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@POB @Will_V @Chase
LR HBGeoriga - Wildcards, Plots Twists, and my SHB
A little tale of some SC-ish drama, and super interesting girl.
It started by me going to a party I had forgotten all about, but my Spanish female friend reminded me for us to go together. Concurrently, I had met HBEstonian, a previous Tinder lay, in the laundry room a month later and since she’s cool I just invited her along. She accepted. So in the end, us three end up going.
Spanish friend insisted on us being there early in order to get in, so we roll up at 10pm (here things close at 3am). I had come from my training so was even carrying a bag and all. On the metro, I am even sure I see a girl get in that I like the looks of a lot, but don’t do anything.
So we get there and… we are completely alone. No one else is there yet. Wtf xd Except after a few minutes, two more girls show up. One of them is HBGeorgian, and the other is some brunette German chick that’s not so attractive.
HBGeorgian has dark curly hair, large hazel eyes, and full lips, is extremely beautiful to me… and a really hot body to boot. Slim waist but with nice tight ass and curves. She’s casually dressed in jeans, having come from work, yet is extremely alluring. It’s extremely easy to open by asking if they are also here for the party.
Our groups start talking and she has a pretty strong personality. She’s not paying me much attention so I don’t pay much attention back, just making some challenging remarks here and there and mainly talking to HBEstonian and Spanish.
We get inside and sit together in this booth, where I am between HBEstonian and HBGeorgian, where only the three of us strike conversation because it’s loud inside. Teach each other words in our languages, make HBGeorgian say something funny in my language and record it. Then I make her send it to me via Instagram. Periodically touch her incidentally, and just state project warmth and intensity.
She mentioned at start how she really likes Spanish guys, so I make sure to highlight similar behaviors. Especially passion. And she hears me speak Spanish to HBSpain.
The night goes on and at some point there are enough people that we can also dance, although the music is very techno. HBGeorgian goes crazy.
At some point her friend wants to leave and because it’s a weekday and she has work the next day (she works as a lawyer) she also leaves early.
I thought that would be end of it, but at end say we should all stay in touch and go out together in future, and she is very enthusiastic.
Next day I see she created an Instagram group with us four and even started texting me privately. We end up in the group deciding to go to another party the next week, and I also invite them over to mine for predrinks.
When the day comes she arrives 15min early, but I notice her keep distance, not really look at me, etc. Good thing is I have been covert all this time to it’s no big deal at all, stay social, qualifying when she says something I like. The others arrive, and we have a lot of fun. It is also funny that I have both slept with HBEstonian and made out with HBSpain despite her having a boyfriend. And the boyfriend was visiting and also here! Hahahahhaha.
We play Never Have I Ever and of course things get sexual, and I basically ‘drink’ at every one. Tbh even invent some because it suits the persona I’m projecting.
She also starts randomly singing karaoke songs loudly, and super well too! Beautiful voice.
We then head to the party, and I am mainly with HBEstonian in this time. Then when almost there I let the others catch up to us and end up having HBGeorgia with her arm around me. HBEstonia gives me her phone to take care of because her dress has no pockets.
Then we enter, give our jackets to wardrobe, and HBGeorgian wants to go dance. Then I have the most boss entrance into any place I have ever had: HBEstonian, looking great in a colourful dress, dragging me by my hand, while HBGeorgian has her arm thrown around me and is hopping next to me as we walk towards dancefloor.
For the next hour or longer, we just dance everyone together, both girls going crazy. HBEstonian likes to grab my hand, HBGeorgia likes to put arms around me.
We dance as a group, having fun, occasionally going for water. Here I’d fill up a water cup and hand it to HBGeorgia first, before doing same for myself.
The tipping point comes when it is already more crowded, the others are a bit turned away, and I start to put my presence more into HBGeorgia’s world. I do this by standing just that slightest bit closer to her than otherwise, and adding just a bit more intensity to my smile and touch than normal. Can see how she gets drawn in more and more, so I start to lightly run my hand up and down her arm with varying levels of softness, going down to her hand, going back up, then back to hand and staying a bit longer and grabbing slightly, then going back up. Just essentially fractionating and calibrating directly according to her reactions. This is a modified version of my handholding-escalation that I have managed to learn and do very consistently on my dates these past 2 months.
In the end, she gets even closer to me, and our foreheads almost touch.
At this point HBEstonian notices and goes into autorejection, facing away. Uh oh.
At some point HBGeorgia says she wants to get water, so I follow her. We just end up going deeper into dancefloor (everything is packed, we just go from one end to the other) and end up making out.
She is a freak, tongue immediately, then kisses my neck and any skin she can. Then pulls away. Then back. I make sure to reciprocate just enough to excite her, but always hold back just that one level so it won’t be saturated. Then we occasionally dance too.
It strikes me how amazing this is. In a different city, surrounded by strangers looking at me with intent gazes but trying not to, and a truly beautiful girl just dancing and getting close to me.
At some point we go to a less packed place.
HBEstonia is furious. She grabs my hand with a stony face, and pulls me away to a corner. First, she says she was so worried about her phone, because she has everything there, and I was unreachable for 30-40 minutes, making all of them so worried.
Then, she admits she’s not used to guys she fucked so blatantly “grind with another girl in front of me,” saying she understands its a guys urge, but why do it right in front of her. In fact we had not been grinding in front of her but were just close, so I get her point.
At this point, I just pace and lead. Yes, understand she was worried. No, we had not left how she had feared. Yes, it can feel frustrating to have the guy be so close with someone else in front of her.
This calms her down somewhat, and we go back to the group. HBGeorgia is not there, HBSpain gives me a judgy gaze (she likes me too but has a bf, and I had made out with her actually, but she had gotten autorejection-y when I had been flirting with girls before too) but the entire reason I am as liberal as I am is because I do not really care about this social group. HBSpain I will never see again once semester ends and we both go back to home countries, and HBEstonian I just pulled along for the fun of it. Maybe one part of me wanted to see what would happen…
Well, at this point I go to the bathroom because a takeaway is called for, and end up meeting literally all my other friends I knew would come to the party! A bunch of Italians (two super hot girls that I vibe with super well, they both have boyfriends though) and an Italian guy I like a lot. So meet them, talk, then go back to group. HBGeorgia is back as well.
Before returning I talk to this Hungarian couple I knew, and they asked how my night with “my friends” was going (they had totally seen me and HBGeorgia, and I had told them I was there with friends” hahahahaha, but they are awesome.
Then merge groups a bit, my group with the now-reappeared HBGeorgia, with the hot Italians (I also wanted to show off).
Interestingly, HBEstonia is now very engaged and focused on HBGeorgia, pulling her to dance and everything. How interesting.
HBSpain and her boyfriend get separated from us, and now it’s just HBGeorgia, HBEstonia, me, and some NPC actually that happened to know HBEstonia from some class and asked to join us at start of night. HBGeorgia and me are “discreetly” holding hands and touching each other at times, but I’m pretty sure HBEstonia can tell.
At some point, HBEstonia hugs us goodbye quickly, and leaves. Which is funny because she lives at same place I do, so probably she was wondering whether I was going to pull HBGeorgia, but did not want to be part of it. Better for me. I do feel a bit sorry though, but we are very casual and she’s very cool, so rather surprising she still got as mad as she did.
The club closes at 3am so around 15 minutes before, wanting to avoid the inevitable wardrobe line, I make us get our jackets, saying it is closing soon.
So this means, we have to wait until EVERYONE gets their jacket, and from what is left find the jacket.
She tries to insist she did not get a number to the guy working there, and because she’s hot af, he listens to her and I can tell how if the jacket is easy to find, he’ll do it. Then he asks what kind of jacket it is.
“It’s black, and long,” HBGeorgia says, and the guy just shuts down then and there, with literally every jacket fitting this description. “Then you have to wait.”
“So weird,” HBGeorgia exclaims, “I put everything in my purse, even when I’m drunk!”. She looks at me apologetically. “So sorry…”. At this point there is a very long line leading to the wardrobe.
I am entirely unbothered by this the entire time, and keep just being chill and smiling. However, I have a suspicion that gets retriggered by this comment, because I saw her search for the ticket in her purse. I make her open the purse again, and put my fingers in where I suspect it would be.
And… lo and behold… the coloured number materializes itself into my hands.
She looks at me, stunned and sparkling.
“Go,” I tell her, and she goes back and hands it directly to the guy who is still there and obviously not expecting him. And despite there being a long ass line, he just goes and gets her jacket. Advantages of being hot I suspect.
So then we exit club, and luckily it is not so cold as it could have been, which is almost inhumane here. We walk to metro.
“Maybe…” she says. “If I’m feeling it.”
I smile. “Of course,” I say, “Sounds good. Of course only if you feel it now, and feel comfortable”. She smiles, and we keep walking.
Here, do bit of deep diving, and find out actually that her older and only sibling died in a car accident a few years ago…
I am a bit shocked, but always keep a casual and positive vibe, and make sure to always spin it to the positive aspects and conclusions and frames. We occasionally make out too. The thought of doing some sex talk flashes my mind but somehow it feels incongruent so I don’t, but I wonder if in the future I should - because on dates I would definitely bring it up if possible.
After a time she says we should take the metro. At this point I realize it is 3:30am or something.
I contemplate whether to get an Uber but don’t have it ready and decide to push through. Which actually works remarkably well, get her to say what she appreciates the most about me (my eyes, my smile). And have her teach me words in her language and I do the same for mine. At one point she asks “Which one is our [metro]”, and I know that the pull has been successful.
It arrives, we take it, then walk up hand in hand. Get to my room, I think of putting music, she asks, “Do we even want music?”
Very quickly we’re kissing more intently and on my bed.
Which ends up with her having fun stroking me and kissing me all over as she stared at me. She also sleeps over. I seed meeting again next week (unsaid being, after her period). She tells me I am not like the other boring Europeans or judgy Georgians, and am also a gentleman. For being attentive to her and what she’s saying, and she mentions how I got water for her. Which is something no guy would do here.
We stay in touch during the week, she sends me pictures of her “being a lawyer” (looking like a model, according to @Skippy), and also her “going to French restaurant with red lipstick”.
We meet on Thursday, and go to café I know near university. I am worried whether she’s Eastern European enough to expect me to pay for her, but in the end she even takes initiative to pay for me! Hahahahhahaha.
We end up rather isolated, she likes to randomly lie down on me or kiss me somewhere. I ask her what she’s proudest about herself. She says her flexibility, and being a “warrior”. Which I can really see actually, she’s very wilful and free-spirited (will randomly break out into singing, hair-swinging sometimes as well and all).
The café closes early (my strategic consideration even) so I ask her what she’s up to. Of course nothing, and of course I had already seeded being at one of ours, so I tell her we’re going to hers, and she agrees with this air of knowing, having anticipated, and accepting it now strongly.
We get to hers, she’s wild with foreplay, licking me up and down. GORGEOUS body, insane…
“Oh, that’s fine,” I say nonchalantly, “Can be completely normal. You were scared of the pain and blood back then, that’s ok and normal too. Because, everyone starts somewhere, and wherever they are, it’s completely ok.”
Just pacing and leading, showing I am not judging, and assuaging her. She’s surprised I am not judging at all, and actually feels very comfortable.
So then I start by putting one finger increasingly inside her, and she’s so sensitive and worried so I tell her to focus on breathing, relaxing, over and over. Say it hypnotically like Major Mark and it really works to make her relax and calm down. Get more and more inside of her, then at some point her hymen tears and my finger is deeper inside of her. Through all of this, she is relaxed and following my instructions to breathe, feel relaxed, and let her body adapt always more and more, and do what it knows naturally what to do.
When she realizes I tore her hymen, she’s like, really???? This was it?? Are you sure, where is the blood, where is the pain??
I tell her how she now notices how actually it was all in her head, and now realize how good it feels…
She’s still in disbelief, wondering about blood, but I show her my fingers and there is nothing (it only comes later). She had asked me before if I had ever done this before, and I can since Sunday say that yes HAHAHAHHAHA. Tinder girl 2nd date who was ready to loose her virginity that I banged this Sunday, was similar.
Then keep just fucking her with my finger, and this gorgeous 26 year old smart girl writhes her body and says how it’s feeling great, and what she’s been missing all this time…
She wants me to fuck her, but at this point my dick is not really hard, weirdly enough been having ED concerns. I just keep saying “have to loose you up more”, and find ways to get myself momentarily hard enough with condom to try to put it in. But using word “trying” implies failure, which is why you should say “doing” instead. But here it is extremely odd that I lose hardness super fast with condom when I am on my knees and her on her back. But when I lie on my back and have her over me, I can get myself super hard.
In the end, I do this repeatedly, get hard, then have her sit on my dick. Remember to have her sit straight, always getting a bit in, then slip out due to insufficient hardness, then stroke myself back to hardness, then do again. Finally at some point I get in enough that my natural hardness sticks and stays, and then we start fucking properly. All along I’m just saying it’s because she’s too tight.
She’s freaky, even trying to choke me and everything, at which point I flip her over and start fucking her more properly. At some point she says she’s sore and wants a break, so I listen to her and pull out. Unfortunately had only brought two condoms, which I used there (one condom changed because had it on too long and if I get soft with it, it creates air in front, which makes it harder to penetrate if she’s tight).
Slept over, on this tiny bed too small for even one person honestly. Get her to open up.
She had a boyfriend for a year when she was 19, but he left her (she was confused but we all know why… 1 year no sex??), then she just worked hard on career. In Georgia, everyone is extremely judgy, whereas it took her one month of arriving here to start feeling free and like people truly don’t care about what she did. Which gave her strength. She also gushes about how safe I made her feel, and jokes that I should change careers to “professional de-virginizer” , and can leave her solid positive recommendation and review. HAHAHAHHAHAA. She can joke about anything, she’s awesome.
She later shows me her little hobby - collecting scraps of paper about milestones in her life. Getting job, getting scholarship,… so, I make her a little note as well. In orange writing, I write her a little inconspicuous note with my signature that I am almost sure she will keep for all her life if possible… it is suddenly a crazy thought that I will be always in her mind for the rest of her life, as her first. I take a picture of the note and manage to catch her in the background, smiling extremely happily… and am filled with a sense of wholesomeness actually.
This journey we embark on is truly beautiful. Self improvement, taking control of our lives, one step at a time… and in these moments the results and fruits of your struggles and efforts ripen and shine through.
I leave in exactly a month from now. Will be seeing her again, and enjoying this fruit. Am pretty sure she’ll be, in the words of a reputable gentleman, a sex pest. The signs are there.
So now am just enjoying this time and still going out (although as of writing this I fell sick unfortunately - and HBGeorgia offered to come to mine to bring me medicine despite living 40min away, what a sweetie). I actually do want to hit my Tier 3 goal of 16+ lays in this time here, and she was #14. I never expected to come this close to it, when I was creating my goal matrix half a year ago I was adding this just for completeness sake, and yet here I am actually close to surpassing even my wildest expectations…
Onwards!
-Dev
@POB @Will_V @Chase
LR HBGeoriga - Wildcards, Plots Twists, and my SHB
A little tale of some SC-ish drama, and super interesting girl.
It started by me going to a party I had forgotten all about, but my Spanish female friend reminded me for us to go together. Concurrently, I had met HBEstonian, a previous Tinder lay, in the laundry room a month later and since she’s cool I just invited her along. She accepted. So in the end, us three end up going.
Spanish friend insisted on us being there early in order to get in, so we roll up at 10pm (here things close at 3am). I had come from my training so was even carrying a bag and all. On the metro, I am even sure I see a girl get in that I like the looks of a lot, but don’t do anything.
So we get there and… we are completely alone. No one else is there yet. Wtf xd Except after a few minutes, two more girls show up. One of them is HBGeorgian, and the other is some brunette German chick that’s not so attractive.
HBGeorgian has dark curly hair, large hazel eyes, and full lips, is extremely beautiful to me… and a really hot body to boot. Slim waist but with nice tight ass and curves. She’s casually dressed in jeans, having come from work, yet is extremely alluring. It’s extremely easy to open by asking if they are also here for the party.
Our groups start talking and she has a pretty strong personality. She’s not paying me much attention so I don’t pay much attention back, just making some challenging remarks here and there and mainly talking to HBEstonian and Spanish.
We get inside and sit together in this booth, where I am between HBEstonian and HBGeorgian, where only the three of us strike conversation because it’s loud inside. Teach each other words in our languages, make HBGeorgian say something funny in my language and record it. Then I make her send it to me via Instagram. Periodically touch her incidentally, and just state project warmth and intensity.
She mentioned at start how she really likes Spanish guys, so I make sure to highlight similar behaviors. Especially passion. And she hears me speak Spanish to HBSpain.
The night goes on and at some point there are enough people that we can also dance, although the music is very techno. HBGeorgian goes crazy.
At some point her friend wants to leave and because it’s a weekday and she has work the next day (she works as a lawyer) she also leaves early.
I thought that would be end of it, but at end say we should all stay in touch and go out together in future, and she is very enthusiastic.
Next day I see she created an Instagram group with us four and even started texting me privately. We end up in the group deciding to go to another party the next week, and I also invite them over to mine for predrinks.
When the day comes she arrives 15min early, but I notice her keep distance, not really look at me, etc. Good thing is I have been covert all this time to it’s no big deal at all, stay social, qualifying when she says something I like. The others arrive, and we have a lot of fun. It is also funny that I have both slept with HBEstonian and made out with HBSpain despite her having a boyfriend. And the boyfriend was visiting and also here! Hahahahhaha.
We play Never Have I Ever and of course things get sexual, and I basically ‘drink’ at every one. Tbh even invent some because it suits the persona I’m projecting.
She also starts randomly singing karaoke songs loudly, and super well too! Beautiful voice.
We then head to the party, and I am mainly with HBEstonian in this time. Then when almost there I let the others catch up to us and end up having HBGeorgia with her arm around me. HBEstonia gives me her phone to take care of because her dress has no pockets.
Then we enter, give our jackets to wardrobe, and HBGeorgian wants to go dance. Then I have the most boss entrance into any place I have ever had: HBEstonian, looking great in a colourful dress, dragging me by my hand, while HBGeorgian has her arm thrown around me and is hopping next to me as we walk towards dancefloor.
For the next hour or longer, we just dance everyone together, both girls going crazy. HBEstonian likes to grab my hand, HBGeorgia likes to put arms around me.
We dance as a group, having fun, occasionally going for water. Here I’d fill up a water cup and hand it to HBGeorgia first, before doing same for myself.
The tipping point comes when it is already more crowded, the others are a bit turned away, and I start to put my presence more into HBGeorgia’s world. I do this by standing just that slightest bit closer to her than otherwise, and adding just a bit more intensity to my smile and touch than normal. Can see how she gets drawn in more and more, so I start to lightly run my hand up and down her arm with varying levels of softness, going down to her hand, going back up, then back to hand and staying a bit longer and grabbing slightly, then going back up. Just essentially fractionating and calibrating directly according to her reactions. This is a modified version of my handholding-escalation that I have managed to learn and do very consistently on my dates these past 2 months.
In the end, she gets even closer to me, and our foreheads almost touch.
At this point HBEstonian notices and goes into autorejection, facing away. Uh oh.
At some point HBGeorgia says she wants to get water, so I follow her. We just end up going deeper into dancefloor (everything is packed, we just go from one end to the other) and end up making out.
She is a freak, tongue immediately, then kisses my neck and any skin she can. Then pulls away. Then back. I make sure to reciprocate just enough to excite her, but always hold back just that one level so it won’t be saturated. Then we occasionally dance too.
It strikes me how amazing this is. In a different city, surrounded by strangers looking at me with intent gazes but trying not to, and a truly beautiful girl just dancing and getting close to me.
At some point we go to a less packed place.
First hiccup (?)
Then, the others find us.HBEstonia is furious. She grabs my hand with a stony face, and pulls me away to a corner. First, she says she was so worried about her phone, because she has everything there, and I was unreachable for 30-40 minutes, making all of them so worried.
Then, she admits she’s not used to guys she fucked so blatantly “grind with another girl in front of me,” saying she understands its a guys urge, but why do it right in front of her. In fact we had not been grinding in front of her but were just close, so I get her point.
At this point, I just pace and lead. Yes, understand she was worried. No, we had not left how she had feared. Yes, it can feel frustrating to have the guy be so close with someone else in front of her.
This calms her down somewhat, and we go back to the group. HBGeorgia is not there, HBSpain gives me a judgy gaze (she likes me too but has a bf, and I had made out with her actually, but she had gotten autorejection-y when I had been flirting with girls before too) but the entire reason I am as liberal as I am is because I do not really care about this social group. HBSpain I will never see again once semester ends and we both go back to home countries, and HBEstonian I just pulled along for the fun of it. Maybe one part of me wanted to see what would happen…
Well, at this point I go to the bathroom because a takeaway is called for, and end up meeting literally all my other friends I knew would come to the party! A bunch of Italians (two super hot girls that I vibe with super well, they both have boyfriends though) and an Italian guy I like a lot. So meet them, talk, then go back to group. HBGeorgia is back as well.
Before returning I talk to this Hungarian couple I knew, and they asked how my night with “my friends” was going (they had totally seen me and HBGeorgia, and I had told them I was there with friends” hahahahaha, but they are awesome.
Then merge groups a bit, my group with the now-reappeared HBGeorgia, with the hot Italians (I also wanted to show off).
Interestingly, HBEstonia is now very engaged and focused on HBGeorgia, pulling her to dance and everything. How interesting.
HBSpain and her boyfriend get separated from us, and now it’s just HBGeorgia, HBEstonia, me, and some NPC actually that happened to know HBEstonia from some class and asked to join us at start of night. HBGeorgia and me are “discreetly” holding hands and touching each other at times, but I’m pretty sure HBEstonia can tell.
At some point, HBEstonia hugs us goodbye quickly, and leaves. Which is funny because she lives at same place I do, so probably she was wondering whether I was going to pull HBGeorgia, but did not want to be part of it. Better for me. I do feel a bit sorry though, but we are very casual and she’s very cool, so rather surprising she still got as mad as she did.
The club closes at 3am so around 15 minutes before, wanting to avoid the inevitable wardrobe line, I make us get our jackets, saying it is closing soon.
Wildcard!
Here, it turns out… she could not find the number assigned to her jacket.So this means, we have to wait until EVERYONE gets their jacket, and from what is left find the jacket.
She tries to insist she did not get a number to the guy working there, and because she’s hot af, he listens to her and I can tell how if the jacket is easy to find, he’ll do it. Then he asks what kind of jacket it is.
“It’s black, and long,” HBGeorgia says, and the guy just shuts down then and there, with literally every jacket fitting this description. “Then you have to wait.”
“So weird,” HBGeorgia exclaims, “I put everything in my purse, even when I’m drunk!”. She looks at me apologetically. “So sorry…”. At this point there is a very long line leading to the wardrobe.
I am entirely unbothered by this the entire time, and keep just being chill and smiling. However, I have a suspicion that gets retriggered by this comment, because I saw her search for the ticket in her purse. I make her open the purse again, and put my fingers in where I suspect it would be.
And… lo and behold… the coloured number materializes itself into my hands.
She looks at me, stunned and sparkling.
“Go,” I tell her, and she goes back and hands it directly to the guy who is still there and obviously not expecting him. And despite there being a long ass line, he just goes and gets her jacket. Advantages of being hot I suspect.
So then we exit club, and luckily it is not so cold as it could have been, which is almost inhumane here. We walk to metro.
Bump?
Then I say we can take metro, but she hesitates and says we should walk around a bit first. It is 3am. “Sure,” I say, and lead us towards where I know the metro entrances are for the other side of it. During it, I tell her we should finish her favorite white wine we left at mine.“Maybe…” she says. “If I’m feeling it.”
I smile. “Of course,” I say, “Sounds good. Of course only if you feel it now, and feel comfortable”. She smiles, and we keep walking.
Here, do bit of deep diving, and find out actually that her older and only sibling died in a car accident a few years ago…
I am a bit shocked, but always keep a casual and positive vibe, and make sure to always spin it to the positive aspects and conclusions and frames. We occasionally make out too. The thought of doing some sex talk flashes my mind but somehow it feels incongruent so I don’t, but I wonder if in the future I should - because on dates I would definitely bring it up if possible.
After a time she says we should take the metro. At this point I realize it is 3:30am or something.
Wildcard?
Then we get to metro and I see that the next metro… is in 29 minutes!!! So we missed it by 1 minute. And it’s early morning.I contemplate whether to get an Uber but don’t have it ready and decide to push through. Which actually works remarkably well, get her to say what she appreciates the most about me (my eyes, my smile). And have her teach me words in her language and I do the same for mine. At one point she asks “Which one is our [metro]”, and I know that the pull has been successful.
It arrives, we take it, then walk up hand in hand. Get to my room, I think of putting music, she asks, “Do we even want music?”
Very quickly we’re kissing more intently and on my bed.
Wildcard
Then she tells me… she’s on her period. Which is not the issue per se, rather it is that she is extremely sensitive and painful. So she says, “I can touch you… but you can’t touch me. Let’s play a game!”Which ends up with her having fun stroking me and kissing me all over as she stared at me. She also sleeps over. I seed meeting again next week (unsaid being, after her period). She tells me I am not like the other boring Europeans or judgy Georgians, and am also a gentleman. For being attentive to her and what she’s saying, and she mentions how I got water for her. Which is something no guy would do here.
We stay in touch during the week, she sends me pictures of her “being a lawyer” (looking like a model, according to @Skippy), and also her “going to French restaurant with red lipstick”.
We meet on Thursday, and go to café I know near university. I am worried whether she’s Eastern European enough to expect me to pay for her, but in the end she even takes initiative to pay for me! Hahahahhahaha.
We end up rather isolated, she likes to randomly lie down on me or kiss me somewhere. I ask her what she’s proudest about herself. She says her flexibility, and being a “warrior”. Which I can really see actually, she’s very wilful and free-spirited (will randomly break out into singing, hair-swinging sometimes as well and all).
The café closes early (my strategic consideration even) so I ask her what she’s up to. Of course nothing, and of course I had already seeded being at one of ours, so I tell her we’re going to hers, and she agrees with this air of knowing, having anticipated, and accepting it now strongly.
We get to hers, she’s wild with foreplay, licking me up and down. GORGEOUS body, insane…
Wildcard
Then she tells me. Actually makes me guess what it is. She’s never had sex before. It’s because she was always extremely scared of the pain and blood. She also acts nervous telling me this, obviously scared what I will think.“Oh, that’s fine,” I say nonchalantly, “Can be completely normal. You were scared of the pain and blood back then, that’s ok and normal too. Because, everyone starts somewhere, and wherever they are, it’s completely ok.”
Just pacing and leading, showing I am not judging, and assuaging her. She’s surprised I am not judging at all, and actually feels very comfortable.
So then I start by putting one finger increasingly inside her, and she’s so sensitive and worried so I tell her to focus on breathing, relaxing, over and over. Say it hypnotically like Major Mark and it really works to make her relax and calm down. Get more and more inside of her, then at some point her hymen tears and my finger is deeper inside of her. Through all of this, she is relaxed and following my instructions to breathe, feel relaxed, and let her body adapt always more and more, and do what it knows naturally what to do.
When she realizes I tore her hymen, she’s like, really???? This was it?? Are you sure, where is the blood, where is the pain??
I tell her how she now notices how actually it was all in her head, and now realize how good it feels…
She’s still in disbelief, wondering about blood, but I show her my fingers and there is nothing (it only comes later). She had asked me before if I had ever done this before, and I can since Sunday say that yes HAHAHAHHAHA. Tinder girl 2nd date who was ready to loose her virginity that I banged this Sunday, was similar.
Then keep just fucking her with my finger, and this gorgeous 26 year old smart girl writhes her body and says how it’s feeling great, and what she’s been missing all this time…
She wants me to fuck her, but at this point my dick is not really hard, weirdly enough been having ED concerns. I just keep saying “have to loose you up more”, and find ways to get myself momentarily hard enough with condom to try to put it in. But using word “trying” implies failure, which is why you should say “doing” instead. But here it is extremely odd that I lose hardness super fast with condom when I am on my knees and her on her back. But when I lie on my back and have her over me, I can get myself super hard.
In the end, I do this repeatedly, get hard, then have her sit on my dick. Remember to have her sit straight, always getting a bit in, then slip out due to insufficient hardness, then stroke myself back to hardness, then do again. Finally at some point I get in enough that my natural hardness sticks and stays, and then we start fucking properly. All along I’m just saying it’s because she’s too tight.
She’s freaky, even trying to choke me and everything, at which point I flip her over and start fucking her more properly. At some point she says she’s sore and wants a break, so I listen to her and pull out. Unfortunately had only brought two condoms, which I used there (one condom changed because had it on too long and if I get soft with it, it creates air in front, which makes it harder to penetrate if she’s tight).
Slept over, on this tiny bed too small for even one person honestly. Get her to open up.
She had a boyfriend for a year when she was 19, but he left her (she was confused but we all know why… 1 year no sex??), then she just worked hard on career. In Georgia, everyone is extremely judgy, whereas it took her one month of arriving here to start feeling free and like people truly don’t care about what she did. Which gave her strength. She also gushes about how safe I made her feel, and jokes that I should change careers to “professional de-virginizer” , and can leave her solid positive recommendation and review. HAHAHAHHAHAA. She can joke about anything, she’s awesome.
She later shows me her little hobby - collecting scraps of paper about milestones in her life. Getting job, getting scholarship,… so, I make her a little note as well. In orange writing, I write her a little inconspicuous note with my signature that I am almost sure she will keep for all her life if possible… it is suddenly a crazy thought that I will be always in her mind for the rest of her life, as her first. I take a picture of the note and manage to catch her in the background, smiling extremely happily… and am filled with a sense of wholesomeness actually.
This journey we embark on is truly beautiful. Self improvement, taking control of our lives, one step at a time… and in these moments the results and fruits of your struggles and efforts ripen and shine through.
I leave in exactly a month from now. Will be seeing her again, and enjoying this fruit. Am pretty sure she’ll be, in the words of a reputable gentleman, a sex pest. The signs are there.
Overall
In conclusion:What I did well
- Give right amount of attention at start with right amount of intrigue
- Escalate smoothly to make her feel it was her idea (she asked me if she kissed me first, because she wasn’t sure anymore - of course I said yes)
- Good pacing and leading to make her feel comfortable, understood, and safe
- Good not getting discouraged by ED and finding ways in this situation (her being very tight) to still make it happen (once I’m inside I’m completely ok and last a long time - in fact is hard for me to cum)
What I can improve
- More refined pulling, this one was built up on but can be much more technical about it
- Think about if I should add sex talk to pulls like this or not - am not sure. Here was not needed but if she had not come home with me, I would have probably kicked myself for not doing at least some 2nd gen frames.
- ED - get this properly handled.
- In hindsight, she told me that when she arrived at my place for predrinks early, I had been very “bossy” - like telling her to take off shoes, sit here, etc. Which made her think, “So this was guy I was thinking about so much?” So here I had wanted to be super casual, but actually I should’ve been warmer and not as nitty picky.
ED - get this properly handled. I realized this is an entirely mental thing actually, not physical. This is because I woke up that day completely horny and hard, having not fapped or had sex the last few days. So is entirely mental… what I notice is that when lying down with her on top, I can get myself super hard, but is almost entirely the opposite if reversed. This probably comes from fapping posture, where I am usually lying or sitting down.
I drink pomegranate juice and Stirling Cooper’s advice of “eggs, protein powder milkshake” day before, which is indeed a good thing. However, the triggers are entirely mental, and now I wonder what is best way to rewire my brain and sexual triggers. One idea is to not fap AT ALL until it is rewired; another is to fap in the posture that I would need to be hard in for sex, with a condom.
Further ideas include penile sensitivity creams and following ED articles from both GC and Lofty
Overall, will approach it from two angles: Tantra (Multi-orgasmic man) and nutrition (L Arginine for Nitric Oxide, and Black Maca).
What is odd is that I never had it to this extent as last 2 weeks. I am young, fit and healthy, how is this possible! But good news is that now I’m really focusing on tackling it and thus will breakthrough to green lands once this is properly solved, for life.
One thing I realized it may be is actually… THE COLD. My room is not the warmest. Not much I can do about it right now though…
I drink pomegranate juice and Stirling Cooper’s advice of “eggs, protein powder milkshake” day before, which is indeed a good thing. However, the triggers are entirely mental, and now I wonder what is best way to rewire my brain and sexual triggers. One idea is to not fap AT ALL until it is rewired; another is to fap in the posture that I would need to be hard in for sex, with a condom.
Further ideas include penile sensitivity creams and following ED articles from both GC and Lofty
Overall, will approach it from two angles: Tantra (Multi-orgasmic man) and nutrition (L Arginine for Nitric Oxide, and Black Maca).
What is odd is that I never had it to this extent as last 2 weeks. I am young, fit and healthy, how is this possible! But good news is that now I’m really focusing on tackling it and thus will breakthrough to green lands once this is properly solved, for life.
One thing I realized it may be is actually… THE COLD. My room is not the warmest. Not much I can do about it right now though…
Outlook
She’s actually the hottest girl I’ve ever been with. Her naked backside is straight out of my vision board. Super slim waist, tight and big but firm ass. And we saw each other a few times already since then and very intimate vibes. I am almost glad I leave “soon” because if this happened at home, I don’t know if I’d end up in a relationship just by default… it’s because I am very laissez-faire with things and am still learning to draw more lines. Although then I would simply see her at much lower frequency actually, so it’s fine.So now am just enjoying this time and still going out (although as of writing this I fell sick unfortunately - and HBGeorgia offered to come to mine to bring me medicine despite living 40min away, what a sweetie). I actually do want to hit my Tier 3 goal of 16+ lays in this time here, and she was #14. I never expected to come this close to it, when I was creating my goal matrix half a year ago I was adding this just for completeness sake, and yet here I am actually close to surpassing even my wildest expectations…
Onwards!
-Dev
