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- Oct 23, 2013
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I have just started trying to talk to women. My walk is a killer and my voice is getting deeper day-by-day. I have no idea how to flirt, when I try I fail, but I notice I'm getting steady results. I still give off an anti-social vibe when I'm not comfortable, when I'm comfortable a relaxed, chilled, down-to-earth vibe. I've been very bitter the past few weeks, raging and throwing things ( I thought that it's unfair I have to struggle to find women where a women can sit her ass down and not do anything and get men all over them). Now, I am better and less bitter because more girls are giving me notice. I suck at openers and conversations, but I'm saying hi to every stranger I meet and I'm starting to sing in public ( not super loud) ,beat my hands against objects, and snap my fingers. A lot of times I feel unsatisfied with my slow progress, but I tell myself that as long I work on myself I will improve. It took me 18 months to get my walk down pat, I use to get nervous when lots of people stare at me. I still don't have a girl chasing me or any woman who I share a sexual bond to. I'm restless and want to get better with woman fast, I always get mad when I think about it. I'm 17 and still can't get a girlfriend *head slap* High school ain't making it any better. I don't know when I will be able to have sex with a women,maybe 2 years from now. Tomorrow I'll try to be a lot more warm with warm facial expression. Maybe I'll get a girlfriend tomorrow-- you never know.!
