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Hi, I am new to this forum and I am looking for help.
I have been in the game for the past 6 months, reading, learning and just going for it when I can.
Last weekend I got back from a festival. I had one of the best weekends of my life. I met a beautiful woman we spent a lot of time together, the connection was something I have not experienced for sometime. I am trying to not get emotionally involved but I can’t help it, for me she has it all and I want our relationship to progress. We have kissed, slept together (no sex), endless keno and danced the night away all weekend.
Towards the end I started being unauthentic, I said a few things that have made me look like a bit of a twat. It was said with scope to increase attraction, look mysterious and rebellious but it was just an enhanced version of the truth. I said I was involved in various illegal activities and made it into something it’s not, I’m a bit of a rebel yes but I’m not not a career criminal that does serious shit. Epic fail.
The last message I received from her was this.
Hey.
That's a lovely message. Tbh, I think I've been the opposite of you. I've been trying not to think about my life at all. Feel like nothing in my life is going well right now. I'm not sure what to say about us. I do like you but tbh some of the stuff you told me makes me think I shouldn't try to get involved.
The connection was out of this world, Neither of us will deny that. I tried to be a bad boy which was unauthentic for me. Is this a shit test? How do I proceed from here, back up and try and explain, own it all, come clean be vulnerable? I feel this interaction is at make or break and I want nothing more than to level this up and feel the way she made me feel again.
Any help would be greatly received, thank you in advance
I have been in the game for the past 6 months, reading, learning and just going for it when I can.
Last weekend I got back from a festival. I had one of the best weekends of my life. I met a beautiful woman we spent a lot of time together, the connection was something I have not experienced for sometime. I am trying to not get emotionally involved but I can’t help it, for me she has it all and I want our relationship to progress. We have kissed, slept together (no sex), endless keno and danced the night away all weekend.
Towards the end I started being unauthentic, I said a few things that have made me look like a bit of a twat. It was said with scope to increase attraction, look mysterious and rebellious but it was just an enhanced version of the truth. I said I was involved in various illegal activities and made it into something it’s not, I’m a bit of a rebel yes but I’m not not a career criminal that does serious shit. Epic fail.
The last message I received from her was this.
Hey.
That's a lovely message. Tbh, I think I've been the opposite of you. I've been trying not to think about my life at all. Feel like nothing in my life is going well right now. I'm not sure what to say about us. I do like you but tbh some of the stuff you told me makes me think I shouldn't try to get involved.
The connection was out of this world, Neither of us will deny that. I tried to be a bad boy which was unauthentic for me. Is this a shit test? How do I proceed from here, back up and try and explain, own it all, come clean be vulnerable? I feel this interaction is at make or break and I want nothing more than to level this up and feel the way she made me feel again.
Any help would be greatly received, thank you in advance
