Speed dating on valentine's day (always 14th Feb. if you didn't know, I didn't until a girl on SpeedD told me). Crossed all girls except one of the 10 girls I spoke with in 3 mins each.
It went bad but still got two matches.
One flaked the other who was about 5 or maybe less, couldn't remember after talking with 10 of them but do remember she was very eager to qualify herself so from experience I put her in the "open and horny" category.
14th Feb.
Me: Hey SDbabe, interested in meeting this week? Regards Man-o
Her: Hey Man-o
yea, that sounds nice. What about tuesday or wednesday? Regards SDbabe.
Me: tuesday is fine. I'm thinking Smagløse or by one of us? 17.30? ----------------->*(To the reader: Smagløse = mixture of dive- and pop bar with old furniture and strange lamps etc.)*
15th Feb.
Her: Tuesday 17.30 at Smagløse sounds great
I didn't remember her as hot and a little chubby and I had to know what SDbabe looked like exactly. In my delusion I tried to find her on FB and thought I found her when I saw a very ugly lady with the same first name and I forgot she didn't have in anyway the same last name as SDbabe, nor was she young or single.
So I thought I'd just flake SDbabe thinking she was this random ugly woman I found on FB (yea, I'm pretty bad at remembering faces if I don't force myself to). And didn't think it was all agreed as I hadn't typed "cool see you there" I even had it rdy on the phone before I checked "her" on fb.
In short I was a douche.
17th Feb. - The day of meet where I flaked.
Her: Hey Should we meet outside or are you already inside?
Now, I had just done my workout with my friend and told him about this girl actually met up on the arranged date, which I stupidly thought wasn't completely arranged so didn't think she'd meet up due to lacking the "cool see you there". Then he asks what her name is and phone number to see her on FB. I find the random lady and he immediately tells me "that's not her, that's a different last name and this one is married and stuff".
Right away I realize it and guilt overwhelms me as the girl was on Smagløse right now. My friend convinces me further to say I need experience and even if she isn't a beauty but not a beast either you should do something about it and so I do. I come up with an excuse through texting.
Me: Fck fck fck. Had totally forgotten it today. Have been confused this week. However it shouldn't be an excuse. Really sorry. If you still want to meet then I'll call you tomorrow. Really sorry
Her: Shame.... But you're welcome to call me tomorrow
18th Feb.
Me: Are you available on friday or next week?
Her: At friday I don't have time as I'm going to Germany tonight... But next week I got time What do you about monday or tuesday?
Me: Monday 17.30 would be great.
19th Feb.
Her: Super, that's a deal
23rd Feb. date
My third date and I know from my last one (the first) it went bad due to the place we sat, which was near entrance so made sure we were whole the way behind where people couldn't see and so I could kino her by sitting in a corner with each other.
At some point in our talk I was beginning to think about what to relate and talk with her about and we were already vibing pretty good together so I told myself to move right over next to her (from second date same week I didn't make a move), which I did and then just do the "stare and kiss". Ended up making out for 30 mins and giving her dirty talk ("it's not fair you're making me this horny" "l'd so much go down on you" "that smile of yours is really turning me on" etc.) while my left hand slowly conquered her crotch and she began to moan subtly while the other took her hand and put it on D.
Me: *whispering* We really ought do this somewhere else. How about your place? *got no response the first 2 times, third time however.*
Her: Noo~ I got principles. I don't do it on the first date *moans* I've only been together with my x-bfs.
Me: But you want it... *A min later* principles are made to be broken... (through our talk I knew she was living close by) *A min later again* What you say we make dinner together by your place? (Had been doing rapport so I could build it up later with us cooking together).
Her: Mmmmh, we could..
And we went to her place. SDbabe was living with sister and her bf so said briefly "hi" to them while we were cooking and kissed SDbabe from behind while she was cooking and I had nothing to do to keep the vibe. Luckily her sister and her bf were going out. So after dinner I did caveman on her and did stuff inside her bedroom. Man I was amazed how one finger slowly moving near all the erogen zones can make women so wet, you HARDLY touch them! Though I think my luck had run out as I got whisky D. I knew there wasn't much to do, even though we tried differnet positions and got bj etc.. I just focused on making her having a good time instead.
Looking back in the mirror I probably shouldn't have masturbated the day prior.
I now know masturbating even when you're NOT shooting your load ruins your dick's hardness and feel because the day earlier I was rock hard.
When I came back like 00.00 am I deleted my "porn folder of many links" and masturbated to see how big of a mental problem I had. I couldn't get it as stiff as I wanted but did cum, so guess I'm just going to make an utter stop to my addiction and not do it halfly.
It went bad but still got two matches.
One flaked the other who was about 5 or maybe less, couldn't remember after talking with 10 of them but do remember she was very eager to qualify herself so from experience I put her in the "open and horny" category.
14th Feb.
Me: Hey SDbabe, interested in meeting this week? Regards Man-o
Her: Hey Man-o
yea, that sounds nice. What about tuesday or wednesday? Regards SDbabe.Me: tuesday is fine. I'm thinking Smagløse or by one of us? 17.30? ----------------->*(To the reader: Smagløse = mixture of dive- and pop bar with old furniture and strange lamps etc.)*
15th Feb.
Her: Tuesday 17.30 at Smagløse sounds great
I didn't remember her as hot and a little chubby and I had to know what SDbabe looked like exactly. In my delusion I tried to find her on FB and thought I found her when I saw a very ugly lady with the same first name and I forgot she didn't have in anyway the same last name as SDbabe, nor was she young or single.
So I thought I'd just flake SDbabe thinking she was this random ugly woman I found on FB (yea, I'm pretty bad at remembering faces if I don't force myself to). And didn't think it was all agreed as I hadn't typed "cool see you there" I even had it rdy on the phone before I checked "her" on fb.
In short I was a douche.
17th Feb. - The day of meet where I flaked.
Her: Hey
Should we meet outside or are you already inside?Now, I had just done my workout with my friend and told him about this girl actually met up on the arranged date, which I stupidly thought wasn't completely arranged so didn't think she'd meet up due to lacking the "cool see you there". Then he asks what her name is and phone number to see her on FB. I find the random lady and he immediately tells me "that's not her, that's a different last name and this one is married and stuff".
Right away I realize it and guilt overwhelms me as the girl was on Smagløse right now. My friend convinces me further to say I need experience and even if she isn't a beauty but not a beast either you should do something about it and so I do. I come up with an excuse through texting.
Me: Fck fck fck. Had totally forgotten it today. Have been confused this week. However it shouldn't be an excuse. Really sorry. If you still want to meet then I'll call you tomorrow. Really sorry
Her: Shame.... But you're welcome to call me tomorrow
18th Feb.
Me: Are you available on friday or next week?
Her: At friday I don't have time as I'm going to Germany tonight... But next week I got time
What do you about monday or tuesday?Me: Monday 17.30 would be great.
19th Feb.
Her: Super, that's a deal
23rd Feb. date
My third date and I know from my last one (the first) it went bad due to the place we sat, which was near entrance so made sure we were whole the way behind where people couldn't see and so I could kino her by sitting in a corner with each other.
At some point in our talk I was beginning to think about what to relate and talk with her about and we were already vibing pretty good together so I told myself to move right over next to her (from second date same week I didn't make a move), which I did and then just do the "stare and kiss". Ended up making out for 30 mins and giving her dirty talk ("it's not fair you're making me this horny" "l'd so much go down on you" "that smile of yours is really turning me on" etc.) while my left hand slowly conquered her crotch and she began to moan subtly while the other took her hand and put it on D.
Me: *whispering* We really ought do this somewhere else. How about your place? *got no response the first 2 times, third time however.*
Her: Noo~ I got principles. I don't do it on the first date *moans* I've only been together with my x-bfs.
Me: But you want it... *A min later* principles are made to be broken... (through our talk I knew she was living close by) *A min later again* What you say we make dinner together by your place? (Had been doing rapport so I could build it up later with us cooking together).
Her: Mmmmh, we could..
And we went to her place. SDbabe was living with sister and her bf so said briefly "hi" to them while we were cooking and kissed SDbabe from behind while she was cooking and I had nothing to do to keep the vibe. Luckily her sister and her bf were going out. So after dinner I did caveman on her and did stuff inside her bedroom. Man I was amazed how one finger slowly moving near all the erogen zones can make women so wet, you HARDLY touch them! Though I think my luck had run out as I got whisky D. I knew there wasn't much to do, even though we tried differnet positions and got bj etc.. I just focused on making her having a good time instead.
Looking back in the mirror I probably shouldn't have masturbated the day prior.
I now know masturbating even when you're NOT shooting your load ruins your dick's hardness and feel because the day earlier I was rock hard.
When I came back like 00.00 am I deleted my "porn folder of many links" and masturbated to see how big of a mental problem I had. I couldn't get it as stiff as I wanted but did cum, so guess I'm just going to make an utter stop to my addiction and not do it halfly.
