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BUS GIRL: Was going to the ren fest, went to park and ride. this fucking smokeshow hotty sat next to me. her friends sat across the isle. they were dressed up. I don't care about my typos btw. i engaged her. i would have liked to do more touching- i know how that works but the proximity was so close. I asked her questions- i think interesting questions (personal to her). i didn't make it all about me and i don't think i bored her. There were moments of silence. i didn't try to force speech but at the same time i didn't like there being too much dead air. Her friends later came over to sit in front of us. they looked back and eagerly engaged me. They were dressed nice. The one by me had a hot face- an orange-reddish dress. Fucking hot face. Fine ass i saw later.
They asked for advice what to see and everything. I told them stuff, wander, shop, drink mead, go see the tomato insult guy (where people pay to throw tomatoes at this guy). As the bus stopped and arrived I told them "I'll let you wander around. if i see you later we can get a drink". I expected to see them again but i did not run into them. That was a disappointment. What could i have done? I genuinely expected to see them again and i thougth it would be cooler if i didn't try to attach to them.
FAIRY GIRL: I also ran into fairy girl. Well she has a stand so i walked up to it. I first met her last weekend. i happened to be standing near her and her friend at the booth and she just engaged me and role played about fairies and stuff. she's at this fairy booth and wore wings on her. I jumped in her frame. She was playful. she was also hot and feminine. she gave me some trinket from the case and said bring something sometime but we talked for like 10 minutes. I have no clue if they really want me or whatever but it feels like they do and i feel chemistry. I saw her again yesterday because i went yesterday and today. We talked a bit. Today I saw her but briefly. My fear is stalling or not increasing things and getting in a dead space but often i eject from that fear- there is a no win situation. I think women are afraid i can't close or be sexual but i can if they meet me half way. They don't meet you half way here in minnesota. it is all about plausible deniability.
Anyway as i left YESTERDAY i knew i wanted to bring her something TODAY- to show that i care and want her, but i didn't know what. i found i had this little one-up green mario mushroom thing i got at starbucks a while back that is kind of interesting so i brought that. after i left the girls from the bus and chatted up this girl who was kind of interesting in the front selling beef sticks i meandered and found myself in front of that fairy place so i approached, told her to hold out her hand, and i put that in it. she asked about it. i told her. told her it could be a hat for her frog as the top comes off. her frog needed hats. i helped her twist it off because she struggled. she's feminine and girlie and i like her but i left. i didn't want to wear out my welcome. that's a big thing for me, not wanting to wear it out. it feels like damned if i do damned if i don't.
And good women are still far and few between. There are not a lot of them. These experiences are RARE. i don't get a lot of chances cause this place is dry and obese and ironic and spoken for. Oh also..
misc: as i was leaving yesterday on the bus I saw this hot girl in line waiting for the bus and her dad and brother. I ended up sitting next to her dad on the way back, we talked about game of thrones and stuff. He ended up introducing me to his daughter and we had the easiest conversation. she's actually from my hometown one state over, outside of minnesota. we went to the same high school years apart. That's a keeper type girl and maybe the fact that she's from there explains a lot. maybe i'm in the wrong fucking place but she's engaged to a fucking pilot. That's the second girl i lost to a pilot but i mean i hardly lost her but i don't mind the fact he's a pilot. I'm not heart broken by that as much as insulted or discouraged. the fucking good ones or easy ones to connect to are taken- and I never compromise my standards- so if i liked and was open to someone, that means something. Nothing you can do about this case but thought to mention it.
They asked for advice what to see and everything. I told them stuff, wander, shop, drink mead, go see the tomato insult guy (where people pay to throw tomatoes at this guy). As the bus stopped and arrived I told them "I'll let you wander around. if i see you later we can get a drink". I expected to see them again but i did not run into them. That was a disappointment. What could i have done? I genuinely expected to see them again and i thougth it would be cooler if i didn't try to attach to them.
FAIRY GIRL: I also ran into fairy girl. Well she has a stand so i walked up to it. I first met her last weekend. i happened to be standing near her and her friend at the booth and she just engaged me and role played about fairies and stuff. she's at this fairy booth and wore wings on her. I jumped in her frame. She was playful. she was also hot and feminine. she gave me some trinket from the case and said bring something sometime but we talked for like 10 minutes. I have no clue if they really want me or whatever but it feels like they do and i feel chemistry. I saw her again yesterday because i went yesterday and today. We talked a bit. Today I saw her but briefly. My fear is stalling or not increasing things and getting in a dead space but often i eject from that fear- there is a no win situation. I think women are afraid i can't close or be sexual but i can if they meet me half way. They don't meet you half way here in minnesota. it is all about plausible deniability.
Anyway as i left YESTERDAY i knew i wanted to bring her something TODAY- to show that i care and want her, but i didn't know what. i found i had this little one-up green mario mushroom thing i got at starbucks a while back that is kind of interesting so i brought that. after i left the girls from the bus and chatted up this girl who was kind of interesting in the front selling beef sticks i meandered and found myself in front of that fairy place so i approached, told her to hold out her hand, and i put that in it. she asked about it. i told her. told her it could be a hat for her frog as the top comes off. her frog needed hats. i helped her twist it off because she struggled. she's feminine and girlie and i like her but i left. i didn't want to wear out my welcome. that's a big thing for me, not wanting to wear it out. it feels like damned if i do damned if i don't.
And good women are still far and few between. There are not a lot of them. These experiences are RARE. i don't get a lot of chances cause this place is dry and obese and ironic and spoken for. Oh also..
misc: as i was leaving yesterday on the bus I saw this hot girl in line waiting for the bus and her dad and brother. I ended up sitting next to her dad on the way back, we talked about game of thrones and stuff. He ended up introducing me to his daughter and we had the easiest conversation. she's actually from my hometown one state over, outside of minnesota. we went to the same high school years apart. That's a keeper type girl and maybe the fact that she's from there explains a lot. maybe i'm in the wrong fucking place but she's engaged to a fucking pilot. That's the second girl i lost to a pilot but i mean i hardly lost her but i don't mind the fact he's a pilot. I'm not heart broken by that as much as insulted or discouraged. the fucking good ones or easy ones to connect to are taken- and I never compromise my standards- so if i liked and was open to someone, that means something. Nothing you can do about this case but thought to mention it.
