LR- erratic old lady

[foggy]

this 33 year old woman messaged me first on hinge. i took a different angle than usual and was way less sexually direct. however i did an excellent job of building up some initial intrigue and curiosity from her.

eventually i demanded that she hang out with me. then some real interesting conversation happened and things got sexual real fast:

fog: i want you to hang out with me sometime
pokie: i have to hang out with you?
pokie: you should be thinking “gosh i wanna hang out with HER”
fog: lets put it this way. i want US to hang out so we can get to know each other better
pokie: thats so boring
fog: 100% the most boring thing on the planet
pokie: dating is the worst. i dont want to do it. right now i wanna get stoned and fucked but the guys I’m “dating” are playing these chase games and I’m gonna just go to bed disappointed again.
fog: lmfao then its a good thing i wasnt looking to get to know u on a date ;p
pokie: so how are we supposed to get to know each other
fog: we can get to know each others bodies
pokie: yeah but i dont want to know your body
fog: you dont have to know my body silly all you have to know is how mine is making YOU feel
pokie: ahh
fog: i have free time tonight
pokie: do you actually or do you just have time if I’m open
fog: yes i have free time tonight lmfao i dont work until 10am tomorrow. my place or yours?
pokie: i havent agreed yet. giving one more dater a chance if he mans up
pokie: if not mine
fog: alright i am not waiting all night so let me know soon
pokie: im not either
pokie: you have weed? i dont
fog: ya
fog: whats your address?
pokie: if you can make other plans do that
pokie: sorry my dear
pokie: this weekend though? I’m around

so she bailed on me for that night but we continued our conversation. she started screening me and was acting erratic and unpredictable...insisting on being called taniqua (even though it wasnt her real name)...messaging me like 10 times in a row. example:

pokie: where do you work
fog: i do marketing at X
pokie: nooo
pokie: like
pokie: location
pokie: I DONT WANT TO GET TO KNOW YOU
pokie: PFT

later in person i find out she has borderline personality disorder. explains a lot.

anyways, we made plans for saturday morning. the day rolls around and i take the trek to her place. shes lovely - probably the hottest girl ive hooked up with. she was really flexible and knew how to move too

but the most i could do was finger her and eat her out. i couldnt get it up. she was frustrated. it kills me just thinking about it. this is a stain on my life