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My life completely changed when I discovered this website and seduction back in 2020 during the pandemic I was 30 back then with a lay count of 2 and thanks to the great articles and forum posts my lay count has been rising right now at 36. Here are some things I discovered about myself through this journey, if you have inputs lay them on me:
1. I'm one tough SOB, I'm a brown slightly above average guy and most of my lays are white european girls I have overcome race issues in the past and I know I will overcome then in the future though yes sometimes you can't outgame race preferences and you gotta let it go.
2. I miss some blue pill ideologies... I have been with a girl who was married earlier this year and in my mind I was like if it wasn't gonna be me it would have been someone else... I still think that was a little cold blooded and I went for the kill and thought we will deal with moral dilemmas later. This along with other incidents make me question what's the end goal... I wanted to have a LTR and now I feel my trust but not lust in women has been eradicated.
3. I never had onitis not because I have discipline but because I have never pulled a high caliber girl (only pulled two 8's and they never repeated me which kinda hurt my ego more than anything else lol
4. Emotional Cresting hurts always no matter how prepared I'm and how well I try to get the lay the girl is making out and letting me get physical but insists not tonight next time and I know the next time because the escalation window is open NOW and if I don't go through she is gonna close itwon't come but I always fumble the execution, I have tried it all cooling off, fractionating and retrying again all great in theory but like I said definitely sloppy execution but the good thing is I maintain frame and don't chase and get needy and try to calmly persist till the bitter end.
5. I get bitter and down on myself when things don't work out my lay count is 36 and I really REALLY grind it out there in the field through harsh rejections and the worst situations when the girl is in I'm DTF but not with you mode (actually posted about one such incident a couple of years back). When things come together it's beautiful I tease, get comliances, bounce, handle LMR, the thing is I have always been hyper-competitive and the game is one thing where you can have years of experiences and still have a bad nights for weeks if not months, I had to scratch and claw for my 4 lays this year and to most seducers this is like a month's result. Of course I don't want to quit gaming but discovering yeah maybe I'm not all that after 35 years is a humbling experience as I have always been a go getter smart hardworking career guy. This is my current focus accept my limitations but not give up and lose my work ethic when it comes to approaching and putting in the work.
This is not a rant by any means even though 5th point definitely is lol... it's just observations, the game definitely changed my life and was thinking about the forum.
1. I'm one tough SOB, I'm a brown slightly above average guy and most of my lays are white european girls I have overcome race issues in the past and I know I will overcome then in the future though yes sometimes you can't outgame race preferences and you gotta let it go.
2. I miss some blue pill ideologies... I have been with a girl who was married earlier this year and in my mind I was like if it wasn't gonna be me it would have been someone else... I still think that was a little cold blooded and I went for the kill and thought we will deal with moral dilemmas later. This along with other incidents make me question what's the end goal... I wanted to have a LTR and now I feel my trust but not lust in women has been eradicated.
3. I never had onitis not because I have discipline but because I have never pulled a high caliber girl (only pulled two 8's and they never repeated me which kinda hurt my ego more than anything else lol
4. Emotional Cresting hurts always no matter how prepared I'm and how well I try to get the lay the girl is making out and letting me get physical but insists not tonight next time and I know the next time because the escalation window is open NOW and if I don't go through she is gonna close itwon't come but I always fumble the execution, I have tried it all cooling off, fractionating and retrying again all great in theory but like I said definitely sloppy execution but the good thing is I maintain frame and don't chase and get needy and try to calmly persist till the bitter end.
5. I get bitter and down on myself when things don't work out my lay count is 36 and I really REALLY grind it out there in the field through harsh rejections and the worst situations when the girl is in I'm DTF but not with you mode (actually posted about one such incident a couple of years back). When things come together it's beautiful I tease, get comliances, bounce, handle LMR, the thing is I have always been hyper-competitive and the game is one thing where you can have years of experiences and still have a bad nights for weeks if not months, I had to scratch and claw for my 4 lays this year and to most seducers this is like a month's result. Of course I don't want to quit gaming but discovering yeah maybe I'm not all that after 35 years is a humbling experience as I have always been a go getter smart hardworking career guy. This is my current focus accept my limitations but not give up and lose my work ethic when it comes to approaching and putting in the work.
This is not a rant by any means even though 5th point definitely is lol... it's just observations, the game definitely changed my life and was thinking about the forum.
