me.
This girl is pretty, but not quite my type. Would definitely sleep with her and thought she was pretty but knew also that she wasn’t quite hot enough to be a girl I would go out of my way to meet during the daytime.
I get into conversation with her/sit next to her from the side and am kind of surprised by her in general.
Initially I had thought that she was nerdy girl and that she was really young only 18. Turns out that she smokes and is older and is 24 and has a kid … haha
She’s a really pretty face and features but also like the Russian model type a bit skinnier for my taste and not as curvier as I would like her to be.
We get to talking for like 5 minutes or so before walking into class together. It bugs me but she’s not that into me (this one could be one of those girls that’s into you and moves with you despite not showing blatant obvious signs but I’m not sure).
I had very lightly deep dived her (because a few days ago I had fucked up and noted in my journal, where I deep dived this girl really well and brought her really high up and then didn’t invite her over after or plan to meet her later that night and she got super fucking turned off towards me after that…. I think that the rule is not to really hard deep dive till you know you can pull sometime in the very near future) about where she’s from and her major and what she likes to do for fun and where she lives (always an important question to ask; girls are up for it if they ask you first or ask you after where you live… she didn’t lol).
Found this bit funny, was kind of playing dumb a bit from my end but she didn’t like it
Oh haha ok sorry bitch
I smirk a bit, she's tolerant I suppose
Tells me that its Ukraine tells me about how she moved here and some other details and shit before we walk back to class.
In class
My spot in class is at the front, right in front of the hot chick in our class…. Not by accident, have been doing that shit since grade school.
I’ve not talked to her too much besides exchanging a sexy smile and a word or three.
It’s in my mind that 1. class room can work in some ways as a slow game social circle environment and 2. that girls in class are usually only classroom hot and not street hot and shouldn’t spend too much time thinking about class girls and instead meet the best girls on the street… think I would’ve approached this girl on the street she meets those looks standards but whatever.
She’s a hispanic chick curvy girl and the type I’ve been into since childhood.
…
So at this point I’m feeling a bit unattractive in the day, I think it’s like my skin got too dark or my hair is too oily or something, but it bugs me that I haven’t since the morning gotten as many women glancing at me and talking clearly into me as I’d like or as I get at other better times.
Despite it I have an abundance mentality and don’t really mind because know that in a few hours will get to go meet girls on campus and will get at worst a couple numbers, maybe a hot date or two maybe an instant pull maybe anything… potential is really limitless, and I was gonna just go home and shower and wash my hair that I hadn’t in 2 days and wash my face so I don’t look too Indian and too dark as fuck.
Slavic girl sits off somewhere to the end of the class she had mentioned some shit to me about studying for another class or something whatever’s I was like cool brah
Anyway without meaning to I kind of game this chick/lead her on (the one behind me).
She’s coughing a little bit before the class starts
I turn around and I guess I am an asshole so this came naturally to me, but was reflecting on this lay with my natural buddy later on and he laughed his ass off at this
Her coughing a little bit
I turn around
I tell her with like no smile on my face and just like a total fucking asshole way hahahaha but funny because I had done it with no intentions or without really meaning to and kind of meant what I said (I don't wanna get sick). But guess have been playing around with this character so much that have started to become it.
I don’t talk to her or tell her anything for the rest of class.
I wasn’t sure how into me or not this girl was in class but I didn’t particularly give a fuck because I had 2 dates lined up later in the week and was gonna meet new really attractive girls later today… she was fairly hot but I was like yeah I don’t really give a fuck.
….
Me being a little slut in class
Not sure if you guys relate to this or recognize this or remember this (cause I'm a bit younger than most of the guys on the site and high school wasn’t too long ago for me).
But do you remember up in middle school and high school (and some in elementary school too). There would always be 1-3 hot chicks in class, that on some level knew they were attractive and would to some degree consciously or unconsciously flaunt it.
I remember this and there’s something to learn in the game they had in doing that. I remember having really pretty Hispanic chicks that I was like biting on my first fuck she's so hot, in class and how they would sit in front of class and answer questions and stand up talk and straight and maybe play with their hair a bit and would usually have long hair that went to the small of their back
And just with their movements and questions to teacher and little stretches and checking phone and shit would have all the guys noticing them (a way of using nonverbals I guess).
I realized that without meaning to I kind of do the same in class lately and sit in front but will ask questions and sit up straight and will brush my hair to the side a bit and occasionally massage my bicep or back with my other hand or stretch my chest and something
The idea being that I’m kind of communicating that I’m attractive ad shit with my nonverbals I guess and doing the same thing as the girls who sat at the front of the class would do and getting attention in that way. Other girls in class can see me look at me notice me etc. , and have had a couple random girls talk to me during the daytime telling me that they’re in my class and talking and stuff I guess from recognizing me in this way ( sometimes it’s a pleasant surprise because they can be fairly attractive girls who I've never even noticed in my class before).
….
Anyway so I just sit in class and take notes and don’t think about any of this or mean to, but I kind of embody this character at this point and stretch in clas and sit up semi straight have the time and relaxedbut attentive at other times and just look good in class
I was wearing a white fitted v neck a gray windbreaker and tight well fitting blue jeans
To increase my slut factor (I did it cause I was feeling hot but also helped getting girls in class noticing me I guess) I took my gray windbreaker off to reveal my nicely fitting in shirt body
Class goes on
At some point the teacher has us write some translation, we’re learning about why certain words have accent marks and others don’t , honestly its pretty interesting (to me at least lol).
I offer to go write on the chalkboard (do this because I know it lets girls get to check out my big ass). I get the chalk from him and drop it accidentally and take a few seconds to pick it back up and then write on the chalkboard for a few minutes (you get the idea hahahaha I’m a fucking slut). I have a 29’ waist and 38’ ass, so my squat booty is a bit larger than should be but whatever … I feel some eyes might be on me
I don’t really know or care or do any of this with intention, more so it’s just part of me and part of feeling like an attractive guy and in this way I feel like girls are more into me I guess because I hadn’t been feeling too attractive from the start of the day.
So class goes on a bit more I take notes and then am done and get out of class
Fuck the Slavic girl I could wait for her and could’ve possibly tried to pull her home by suggesting we study together but I don’t care too because I know hotter women await me real soon.
I slowly get out of class and keep an eye peeled for attractive girls to go catch up to and meet. I don’t see any (most people are still in class) so I continue on towards the bus that leads back to the university village.
On the bus
I sit on the bus midway on the left side. The bus driver is this really sweet old black grandmother who always talks about silly things and is really nice and shit, I listen to her talking. Not really thinking about anything or doing anything just happy to be like a kid on the bus on his way back to home. I have to go to the village then was planning to drive to my house some 30 minutes away grab some cash head back and then go out to meet some girls.
A minute goes by on the bus the first stop comes; a bunch of people get off. The bus driver says something like https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B4C96ZTJIhU hahahaha, and I laugh
A girl a few seats away near the front (who I can see now because the other people have left) laughs too. We look at each other: it’s the chick from behind me in the Spanish class! Interesting.
Majority of our school I’d say 80-85 +% are commuters; but this girl isn’t and lives in the village as well it turns out.
So we see each other and she says
I go slide down a couple of seats and sit next to her and talk to her.
Get her name and we talk more; I had been feeling a bit down-ish because feeling like I was kind of unattractive something was off with my looks or something today. But this chick seemed pretty warm towards me, she asked me a lot of questions and I deep dived her a bit too (making sure not to go too deep).
We talked about some stuff, I was chilled out and she was kind of asking more questions but I found out a lot about her too.
My parents are from Bangladesh, when she asked me I told her and she knows where that is! She goes on to tell me quite a lot that she knows about Bangladeshi culture which amuses the hell out of me and she had a friend who was Bangladeshi (but don’t talk anymore pretty clear this is a guy she dated and she mentions this some point later).
In addition to this she knows the city that I’m from and tells me about it and all the places she’s been in (my home city) which also pleasantly surprises me/amuses me.
We get off the bus, I invite her over but only for a little bit, because I really do have to go back to home city of mine. I have her over let her see the house; don’t let her see my room, telling her
I don’t have much more time left but go with her because she wants to show me her place. She asks me for my number and asks a bunch more questions in this time. I make her work for any answers she gets out of me, that’s good game I guess but it just sort of pisses me off when a girl knows more than they should about me too (chismoso I called her,, for anyone who knows what that means haha)
She has me over shows me her place and introduces me to her roommates. I chill for a couple of minutes; on the way there had agreed to meet her a couple days later to study with her (which is freaking great; learned this from my natural friend, you pretty much set up a study date , can even be with girls you don’t have class with, just offer when you're talking to them and they get to hook point in the conversation and they’ll quite often be up for it and then you can just have them over and study for a few minutes and then take a break and put ona movie and do the rest, destress and all that
I have to go, she gives me a tight hug, I smile tell her I’ll see her in a couple days and leave.
GO to my home city, come back and meet a couple girls on campus.
I had 5 dates total last week and it was freaking busy; cool but felt a bit inefficient and I’m sort of questioning/thinking about trying to go for pulling girls faster (which is doable but outside of my comfort zone, so pretty much what I gotta learn attempt and try to do to improve at next).
2 Days Later
Today I was very determined not to approach any girls because I needed a day to do my homework.
I had Spanish class and walk in and girl from Spanish class has her backpack on my seat and is sleeping… I’m a bit irked but realize it’s a game or something she's pulling I guess ok. I wake her up and she says
I don’t really talk to her much rest of class and consider walking back with her to bus to village but don’t because she takes a tiny bit of time after class and I don’t wait for girls like that lol
…
Glad I didn’t wait though
I break my rule for the day of not approaching girls and meet a girl on the bus. I deep dive that girl and talk with her; she takes me out to in n out burger and I pull her home after (no didn’t get to fuck this one, fucked up last minute sadly).
It’s funny because this girl I met on the bus this day, when she’s taking me in her car we stop at a red light and the girl from my Spanish class is at the cross walk and is right next to us. I kind of hope she doesn’t see me/us cause it would be weird to explain I suppose.
She looks right the fuck at me!! But the windows are tinted fairly and she doesn’t recognize me.
Cool, game on
2 More Days Later
It’s weekend me and Spanish girl are gonna meet to study
I set it up to meet with her like at 9 at night; we meet then and study a bit.
Originally I had been cleaning my room preparing to have her over but she offers to go to her place. I accept because I’m more comfortable with it (because I’m new to having my own place and pulling girls to it but not new with going over to girls places). Perhaps I should work on this comfort zone issue but not from a girl in class who I’ll see over and over again.
I go over to her place she's wearing yoga pants and a lot cut shirt
We go in her room and study for a bit. We legit study a bit for like 10 minutes then get talking more about other stuff.
I like how comfortable and natural and warm and in the right place I can feel by a girls side now. I know the lays gonna happen and that nothing is gonna stop me and that if it did also I’d be fine with it perfectly ok and on to the next.
It comes up some point in the conversation something about an old girlfriend of mine she asks more I tell her about wanting my freedom enjoying it craving it and feeling alive in it. And then some more talk about how girls with openness and freedom are good and all that stuff (so that I set the frame right and communicate that I’m not a guy to judge her or treat her differently after sex).
We talk a bit more it’s still only been like a little over 10 minutes. She gets a bit quiet at one point in the conversation here and looks down, I pull her chin up kiss her, pull out of it a bit and smile really big.
I pull her towards me a bit makeout a bit more
Cool brah, she comes back makeout heavier and I stimulate her from thorugh her yoga pants and get those off soon with no real LMR. I go not very aggressive on her and kind of chill and go easy on her; I very specifically want the sex to not be too good with this girl because have to see her 3 days a week for the next month plus… also after that class is when many of the hot girls make it back on the street and I don’t want to have to set the precedent of going back to village with her every day and missing out on all those girls.
We go for like 15 minutes and cuddle a bit. She can hang out for only 40 minutes cause she has a project with a group she has to meet with.
I’m hungry and have her come over to watch me eat a burrito my mom made me. Lol, also I haven’t shown her my room and feel its important/a good idea to do so today before I let her go.
We walk back towards my room other side of the village slowly, her really warm and asking me about other girls and if I work out and other silly questions like that.
We get back to my room I warm up my burrito and eat my fucking burrito, this is in the living room. I eat and feel good now, then take her to see my room
She comments on my protein and lifting stuff.
I have a plastic samurai sword on top of my book shelf. My sister gave it to me and I like to use it on girls wanna know how?
She asks me about the sword.
Grab her a bit aggressively from the neck/hair with one hand, and put it against her neck with the other hand like this
It’s a fucking dominant position, I hold it for a few
Then begin to kiss/lightly bite her neck, still holding the sword to her neck. Then escalate from here and do her for round 2 more aggressive this time.
We get done and lay in bed plastic sword next to me.
We then both laugh. I walk her back towards her room and take my buddies vacuum which I borrowed from him to vacuum my room beforehand.
I give her a light kiss say bye, then return to my buddies place to give him his vacuum back and tell him about this chick I banged…
-Gem
My games been improving a bit more lately feels like, though it still feels like I have crazy freaking far to go, but at least I’m getting a little better at this.
Every day I’ve been going out and writing in a little journal on my evernote and then going back to that and then chase’s book or an article or other guys reports and figuring out what to fix and tweak and then making sure to better it change it try something different every new day I’m out.
This one started Wednesday.
With my approaching I’ve been acting on impulse and just going and meeting nearly every really attractive girl I see and a few girls like this a day (doable because not so many really hot girls on our campus).
That morning I take the bus from my university village to my first class at 9 am. I’m eager for class and take good notes and am killing it in my chem class (which is nice).
I have my next class 30 minutes after; in this time I think I just circumstantially had talked to 1-3 girls (not hot girls I was meeting but just like getting in the habit of exchanging words with random girls to be warmed up for approaches later on when campus gets packed around 12).
I can tell when girls find me attractive or not and don’t remember the context I had these initial few conversations but none of these girls I exchanged words with found me too attractive I could tell (and that was in my head a bit that yeah I’m not attractive today something must be off). Thought it was cause my hair was oily and unkempt; because I was dressed decent otherwise….
Ukrainian girl from Spanish Class
So after first class I sat outside the building of my second class and ate a protein bar. I finished eating and saw this blonde girl from my class sitting at a bench some way a little way away from me but looking away so she can’t see me.
This girl is pretty, but not quite my type. Would definitely sleep with her and thought she was pretty but knew also that she wasn’t quite hot enough to be a girl I would go out of my way to meet during the daytime.
I get into conversation with her/sit next to her from the side and am kind of surprised by her in general.
Initially I had thought that she was nerdy girl and that she was really young only 18. Turns out that she smokes and is older and is 24 and has a kid … haha
She’s a really pretty face and features but also like the Russian model type a bit skinnier for my taste and not as curvier as I would like her to be.
We get to talking for like 5 minutes or so before walking into class together. It bugs me but she’s not that into me (this one could be one of those girls that’s into you and moves with you despite not showing blatant obvious signs but I’m not sure).
I had very lightly deep dived her (because a few days ago I had fucked up and noted in my journal, where I deep dived this girl really well and brought her really high up and then didn’t invite her over after or plan to meet her later that night and she got super fucking turned off towards me after that…. I think that the rule is not to really hard deep dive till you know you can pull sometime in the very near future) about where she’s from and her major and what she likes to do for fun and where she lives (always an important question to ask; girls are up for it if they ask you first or ask you after where you live… she didn’t lol).
Found this bit funny, was kind of playing dumb a bit from my end but she didn’t like it
Oh haha ok sorry bitch
I smirk a bit, she's tolerant I supposeTells me that its Ukraine tells me about how she moved here and some other details and shit before we walk back to class.
In class
My spot in class is at the front, right in front of the hot chick in our class…. Not by accident, have been doing that shit since grade school.
I’ve not talked to her too much besides exchanging a sexy smile and a word or three.
It’s in my mind that 1. class room can work in some ways as a slow game social circle environment and 2. that girls in class are usually only classroom hot and not street hot and shouldn’t spend too much time thinking about class girls and instead meet the best girls on the street… think I would’ve approached this girl on the street she meets those looks standards but whatever.
She’s a hispanic chick curvy girl and the type I’ve been into since childhood.
…
So at this point I’m feeling a bit unattractive in the day, I think it’s like my skin got too dark or my hair is too oily or something, but it bugs me that I haven’t since the morning gotten as many women glancing at me and talking clearly into me as I’d like or as I get at other better times.
Despite it I have an abundance mentality and don’t really mind because know that in a few hours will get to go meet girls on campus and will get at worst a couple numbers, maybe a hot date or two maybe an instant pull maybe anything… potential is really limitless, and I was gonna just go home and shower and wash my hair that I hadn’t in 2 days and wash my face so I don’t look too Indian and too dark as fuck.
Slavic girl sits off somewhere to the end of the class she had mentioned some shit to me about studying for another class or something whatever’s I was like cool brah
Anyway without meaning to I kind of game this chick/lead her on (the one behind me).
She’s coughing a little bit before the class starts
I turn around and I guess I am an asshole so this came naturally to me, but was reflecting on this lay with my natural buddy later on and he laughed his ass off at this
Her coughing a little bit
I turn around
I tell her with like no smile on my face and just like a total fucking asshole way hahahaha but funny because I had done it with no intentions or without really meaning to and kind of meant what I said (I don't wanna get sick). But guess have been playing around with this character so much that have started to become it.
I don’t talk to her or tell her anything for the rest of class.
I wasn’t sure how into me or not this girl was in class but I didn’t particularly give a fuck because I had 2 dates lined up later in the week and was gonna meet new really attractive girls later today… she was fairly hot but I was like yeah I don’t really give a fuck.
….
Me being a little slut in class
Not sure if you guys relate to this or recognize this or remember this (cause I'm a bit younger than most of the guys on the site and high school wasn’t too long ago for me).
But do you remember up in middle school and high school (and some in elementary school too). There would always be 1-3 hot chicks in class, that on some level knew they were attractive and would to some degree consciously or unconsciously flaunt it.
I remember this and there’s something to learn in the game they had in doing that. I remember having really pretty Hispanic chicks that I was like biting on my first fuck she's so hot, in class and how they would sit in front of class and answer questions and stand up talk and straight and maybe play with their hair a bit and would usually have long hair that went to the small of their back
And just with their movements and questions to teacher and little stretches and checking phone and shit would have all the guys noticing them (a way of using nonverbals I guess).
I realized that without meaning to I kind of do the same in class lately and sit in front but will ask questions and sit up straight and will brush my hair to the side a bit and occasionally massage my bicep or back with my other hand or stretch my chest and something
The idea being that I’m kind of communicating that I’m attractive ad shit with my nonverbals I guess and doing the same thing as the girls who sat at the front of the class would do and getting attention in that way. Other girls in class can see me look at me notice me etc. , and have had a couple random girls talk to me during the daytime telling me that they’re in my class and talking and stuff I guess from recognizing me in this way ( sometimes it’s a pleasant surprise because they can be fairly attractive girls who I've never even noticed in my class before).
….
Anyway so I just sit in class and take notes and don’t think about any of this or mean to, but I kind of embody this character at this point and stretch in clas and sit up semi straight have the time and relaxedbut attentive at other times and just look good in class
I was wearing a white fitted v neck a gray windbreaker and tight well fitting blue jeans
To increase my slut factor (I did it cause I was feeling hot but also helped getting girls in class noticing me I guess) I took my gray windbreaker off to reveal my nicely fitting in shirt body
Class goes on
At some point the teacher has us write some translation, we’re learning about why certain words have accent marks and others don’t , honestly its pretty interesting (to me at least lol).
I offer to go write on the chalkboard (do this because I know it lets girls get to check out my big ass). I get the chalk from him and drop it accidentally and take a few seconds to pick it back up and then write on the chalkboard for a few minutes (you get the idea hahahaha I’m a fucking slut). I have a 29’ waist and 38’ ass, so my squat booty is a bit larger than should be but whatever … I feel some eyes might be on me
I don’t really know or care or do any of this with intention, more so it’s just part of me and part of feeling like an attractive guy and in this way I feel like girls are more into me I guess because I hadn’t been feeling too attractive from the start of the day.
So class goes on a bit more I take notes and then am done and get out of class
Fuck the Slavic girl I could wait for her and could’ve possibly tried to pull her home by suggesting we study together but I don’t care too because I know hotter women await me real soon.
I slowly get out of class and keep an eye peeled for attractive girls to go catch up to and meet. I don’t see any (most people are still in class) so I continue on towards the bus that leads back to the university village.
On the bus
I sit on the bus midway on the left side. The bus driver is this really sweet old black grandmother who always talks about silly things and is really nice and shit, I listen to her talking. Not really thinking about anything or doing anything just happy to be like a kid on the bus on his way back to home. I have to go to the village then was planning to drive to my house some 30 minutes away grab some cash head back and then go out to meet some girls.
A minute goes by on the bus the first stop comes; a bunch of people get off. The bus driver says something like https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B4C96ZTJIhU hahahaha, and I laugh
A girl a few seats away near the front (who I can see now because the other people have left) laughs too. We look at each other: it’s the chick from behind me in the Spanish class! Interesting.
Majority of our school I’d say 80-85 +% are commuters; but this girl isn’t and lives in the village as well it turns out.
So we see each other and she says
I go slide down a couple of seats and sit next to her and talk to her.
Get her name and we talk more; I had been feeling a bit down-ish because feeling like I was kind of unattractive something was off with my looks or something today. But this chick seemed pretty warm towards me, she asked me a lot of questions and I deep dived her a bit too (making sure not to go too deep).
We talked about some stuff, I was chilled out and she was kind of asking more questions but I found out a lot about her too.
My parents are from Bangladesh, when she asked me I told her and she knows where that is! She goes on to tell me quite a lot that she knows about Bangladeshi culture which amuses the hell out of me and she had a friend who was Bangladeshi (but don’t talk anymore pretty clear this is a guy she dated and she mentions this some point later).
In addition to this she knows the city that I’m from and tells me about it and all the places she’s been in (my home city) which also pleasantly surprises me/amuses me.
We get off the bus, I invite her over but only for a little bit, because I really do have to go back to home city of mine. I have her over let her see the house; don’t let her see my room, telling her
and we share a look like she knows what the fuck I’m talking about
I don’t have much more time left but go with her because she wants to show me her place. She asks me for my number and asks a bunch more questions in this time. I make her work for any answers she gets out of me, that’s good game I guess but it just sort of pisses me off when a girl knows more than they should about me too (chismoso I called her,, for anyone who knows what that means haha)
She has me over shows me her place and introduces me to her roommates. I chill for a couple of minutes; on the way there had agreed to meet her a couple days later to study with her (which is freaking great; learned this from my natural friend, you pretty much set up a study date , can even be with girls you don’t have class with, just offer when you're talking to them and they get to hook point in the conversation and they’ll quite often be up for it and then you can just have them over and study for a few minutes and then take a break and put ona movie and do the rest, destress and all that
I have to go, she gives me a tight hug, I smile tell her I’ll see her in a couple days and leave.
GO to my home city, come back and meet a couple girls on campus.
I had 5 dates total last week and it was freaking busy; cool but felt a bit inefficient and I’m sort of questioning/thinking about trying to go for pulling girls faster (which is doable but outside of my comfort zone, so pretty much what I gotta learn attempt and try to do to improve at next).
2 Days Later
Today I was very determined not to approach any girls because I needed a day to do my homework.
I had Spanish class and walk in and girl from Spanish class has her backpack on my seat and is sleeping… I’m a bit irked but realize it’s a game or something she's pulling I guess ok. I wake her up and she says
takes her bag off and I tell her
and she finds that funny …
I don’t really talk to her much rest of class and consider walking back with her to bus to village but don’t because she takes a tiny bit of time after class and I don’t wait for girls like that lol
…
Glad I didn’t wait though
I break my rule for the day of not approaching girls and meet a girl on the bus. I deep dive that girl and talk with her; she takes me out to in n out burger and I pull her home after (no didn’t get to fuck this one, fucked up last minute sadly).
It’s funny because this girl I met on the bus this day, when she’s taking me in her car we stop at a red light and the girl from my Spanish class is at the cross walk and is right next to us. I kind of hope she doesn’t see me/us cause it would be weird to explain I suppose.
She looks right the fuck at me!! But the windows are tinted fairly and she doesn’t recognize me.
Cool, game on
2 More Days Later
It’s weekend me and Spanish girl are gonna meet to study
I set it up to meet with her like at 9 at night; we meet then and study a bit.
Originally I had been cleaning my room preparing to have her over but she offers to go to her place. I accept because I’m more comfortable with it (because I’m new to having my own place and pulling girls to it but not new with going over to girls places). Perhaps I should work on this comfort zone issue but not from a girl in class who I’ll see over and over again.
I go over to her place she's wearing yoga pants and a lot cut shirt
We go in her room and study for a bit. We legit study a bit for like 10 minutes then get talking more about other stuff.
I like how comfortable and natural and warm and in the right place I can feel by a girls side now. I know the lays gonna happen and that nothing is gonna stop me and that if it did also I’d be fine with it perfectly ok and on to the next.
It comes up some point in the conversation something about an old girlfriend of mine she asks more I tell her about wanting my freedom enjoying it craving it and feeling alive in it. And then some more talk about how girls with openness and freedom are good and all that stuff (so that I set the frame right and communicate that I’m not a guy to judge her or treat her differently after sex).
We talk a bit more it’s still only been like a little over 10 minutes. She gets a bit quiet at one point in the conversation here and looks down, I pull her chin up kiss her, pull out of it a bit and smile really big.
I pull her towards me a bit makeout a bit more
she tells me
Cool brah, she comes back makeout heavier and I stimulate her from thorugh her yoga pants and get those off soon with no real LMR. I go not very aggressive on her and kind of chill and go easy on her; I very specifically want the sex to not be too good with this girl because have to see her 3 days a week for the next month plus… also after that class is when many of the hot girls make it back on the street and I don’t want to have to set the precedent of going back to village with her every day and missing out on all those girls.
We go for like 15 minutes and cuddle a bit. She can hang out for only 40 minutes cause she has a project with a group she has to meet with.
I’m hungry and have her come over to watch me eat a burrito my mom made me. Lol, also I haven’t shown her my room and feel its important/a good idea to do so today before I let her go.
We walk back towards my room other side of the village slowly, her really warm and asking me about other girls and if I work out and other silly questions like that.
We get back to my room I warm up my burrito and eat my fucking burrito, this is in the living room. I eat and feel good now, then take her to see my room
She comments on my protein and lifting stuff.
I have a plastic samurai sword on top of my book shelf. My sister gave it to me and I like to use it on girls wanna know how?
She asks me about the sword.
I take it carefully pull the sword out of its sheath
Grab her a bit aggressively from the neck/hair with one hand, and put it against her neck with the other hand like this
It’s a fucking dominant position, I hold it for a few
Then begin to kiss/lightly bite her neck, still holding the sword to her neck. Then escalate from here and do her for round 2 more aggressive this time.
We get done and lay in bed plastic sword next to me.
I say
We then both laugh. I walk her back towards her room and take my buddies vacuum which I borrowed from him to vacuum my room beforehand.
I give her a light kiss say bye, then return to my buddies place to give him his vacuum back and tell him about this chick I banged…
-Gem
