Well today i called up a family friend(she is a bit older than me in her 30's i'm currently 21 she has a boyfriend and kids but i don't want anything serious) This is not the first time talking to her. Every time i talk to her i know there is a shit test around the corner so i had negative thoughts about how it wouldn’t work out the way that i thought. within minutes she stated that i didn't really care about her and that i only see her/ talk was when my “daddy” was home.. i got nervous and i shamefully submitted to her frame and agreed with her. (i haven't talked to her in weeks i tried to focus on improving myself). we talk have a couple of laughs then the conversation dries up and she starts ignoring me and said i wasn't talking bout much. So i tell her ill hit her up some other time, Her attitude changes and she starts giving me the same line that she will call sometime (i seriously doubt it) and to tell her how my appointment for Laser tattoo removal goes. so i just said that ill call her if i need her. For some reason i feel terrified to turn the conversation sexual in any way. Its not just with her but every girl. i'm worried too much about offending women somehow, but at the same time it feels like i end up losing them if i don't turn the conversation sexual. Please help me, i'm not sure if this women is a lost cause or i just don't have enough "game" yet. i don't want to be a Beta Male forever