Life is weird. Last week I sat down and tried to evaluate my life in which direction my life should go. But a feeling of meaninglessness hit me. In sports, I became a world champion 4 years ago. I liked the sport, but it didn't make me happy. 1 week and I was over that sensation - dropped the sport. I'm studying for my bachelor and probably in the top 10% with my grades. It doesn't make me happy. I had a girlfriend for around 5 months but I ended up breaking up because it didn't make me happy. I went from a virgin to fucking shit tons of girls, but I quickly figured out that it's the same thing. I have a huge social circle and great contact - VIP access on most clubs. I can't remember when I lastly paid for a drink, but that doesn't make me that happy either. After going into pickup, I have started to question our reality a lot more. Everything we do as humans is about reproduction and survival. Learning that career path, your salary etc. doesn't really matter that much makes me question If I shoud finish my bachelor for a Msc(Econ). Don't get me wrong I value the time I use with my friends but it's a temperorary boost, and the effect declines after a short period of time. I'm at a point right now where the social pressure doesn't affect me anymore. I don't fucking care about people's opinions. I couldn't care less what people think about me, and I will do whatever I want to do.
My whole life I feel I have been guided by social conditioning. I have good succes in most areas of my life. Work hard, get results, and be happy. But fuck no, that's not how it is.
It seem like this forum consists of people from whole different social classes, and with completely different backgrounds, which is awesome. But what do you value in life, what is your goals, and what REALLY makes you happy?
My whole life I feel I have been guided by social conditioning. I have good succes in most areas of my life. Work hard, get results, and be happy. But fuck no, that's not how it is.
It seem like this forum consists of people from whole different social classes, and with completely different backgrounds, which is awesome. But what do you value in life, what is your goals, and what REALLY makes you happy?