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So, I don't really know how much of a "field report" this is...it's just an interaction I had while walking to class this morning..
My class started at 8am this morning. I got in the campus building, but forgot my phone at home so had no idea the time. I walked up the stairs for some reason, even though my class was downstairs. I kept walking up the stairs, whatever. So I'm walking, and this part of the upstairs overlooks the computer commons area. There's just a rail. I'm walking, and I look right (towards all the people in the commons), and I see a girl from behind. She's got the body of a freaking goddess, marvelous hair, and then she turns so I can see her front, and she was extremely cute and... one of the hottest girls I have seen in a while. So I stare. She is gorgeous. And as I'm walking, I think, I should go talk to her and meet her. So I ask a guy around the corner by a staircase what the time was, and I thinking to myself, if it's ANY time before 8 (class starts 8:10am) then I will go talk to her, no question. It was 7:58. I go downstairs, do a little loop and I go talk to her. She is just as cute up close as from a distance. So yea, her name was Ashely, and I was a little nervous, but yea, I'm not going to ask for a number and ruin myself by expecting anything.
So I go to class, and I feel awesome, I feel great. Like, what a great start to a day, meeting the hottest chick ever. So I go on with my day, and I see her later on near my section of the campus, where my lab classes are, and essentially, where I live. So I'm like hey, you! What's up!? She didn't say anything, and just walked away, like, that weird guy hahaha, to her friend. Look at how guys want me hahaha!
So it's just like... why did I feel good in the first place? Why... everything? What's the point?
I'm taking the first step, and I'm putting myself out there, and not even out there too much, in a needy unattractive way, but it still backfires and still ends up making me look.... weak. I've been feeling pretty awesome this week. Here's the call back down to Earth.
Thank you Ashely
My class started at 8am this morning. I got in the campus building, but forgot my phone at home so had no idea the time. I walked up the stairs for some reason, even though my class was downstairs. I kept walking up the stairs, whatever. So I'm walking, and this part of the upstairs overlooks the computer commons area. There's just a rail. I'm walking, and I look right (towards all the people in the commons), and I see a girl from behind. She's got the body of a freaking goddess, marvelous hair, and then she turns so I can see her front, and she was extremely cute and... one of the hottest girls I have seen in a while. So I stare. She is gorgeous. And as I'm walking, I think, I should go talk to her and meet her. So I ask a guy around the corner by a staircase what the time was, and I thinking to myself, if it's ANY time before 8 (class starts 8:10am) then I will go talk to her, no question. It was 7:58. I go downstairs, do a little loop and I go talk to her. She is just as cute up close as from a distance. So yea, her name was Ashely, and I was a little nervous, but yea, I'm not going to ask for a number and ruin myself by expecting anything.
So I go to class, and I feel awesome, I feel great. Like, what a great start to a day, meeting the hottest chick ever. So I go on with my day, and I see her later on near my section of the campus, where my lab classes are, and essentially, where I live. So I'm like hey, you! What's up!? She didn't say anything, and just walked away, like, that weird guy hahaha, to her friend. Look at how guys want me hahaha!
So it's just like... why did I feel good in the first place? Why... everything? What's the point?
I'm taking the first step, and I'm putting myself out there, and not even out there too much, in a needy unattractive way, but it still backfires and still ends up making me look.... weak. I've been feeling pretty awesome this week. Here's the call back down to Earth.
Thank you Ashely
