@Eliu
Congrats, and welcome to a new world
You're in for one hell of a ride.
This LR is very similar to my first LR, including how you found Girlschase and everything that followed. Check it out if you want:
https://boards.girlschase.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=11790&p=59468#p59468
You and I both fell head over heels for a girl while in high school, scared her off, chased after her in vain, and then found Chase Amante and the website and had our entire world revolutionized. It's pretty cool to read about how someone else shared such a similar and powerful experience.
You've entered a new phase in your journey. If Part 1 was your brief time with that girl, and Part 2 was finding GC and obsessing over the material, Part 3 is the aftermath of your initial success with women. Losing your virginity like that is special, and you won't be the same, though it took me a few months to realize it and that may be the case for you too. I won't spoil all of it, but Part 4 is truly awesome.
You're still going to make a lot of mistakes, despite knowing better from all that you've read. You'll still have many highs and lows. But you are a new man now, a conqueror. You're a killer, a dangerous man. Don't let up on the momentum. Keep at it and one day you will wake up and realize that you are the essence of male sexuality, straight from a romance novel, and that's just how your life is. Not only that, but you'll realize that you've been that man for some time. You are still a couple years away from this, but know that it is in the cards should you keep developing.
I'm going to tell you something I wish someone told me right after I lost my v-card. It may not apply to you like it did to me, but here goes: you don't want to jump into a relationship with her. The first girl I slept with was one of the most wonderful girls I've ever been with, and I had it bad for her. She was exactly my type, even now, and while I wouldn't change a single thing from my first night with her, the emotions blinded me to several big issues with her and turned my focus onto her instead of learning and mastering game. Had I been more resolute about my goals I wouldn't have handled her the way I did, and would have dodged a lot of problems.
You absolutely need to keep meeting more girls. Use your momentum from this first time. Don't think about getting into a relationship until you are surrounded by awesome women and one of them stands out, and even then, if you are serious about learning all this site provides, don't be exclusive.
One last thing: while online game has its perks, I'd highly recommend focusing a lot more on meeting girls in real life. I had absolutely shitty logistics too back in HS, with a very conservative Catholic father watching me like a hawk, but it isn't the hurdle you make it out to be. You can escalate with girls in public, at parties, or get really good at getting to a girl's place. Online game doesn't translate very well to approaching girls in person, and you'll meet way higher caliber girls on the street as opposed to Tinder, plus they will respect you a lot more.
Well done my man, looking forward to seeing how you continue to progress!
Ambiance
