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After a year and three months of reading Girls Chase, I finally got laid...and I'm not sure how I feel about it.
I followed procedure perfectly. I met this cute half black/half Puerto Rican girl on plenty of fish. We hit it off in text then set up a date. Even though she lives in another city, I got her to come to me. We met at a coffee shop, I deep dived her, didn't pay for her lol, and after an hour, she asked to come over to my place. I suggested we watch a movie, so we snuggled up. After a makeout, she was a little hesitant about getting more physical so we cooled it. After telling me she doesn't usually sleep with guys on the first date, I tried something I thought would never work: I asked "Can I still kiss you?" She obliged and we made out, which put her in the mood. So after awhile she asked me to take off her clothes. In all fairness, her body wasn't quite as advertised on her page, but I was too in it to get nitpicky. I had my condoms nearby (thankfully two, as the first wouldn't roll down), and I used one of the sex moves Chase wrote about to make her come quicker...which she did. I don't think she guessed for a second that it was my first time.
It was all such an out of body experience, kinda--to use a bad pun--anticlimactic. Would I have preferred it with a girl I had feelings for? Yeah. There are a couple girls in my past I wish could of been the first. But after so many failures, it was refreshing to just get the first out of the way. Now here is where things get weird. I've struggled all my life with the possibility I'm asexual. I started masturbating at a relatively late age, and only until recently have gone for physical stuff with girls (I'm still not sure if I like kissing, believe it or not). It took me awhile to get it up with the girl (I'm also on a lot of medication which can't help) and I barely even felt my orgasm (possibly just because I was concentrating so hard). Yet afterword, my mood plummeted. I felt oddly depressed and anxious.
I feel like I could go either way now. It may have just been the case that I ended up not being that attracted to the girl and I need to find someone who really does it for me. Or it could be that I'm just not comfortable with intimacy that physical. Right now, I'm gonna focus on finding hotter girls, doing it some more and I'll see where I stand. I really appreciate this community for helping me out.
I followed procedure perfectly. I met this cute half black/half Puerto Rican girl on plenty of fish. We hit it off in text then set up a date. Even though she lives in another city, I got her to come to me. We met at a coffee shop, I deep dived her, didn't pay for her lol, and after an hour, she asked to come over to my place. I suggested we watch a movie, so we snuggled up. After a makeout, she was a little hesitant about getting more physical so we cooled it. After telling me she doesn't usually sleep with guys on the first date, I tried something I thought would never work: I asked "Can I still kiss you?" She obliged and we made out, which put her in the mood. So after awhile she asked me to take off her clothes. In all fairness, her body wasn't quite as advertised on her page, but I was too in it to get nitpicky. I had my condoms nearby (thankfully two, as the first wouldn't roll down), and I used one of the sex moves Chase wrote about to make her come quicker...which she did. I don't think she guessed for a second that it was my first time.
It was all such an out of body experience, kinda--to use a bad pun--anticlimactic. Would I have preferred it with a girl I had feelings for? Yeah. There are a couple girls in my past I wish could of been the first. But after so many failures, it was refreshing to just get the first out of the way. Now here is where things get weird. I've struggled all my life with the possibility I'm asexual. I started masturbating at a relatively late age, and only until recently have gone for physical stuff with girls (I'm still not sure if I like kissing, believe it or not). It took me awhile to get it up with the girl (I'm also on a lot of medication which can't help) and I barely even felt my orgasm (possibly just because I was concentrating so hard). Yet afterword, my mood plummeted. I felt oddly depressed and anxious.
I feel like I could go either way now. It may have just been the case that I ended up not being that attracted to the girl and I need to find someone who really does it for me. Or it could be that I'm just not comfortable with intimacy that physical. Right now, I'm gonna focus on finding hotter girls, doing it some more and I'll see where I stand. I really appreciate this community for helping me out.
