what do you think about marriage? if i want to study, learn and be the best MPUAMAG and after teach this to others. my history is i was read a lot of books and practice game for 2 years only 1 month last year and this year another month and reach a3c1 phase when my wedding will be in 2 monts, and i was very excited for acomplish this, this is my first real goal acomplished, the person i wll married was be my girlfriend and the only girlfriend for about 11 year, im 28 years old and she is my fist girlfriend and lover, im very exited learning the game and practice it, but because i can pick up and before i cant, well i really never try, im very confused about getting married because when i remember my last pickup, and the only one, i feel very excited, full of love, i love the life, i want to live the life and enjoy the life, i know my girlfriend loves and support me because she always help me to be a better person, but im bored and i didnt know that before, i dont know if i want to get married, i know the life is more than pick up girls and be rich, the love is the last goal of everything, of the life, one life that end soon, only what you do with love will last, and i think i have that with her, but why im so excited about pickup another or anothers girls? and i really want to learn everything about PUA like the PUA girl, yes my magic number is 1, one and the only girl in my life, back in time i had the opportunities to cheat her but i really dont be a cheater well i dont want a be, although I am willing to do whatever it takes to acomplish my goals, yes im afc and i pick up her like afc because she stop the sex like about 11 months, and because after 11 months ill break with her if we dont had sex, it hurts when i discover that all puas know that of girls, all they have the same program, and i didnt know, how can i know?, well, after the pickup im fell like hyper confident, and one week later i I told her that I did not want to get married, and was a hard time, i discover that with confident i can do whatever i want to do and without it i cant do nothing, but im in this situation my wedding is in one month and i know that i dont really know about something that i dont really live, but why mystery isnt happy if he can do whatever he want and why neil married if he can do the same too, there is something more that be the best PUA or rich or have power? what do you think?
