Ive been seeing this super sweet girl for the past few months that literally SHOWERS me with gifts (never comes empty handed every single time she comes over), buys us tickets to things, buys me food, etc.
I’m a very giving person myself so I’ve been trying to keep it kinda even keel. She painted me this awesome art piece, then bought me flowers and food so yesterday I took her to a fancy dinner and paid for it. I keep feeling like I “owe” something back to her for the insanely sweet ways she treats me. She’s super submissive with me, sex is phenomenal and we laugh and joke all the time together.
I find myself doing sweet things back these days but it almost feels not authentic from my side but rather my attempt to keep it even. Theres definitely a mutual obsession going on here.
Yesterday, when I was at that fancy dinner, i felt beta af. I thought to myself, why am I taking this girl to a fancy dinner and paying for it- and to be honest when i thought of the idea i genuinely wanted to do it as a thank you to her. But when i got there, it felt like i was being too provider-ish.
Is this because ive conditioned myself so deeply to be a lover over the past 10 years that things like this make me feel weird? Or is it because it really is too provider-ish to take a girl to a fancy dinner and pay for it?
I’m a very giving person myself so I’ve been trying to keep it kinda even keel. She painted me this awesome art piece, then bought me flowers and food so yesterday I took her to a fancy dinner and paid for it. I keep feeling like I “owe” something back to her for the insanely sweet ways she treats me. She’s super submissive with me, sex is phenomenal and we laugh and joke all the time together.
I find myself doing sweet things back these days but it almost feels not authentic from my side but rather my attempt to keep it even. Theres definitely a mutual obsession going on here.
Yesterday, when I was at that fancy dinner, i felt beta af. I thought to myself, why am I taking this girl to a fancy dinner and paying for it- and to be honest when i thought of the idea i genuinely wanted to do it as a thank you to her. But when i got there, it felt like i was being too provider-ish.
Is this because ive conditioned myself so deeply to be a lover over the past 10 years that things like this make me feel weird? Or is it because it really is too provider-ish to take a girl to a fancy dinner and pay for it?