Hey guys this is my fifth FR, I skipt the fourth cause it's quite wordy and I've gotta edit and finish it still wheras this one is pretty fucking fast, and still fresh in my mind.
Okay So this is going to be a continution from the OR 1 that I'm going to write tomorrow. This is gonna be like a cut in to that OR because that OR is going to be the entire day. Like what happend before this then what happens after.
Walking to the Gym
So I'd just spent the majority of the day with my biological dad off of 5 hours of sleep and I made a decision that I was gonna go to the gym after all that. Hung out with him from like 12 to 5 or 6. Alright so he lets me out of the car and I go into the job and pickup my gloves I'd left there and then I start heading towards the gym. I Leave out my job and head to the right where the t-station is at and right next to the t-station is a set of ascending stairs, I head up them onto the bridge overshadowing the t-station. On the bridge I head right and head up a couple blocks and I feel good. I'm trying to make eye contact with woman to practice and I convince myself to not orry about how creepy I may appear.
I get to another bridge thats going to lead me onto Bu's campus that I have to walk along to get to my gym. I'm on the right side of the bridge and i decide to cross the left since I'm going to end up taking a left when i get off the bridge. I cross and there's a girl walking towards me looking down at her phone i look at her and she glances up for a split second before getting sucked back into her phone. I say whatever in my head then walk a step before I realize that I've spoken to this girl before while i was working.
Flashback
I was checking this girl out at the register and we were having a good conversation and while talking to her there was an incredible sexual chemistry. She had a bit of her shirt open and nice leggings and this was during the period when i started abstaining so I was incredibly horny. I had a hard on the entire time I was checking her out as I was checking her out ( See what I did there?
Anyway I didn't get to grab her number because of a customer I think but I'm positive she wanted me to grab it.
Fast Forward to the Future
After I realize this I keep walking... I take a few more steps then I begin to regret. I turn around and look back and see shes far away, So i turn back towards my destination... then I remember what Richard or someone else said about running after a girl so I said fuck it. I turned around again and began to run back towards her, there was a guy behind me who saw me mulling this over I hope I made him laugh. I catch up to her and slowdown as I get close and I call out to her.
Immediately after while walking to the gym I notice a lot more women checking me out, staring, and returning eye contact... I'll continue the rest of the observation stuff in OR 1 which is coming tomorrow.
I checked my phone when I got in ( I can only turn on the screen can't press shit so I'm getting the parts to fix it myself) I see a text saying hey it's Emily and I''m a bit surprised. So once I fix my phone hopefully in the next two days I'm gonna see what I can do. Although I'm a bit concerned about not responding to her ice breaker, although other girls do that too so I should be okay right? Also what should I do to get her out, like flirt to get to her place or go out for something and see if I can escalate from there? Let me know guys, the advice is greatly appreciated and thanks for reading.
Okay So this is going to be a continution from the OR 1 that I'm going to write tomorrow. This is gonna be like a cut in to that OR because that OR is going to be the entire day. Like what happend before this then what happens after.
Walking to the Gym
So I'd just spent the majority of the day with my biological dad off of 5 hours of sleep and I made a decision that I was gonna go to the gym after all that. Hung out with him from like 12 to 5 or 6. Alright so he lets me out of the car and I go into the job and pickup my gloves I'd left there and then I start heading towards the gym. I Leave out my job and head to the right where the t-station is at and right next to the t-station is a set of ascending stairs, I head up them onto the bridge overshadowing the t-station. On the bridge I head right and head up a couple blocks and I feel good. I'm trying to make eye contact with woman to practice and I convince myself to not orry about how creepy I may appear.
I get to another bridge thats going to lead me onto Bu's campus that I have to walk along to get to my gym. I'm on the right side of the bridge and i decide to cross the left since I'm going to end up taking a left when i get off the bridge. I cross and there's a girl walking towards me looking down at her phone i look at her and she glances up for a split second before getting sucked back into her phone. I say whatever in my head then walk a step before I realize that I've spoken to this girl before while i was working.
Flashback
I was checking this girl out at the register and we were having a good conversation and while talking to her there was an incredible sexual chemistry. She had a bit of her shirt open and nice leggings and this was during the period when i started abstaining so I was incredibly horny. I had a hard on the entire time I was checking her out as I was checking her out ( See what I did there?
Fast Forward to the Future
After I realize this I keep walking... I take a few more steps then I begin to regret. I turn around and look back and see shes far away, So i turn back towards my destination... then I remember what Richard or someone else said about running after a girl so I said fuck it. I turned around again and began to run back towards her, there was a guy behind me who saw me mulling this over I hope I made him laugh. I catch up to her and slowdown as I get close and I call out to her.
Me - Hey Hold up! * She turns and we lock eyes, and I get up close to her like intimate distance*
Me - Hey You were at bed bath and beyond before, I checked you out, we talked etc.
Her- *She just looks at me with big doe eyes and smiles hard, although it's night time so that could be why the eyes are so doe* Yea
Me - Well I never got to tell you, you're insanely fucking cute, I'm Raqimus what's your name? *As I was saying the compliment I felt a sharp pain in my chest, like an emotion not sure which but it left after i said my name, I think it was nervousness.*
Her- Well thank you, I'm Emily
Me - A cool * I was still nervous* Let's grab some coffee or hot chocolate some time and have a conversation, I'd love to talk to you *During the entire conversation from open to close she kept eye contact and she would look at my lips. I get this weird flash of images sometimes with women, I pictured myself kissing her but decided not too, a year ago I prolly would of but I didn't*
Her- *She said something then she mentioned boyfriend* My boyfriend something something *At the same time she said boyfriend she rolled her eyes*
Me- Ah that's cool I'm not trying to be your boyfriend I'm not really that guy ya know? I prefer more... you know *Here I broke eye contact, I return back to her eyes and she's still staring at my eyes and lips too* So we can totally just grab some hot chocolate and converse. *I think she said something about her boyfriend again I don't remember things were happening too fast*
Me - So what's your major *I gesture back towards the street like towards the university but she doesn't get it*
Her- huh?
Me - your major
Her - Oh, psychology * I was thinking of exit but i thought i should at least try to grab her number*
Me - Well lets exchange numbers, set something up. * she pulls out my phone and I check myself for my phone which I knew I don't have... got a new phone broke it a week later so yea -_-) Ah, we'll have to do this the old fashion way, I don't have my phone on me.
Her- That's fine just give me yours and I'll text you * She passes me her phone and I enter my number, I press the add button and can't figure it out from there*
Me- Yea... I can't figure this out I don't know what I did. ( I was checking my coat for a pen so she could write it on my arm)
Her- I'll just text you so you have my number * I was skeptical here so I wanted to grab her number too)
Me - Alright what's yours?
Her- Don't worry, I'll text you so you have my number * I didn't expect anything since I didn't grab her number but I had to the gym so I ended things.*
Me- Alright, it was nice meeting you Emily * Then I walk off and head towards the gym*
Immediately after while walking to the gym I notice a lot more women checking me out, staring, and returning eye contact... I'll continue the rest of the observation stuff in OR 1 which is coming tomorrow.
I checked my phone when I got in ( I can only turn on the screen can't press shit so I'm getting the parts to fix it myself) I see a text saying hey it's Emily and I''m a bit surprised. So once I fix my phone hopefully in the next two days I'm gonna see what I can do. Although I'm a bit concerned about not responding to her ice breaker, although other girls do that too so I should be okay right? Also what should I do to get her out, like flirt to get to her place or go out for something and see if I can escalate from there? Let me know guys, the advice is greatly appreciated and thanks for reading.