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Tool-Bearing Hominid
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I feel jaded by experiencing female sluttiness first hand. Boyfriends, husbands, father's. These hoes aint loyal if u look, talk, fuck, and spit that game just how they crave it; like a cock going down their throats...
 

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Tool-Bearing Hominid
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I feel jaded by experiencing female sluttiness first hand. Boyfriends, husbands, father's. These hoes aint loyal if u look, talk, fuck, and spit that game just how they crave it; like a cock going down their throats...
 

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Tool-Bearing Hominid
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Thinking bout sleeping with some escorts to combat this dry spell of mine. I gots loose cash and even looser morals. Pickup is rusty for me rite now as this horniness overwhelm me. My job basically rules my life leaving me w/little leisure time. Fuck it.
 

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Cro-Magnon Man
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Hey Bro,

I think what you need to do first is to lose some weight. Fundementals trump game! Hit the gym and eat less. In about 6 months you should be very good. I'm not saying you should drop game, talk to girls here and there but your first order of business is to get fit.

Prostitutes won't help with your dry spell. What makes the dry spell go away is the confidence boost you get from seducing a woman and taking her to bed. Paying for sex won't give you that. Plus all the prostitutes I fucked (2) were terrible. You know that they are there for your money. You know they are faking it. It kills all the enjoyment for me.
 

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Tool-Bearing Hominid
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mrre said:
Hey Bro,

I think what you need to do first is to lose some weight. Fundementals trump game! Hit the gym and eat less. In about 6 months you should be very good. I'm not saying you should drop game, talk to girls here and there but your first order of business is to get fit.

Prostitutes won't help with your dry spell. What makes the dry spell go away is the confidence boost you get from seducing a woman and taking her to bed. Paying for sex won't give you that. Plus all the prostitutes I fucked (2) were terrible. You know that they are there for your money. You know they are faking it. It kills all the enjoyment for me.

I forget u know what I look like lol. I should. Well see tho.
 

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Since going out and trying night game I gots to say I've had more positive than negative results. I expected girls to be bitcher, colder, and just more rude towards me hollering and trying to spit game. So far, I've begun getting more comfortable kinoing them more and have even started taking pictures with my arms around their waist ect. Keeping in mind that I've just recently started doing and learning nightgame I think I'm in the correct mindset and on the path to makeouts and SNL's. Trying to number close and screen for logistics is a sticking point for me know but I hope to overcome it quickly. What's more memorable to me about nightlife is how addicting it is having multiple women around you and showering you with attention and being open to give you a chance to spit game. Will post more of my thoughts later in this journal...
 

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Been ignoring this bitch @ work for 3 months lately. Got tired of her fucking games (she was doing the same @ times). She would try to get me jealous when she had the chance and it would piss me off because I was starting to get emotionally attached because I see her everyday and back then I thought she was cute and wanted to smash.

But drama ensued with her and another girl I was cool with there and that went downhill fast. I noticed she is the manipulative type used to having her way with men. Ironically she's like me emotionally and running hot and cold and jealousy game like I would do it. Funny how it takes one to know one. It doesn't help that my job is a fucking sausage fest and shes one of the few girls there. She was attracted to me at a point but I missed escalation windows mostly on purpose because I went through drama in my old job with another girl and I didn't want to do a repeat with this girl. My intentions was to keep it business with her in the beginning but she began using her feminine wiles to lure me in and seeing her everyday @ work did not help. Now I got tired of her mind games and attitude and decided to ignore till this current day. I really do not want to go through this again in my future jobs. I think I will not be gaming @ work because one fuck up can blow up in your face, like Russian Roulette...
 

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Definitely ready to leave my fucking job. This is my journal so I will venting about random shit so don't be surprised if you readers see random shit posted here. Family drama abounds right now. It's mentally tiring me out and wish I could escape from it. That bitch @ work is still emotionally getting to me even though at times I feel like a piece of ice and feel nothing can get to me but all it takes is one flirty look with her and another mofo there and it sends me to the depths of anger. I'm just lucky I can control my emotions infinitely better than the old days where they would control me. I wish to reach Ree's game status and have that calm and zen in no longer obsessing over one basic bitch who doesn't deserve my asshole attentions. But what can I say... Hence my desire to learn and master night game. To have limitless options in fucking hot thots. I hopefully will be going out tomorrow to hone my skills once more. My goal is to become as good as Ree on these boards. Love his style and wit..
 

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I think my fundamentals have reached a new level as people are starting to open me randomly instead of the other way around. I've worked years on them, ever since high school emulating the likes of James Bond (Craig), Don mothafucking Draper, and Bogart in Casablanca. My movements and posture, along with expressions are based heavily on all 3. I think this is why at bars people or women are more open to talk to me and linger while letting me spit game when I can. I've still yet to get good @ nightgame but it's only been a month or so where I've gone out and practiced. Will probably post an FR soon...
 

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Bars were dead last night and the bands sucked ass, also it was pouring outside, hence the low quantity of girls out. First bar, I ate and drank. I don't want to game there. It really is just a pre drink spot for me that I'm locking down slowly through my mysterious presence and aloof demeanor (the bartender chick will be serving me without asking me or me having to wait for my regular drink .

The talent (waitresses/bartenders) is top notch. I dont want to run hired gun game because that's not me right now and I don't want to use it as a crutch but alas... Went to the second bar, dead. Same process, slowly locking it down because I'm getting known and bartenders are cool with me. My eyes were fixated on this sexy ass blonde whose a waitress there. Fuck my life. She's wearing a miniskirt and she's looking damn fine. I imagine bending her over the table while I pound that pussy to oblivion. I hadn't seen her before but now I have and that notorious feeling of running hired gun game comes back but I suppress it. Still, bitch was busy anyways couldn't do much with her.

I'm feeling angsty and somewhat nervous in talking to strangers during the course of the night, which is weird because I can turn on or off much easier my social mood than before and talking to women is also the same. But last night my moods are different. Probably because that bitch at work permeates on my mind constantly which is why going out and getting new leads is priority.

Last bar I head to is somewhat dead but it's my favorite place in town and it's been good to me in the nights I've gamed there. I arrive, my seat is open and my favorite bartender(chick) is there. She's looking so cute and I can't stop stealing glances when i can. She remembers me from last time I was there with the sexy blonde from the art bar and is all smiles. I reciprocated it back.
I sit down and strike my power pose and check the scene out. Very few girls. Coupled up and the one sitting next to me is on a date with some dude. I hear his conversation aka game and cringe. No wonder these women cheat. Terrible topics and is DLV to this chick. I shake my head and stare out into space and listen to the band. They kinda suck...

A group of chicks who are with the lead singers in the shitty band approach the bar next to me (Approach Invitation). I hesitate and take a while before I open them and ask if they want their picture taken. I notice the cutest one giving me eyes but she is surrounded by all the other bitches in her group. Loud one gives me her phone and I take pictures of them (social proof) and they are all giggling amongst themselves and are engaging me in conversation (preselection). Anyway they are boring me and giving me a headache so I tell them to change their poses James Bond style and they all squeal in unison and agree. I snap away and return the phone to the leader of the bitches and resume my power pose. They order shots for their men and leave. Thank God.

Time passes by and I'm ready to leave. I go to the bathroom and come back and cutie (bartender) is there standing by the bar, sipping her drink. She sees me and gives me a beautiful smile that I just can't resist giving one back ( I dont really smile I usually smirk and nod my head towards them). I don't know what it is about her energy and vibe that I just really like. It's positive and she always seems to be in good spirits. How fucking refreshing to see that in girls these days. She opens me with "So where's your friend from last time? (Preselection opens doors and legs bruh)" I reply she might come back next time for the art bar and tell her I don't know her that well since I met her that night and she's a little out there also. She laughs at this. Now I know could've been smoother in DHVing but I just felt like telling the truth.

Sometimes in trying to be too smooth you come off as try hard. We banter and somehow know some of the same people in town (deep dive) and how she got her start there and her goals along with her fiancee. This is where experience with women comes into play. You can tell which girls are feeling you by feeling their vibe an the way they look at you and hang to your words when they do. And I was getting that feeling from her. I think it was since we first met that I saw a spark in her eyes that insinuated attraction from her part and preselection kicked it into higher gear.Anyways, we keep bantering about life and time has passed since high school and I'm just losing myself in her eyes and face. I spot the male bartender she works with staring a bit at us. He looked a bit crestfallen. I presume he has a little crush on her. I would... He's also seen me flirting with many other girls when I'm there so he probably knows what I'm all about.

I get cutie's schedule and find out what time she starts and days she works. She volunteered this information willingly so she knows I want to see her and I presume she wants to see me again which I would like. I really didn't want to run hired gun game, especially at my favorite bar where I go to look for fresh new leads and just want to lose myself there but I couldn't resist an approach Invitation from someone like her. I should mention she did kino me a little bit when she shook my hand (reintroduced herself in case I forgot) and touched my arm at a high point in our conversation. I will keep focusing on nightgame and try not too much to default to hired gun game. This was an exception I made because she opened me. I tell her I'm going to leave and say I'll see her soon. She smiles and says okay.
Preselection never ceases to amaze me. It's opens doors and legs bruh.
 
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Tool-Bearing Hominid
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Can't believe my hair is thinning :( After having thick and luscious Al Pacino type hair I can see part of my scalp when I slick it back. I'm so pissed about this and I'm not even 30. I couldn't imagine this happening to me so soon...
 

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I noticed I've been envisioning my future seductions with girls I'm talking to in my dead time while spacing out. It seems, I'm imagining all possible scenarios if do certain things or say certain words to them. So when the moment happens real time I feel more prepared and less pressured to act or say the right things. I've also noticed how eerily things happen just how I imagined them in the first place. Take that bartender from my last FR, I saw her once at this bar at another side of the building (she wasn't a bartender) and asked myself who is this girl? I want her. I want to talk to her and put her under my spell. Now I said this to myself half serious half thinking no way I might see her again to run proper game. A few weeks later I'm writing an FR about her... It's like my mind and desire brought her to me almost supernaturally. I was very surprised to see this happen real time, similar to how I imagined it in my mind. Anyone here goes through this?
 

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Went out Friday, shitty night out because it was snowing and there was few bitches out. Also, work only allowed me to go out to one bar instead of 3 so I didn't have the variety I usually have. That bartender from my last FR was there but not working but for her man's party so she had to ignore me in front of her friends. But when she was alone for 30 seconds she flashed me that megawatt smile of attraction. Keeping me on the low low I guess.

I opened what seemed to be cutest chicks there because they left an umbrella underneath their seat. One was receptive and asked me if I wanted a sip of her drink but then her friend pulled her away by wanting to dance with her and shit so they go and were twerking and slapping their asses in front of me and in front of the live band. The bar's general manager was tight with both. Perhaps he was fucking one of them. I asked them to dance but they politely refused and only danced with themselves. Maybe they were lesbians who knows. I think they had something going on with the general manager and didn't want to leave any tracks or be seen with some other guy with them. Oh yeah, I found out the cutie bartender is actually a Milf. She seemed to have omitted that little detail in our talks... Go fucking figure.
 

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Today was my worst night out. No sets, no hired guns, no girls period hooked at all. I felt like shit when some random mothefucker stole my set and made it his own. What the fuck? I assume this happens a lot in nightgame. I opened and he got it the mothefucker, I won't forget this tonight. I was literally ignored in all sets. Pisses me off as I am used to attention. Very shitty night tonight
 

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I got the motherfucker who stole my set back from my last night out. Opened his girl while he went to the bathroom (karma). She wasn't that hot but I did it to get even for what he did to me last time. She engaged me as she was leaving and left him hanging like an idiot (like me last time). The feeling was oh so great. Didn't number close because the comfort/rapport wasn't there and I honestly didn't like her vibe so whatever. All is right with the world...
 

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Went out Friday. First bar was packed and had to wait 15 mins for a seat at the bar. I don't game at this bar and just actually go there to decompress, drink and eat. I think its useful to have a bar where you can just be yourself and not have the pressure of having to spit game and open sets, just enjoy the moment and the drinks. Anyways, the bartenders know my drink and i don't have to try much to get their attention. Locking a place down is crucial. They know me by name and drink, I feel like a VIP when i sit down. There was a chick who gave a flirty look on my left but I just didn't feel like opening at all and her fat friends arrived so there went that set. I wasn't in the mood to entertain a group, bores me and I feel drained in having to fight to keep the conversation flow going. Bitch, you can entertain me for a change.

Bar 2) Was packed. Great band, decent hotties milling around. I sit down and take in the moment and the vibe of the place in. I take pics, record and put up that shit on snapchat and IG to pique the interest of the chicks I have on there (always be gaming). Some chick arrives with two dudes behind her, basically grinds on my knee and has her ass brush on my arm while the 2 dudes are standing there. I don't flirt because I can't tell if one of them is the bf or date so I let her ass and pussy bury itself on my knee while she passes by. I have that annoyed, faraway bored look in my eye. Her voice is shrilling and frankly I wanted her gone even though she was cute. She notices this and apologizes for bothering me. I just smirk and nod and look towards the band. I suspect she was going to try to play "lets you and him" fight for her attention or make it a competition to see who can entertain her more. These attention whores I swear... Later, Bitch orders soup and eats it behind me loitering. I get it, you want me to talk and hit on you but if you want me so badly leave the zero and get with the hero. Wasn't in the mood to play these games tonight. I eventually leave for the 3rd bar and uber it out of there.

Bar 3) My favorite bar in town. Cute bartender I've been dying to see is not there. I ask another bartender if she quit, he says no she is not there tonight. I sigh and meditate on my past successes there. The feeling of pickup is addicting to me. It's like a drug but withdrawal is a bitch. Time passes by and the band playing is decent but almost no girls make their way to the bar for me to open. I see an older chick I've talked to before and open her. I ask her if she wants to dance she agrees and we dance in front of the band. She is not receptive to me grabbing her waist just grabbing her by the hands and that's it. Fucking teases I swear. She's older than me and is barely attractive enough to pique my attention. we finish dancing and I head to the bar. She goes to the bathroom, I wait for her to come back and when she does I go for the IG/snapchat close because bitches give that out quicker and it's really the same shit as a number these days. She declines, I take out my phone and tell her to punch her number in. She says no because she's into girls (could be lying but who knows). I smirk and say something along the lines of take a leap of faith and try guys out or some shit like that ( I was pretty buzzed) she declines and heads towards her friends. I head out and leave the bar. Wasn't much sets to open by this time so I called it a night. Overall, I hate validating a bitch with undeserved attention especially when she's stone face and almost indifferent to the whole interaction with me. But alas, all in the game bruh... Getting better one step at a time I guess.
 

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Had a dream that this bitch from work I'm currently ignoring grabbed my balls and gently squeezed them and held her grip while I grabbed her by the arm and l looked intensely in her eyes. She smiled and said something I can't currently remember. What a weird dream. It felt so vivid, that I still feel the pressure of her hands on my balls and my firm touch on her arm. The meaning I assume is she has me by the balls emotionally or she wants my dick and my subconscious is communicating this to me... I've dreamed about her often these past weeks. Weird.
 

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Nights are dead in my area. Bars close at 11 pm and it's a ghost town where I live at night. My new job has a plethora of cute bitches and I'm currently entertaining the prospect of running game on 2 or 3 at the moment. Unfortunately, that bitch from work I wrote about a while back started working there unbeknownst to me a short time back and I'm shaking my head to possible future drama with her and other chicks I might talk to. She's a jealous manipulative bitch with a revenge streak to her. Currently ignoring her but I know sooner or later it will come down to a frame battle between us. Luckily this time abundance is everywhere for me at work no more jealousy games with just one or two bitches at work to play tit for tat. Definitely a shitty time to practice night game and expand my experience towards that field. Sigh. Oh well.
 
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