I (40M) have a friend (27F). We used to be coworkers. Over a year ago on a company retreat I really got to know her and began connecting with her and I noticed I caught her gaze one night. After that we went out dancing once with a group of her friends. She didn't introduce me to her friends as a friend.
I asked her out soon after, over the phone. She said she wasn't really on the market right now, but wanted to continue what we started on our company retreat (connecting intellectually and emotionally). She agreed to get together, but flaked. I was like, "Whatever." and I immediately began seeing someone else. Then my friend initiated a dinner hang out so we did and it was a disaster.
I met her quarterly for lunch after that. I was in a relationship and she would get uncomfortable if I discussed it with her. I ended up breaking up with that person and I began to see my friend more often. We go out once a month for drinks and dinner. I always pay because I am generous - with everyone; men women, whatever and she has seen this. I know she admires me as a man as she compliments me in those ways.
So 2 weeks ago I took my friend to a nice dinner and we had a great time. We flirted, touched each other playfully, and I teased her. Toward the end of our night, I told her I liked her more than as a friend and asked if I could take her on a proper date. She said, "Yeah sure, but no promises or expectations." She could tell I was about to kiss her after this as I walked to her car and she said, "Save it for the date." She later said she had a great time when I made sure she got home safe.
So I texted her the next day and set it up. An expensive Omakase restaurant which required a deposit. Yeah its expensive, but we have nice taste, I know her well, and I wanted to be a badass first date. She was excited and agreed. But the date couldn't happen for 3 weeks due to her traveling and then me traveling this week. I made the reservation.
I was completely radio silent for 2 weeks till today. I texted her, "Hey stranger. What's new in your world?" and she never replied. We don't text often, but she usually replies quickly. It has made me very anxious that she is going to flake, as she flaked before. She also may be dating other people; I'm not sure I just assume everyone is....
1. Should I preemptively cancel the date? I can find another date, but it will be a ridiculous first date. I cannot get my deposit back from the restaurant.
I was thinking of sending this text - It is a takeaway and a pretty benign neg:
2. Or should I just wait it out and coordinate with her what time I'll pick her up for our date early Mon/Tues?
I have played this whole relationship/situation very cool and patiently, but to come so close to getting out of the friendzone and then get denied would be unbearable. It would really hurt to get flaked on at this point and I may have to walk away from the friendship, for my own health, unfortunately.
Any advice, please? I do not want to blow this. Thanks!
I asked her out soon after, over the phone. She said she wasn't really on the market right now, but wanted to continue what we started on our company retreat (connecting intellectually and emotionally). She agreed to get together, but flaked. I was like, "Whatever." and I immediately began seeing someone else. Then my friend initiated a dinner hang out so we did and it was a disaster.
I met her quarterly for lunch after that. I was in a relationship and she would get uncomfortable if I discussed it with her. I ended up breaking up with that person and I began to see my friend more often. We go out once a month for drinks and dinner. I always pay because I am generous - with everyone; men women, whatever and she has seen this. I know she admires me as a man as she compliments me in those ways.
So 2 weeks ago I took my friend to a nice dinner and we had a great time. We flirted, touched each other playfully, and I teased her. Toward the end of our night, I told her I liked her more than as a friend and asked if I could take her on a proper date. She said, "Yeah sure, but no promises or expectations." She could tell I was about to kiss her after this as I walked to her car and she said, "Save it for the date." She later said she had a great time when I made sure she got home safe.
So I texted her the next day and set it up. An expensive Omakase restaurant which required a deposit. Yeah its expensive, but we have nice taste, I know her well, and I wanted to be a badass first date. She was excited and agreed. But the date couldn't happen for 3 weeks due to her traveling and then me traveling this week. I made the reservation.
I was completely radio silent for 2 weeks till today. I texted her, "Hey stranger. What's new in your world?" and she never replied. We don't text often, but she usually replies quickly. It has made me very anxious that she is going to flake, as she flaked before. She also may be dating other people; I'm not sure I just assume everyone is....
1. Should I preemptively cancel the date? I can find another date, but it will be a ridiculous first date. I cannot get my deposit back from the restaurant.
I was thinking of sending this text - It is a takeaway and a pretty benign neg:
So I'm feeling that vibe.... I understand if you are nervous about me and our plans. I don't want you to feel any pressure or expectation from me. Know that there are no conditions or strings attached to anything I do. I wanted to go have fun together like we always do and see if our connection could grow in a really awesome way. I have felt a romantic chemistry growing lately with you and I bet you have too. But maybe you aren't ready for this. How would you feel about canceling our date? I can make other arrangements for Wednesday. Am I wrong? What do you think?
2. Or should I just wait it out and coordinate with her what time I'll pick her up for our date early Mon/Tues?
I have played this whole relationship/situation very cool and patiently, but to come so close to getting out of the friendzone and then get denied would be unbearable. It would really hurt to get flaked on at this point and I may have to walk away from the friendship, for my own health, unfortunately.
Any advice, please? I do not want to blow this. Thanks!