Man, it is totally okay. You tried something, found out you don't like it. It is normal. 
Edit: Reminds me of this tranny i was gonna try to fuck. Same deal, slamming body and shit but she dipped out the store before i could
. I was surprised how much she really wanted it. Eh, one day i guess.
Edit: Reminds me of this tranny i was gonna try to fuck. Same deal, slamming body and shit but she dipped out the store before i could