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so about 2 years into game I met her,and it was love at first sight girl,she wasnt just fly,she also had a sexy walk and a killer fashion sense,and good english(something not to be taken for granted in kenya).
she was headstrong and had an animated personality,not just that from our talks she made it clear that she knew how to please a man,she hinted she was a freak in the sheets
I was instantly hoked right in,i was in love,there was one problem tho,I coudnt lay her i ,after multiple dates,i couldnt get her and not just that,she always seemed to be just over the horizon,what with all her compliments(i didnt know a girl who compliments you is often a tease) ,her touch and naughty talk,I always felt like shes almost within my grasp,i just need one more step,just one more date,just one more text and she will be mine, slowly but surely she became my oneitis,
desire turned to desperation and desperation turned to despair,my gamer frame broke down completely,I threw away the rule book,I pulled out all stops.
I confessed my love to her,i begged her to be mine,keep in mind that at this time i had not gotten even as much as a kiss from her.
I started chasing hard,predictably the more i chased the more distant she became,she would ignore messages and flake on dates,and one day after she stood me up, heartbroken and dejected i deleted her number,
Deleting that number took a herculean effort.
I blocked her on all social media ,which was a very illogical move since in all the time we knew each other she had never contacted me first.
but i guess it was just an ego thing.
I drowned myself in approaches,got many adventures,many lays and way more rejections and yet I was never free,she haunted me,I always thought about her,all models on billboards looked like her and I always saw her face in every crowd.
Fast forward to 4 years into the future,Im a pretty consistent seducer but I always look at her as the gold standard,the one that got away,the most beautiful girl i ever approached,
I however don't have her number,until i remember the block list,i go to my block list and sure enough her number is there,the irony is not lost on me,the one thing i did to make sure contact is impossible becomes the thing that ensures contact is possible.
My gamer friend goes out on a date with her,the girl practically pulls him over to her place,but as my gamer friend escalates the girl shuts down,her resistance is very violent,and the girl ultimately all but kicks my friend out ,”she locked herself in her room and forced me to sleep on the couch”my friend bitterly recounts ,i listen wide eyed,the lessons might have been lost on him,but they sure as hell were not lost on me.
See my oneitis is a feminist,strong,stubborn independent woman,
She has an absurdly high lay count(eighties),lame shy intimidated men have fucked her,yet my skilled gamer friend failed to,and I too had failed for years.
Gamers are ultra masculine men,they have been taugt that a man should lead,and they lead the seduction,this works in an overwhelming majority of the cases,except when you come across a girl like my oneitis she has high testesterone and she want to lead too.
,I thought back at all the times we had hang around together and I felt that it was important for her to feel like she is the one making the decisions ,she didnt want a strong man who can lead,she wanted a feminine man who can follow,armed with this newfound revelation i called her for a date.
Much to my suprise ,rather than go out she said that we should meet up at her place,we cooked and talked,and I fought all my seducer instincts to escalate,and sure enough as the night went on she started escalating on me,within no time she was naked ,we started grinding on each other and she unzipped me and put my penis inside her,it could not have happened any other way, throughout the episode I felt like she was using me like a sex doll,(she was more interested in her pleasure than in mine)
EPILOGUE
I wake up to a bunch of missed callls from my oneitis,she has been chasing hard lately,we have met a couple of times and as long as i let her play the dominant role,she might let me fuck,
i often look at her naked and think,she is beautiful but she is by no measure the most beautiful girl i have ever laid,my how time plays tricks on the mind,when i didnt have her i thought she was a godess
i had chased her,tried for her,cried for her,thought that if i had half a chance i would make a wife of her
And now that i had her,i felt like the sex was one of the worst i ever had,the rationing of affection was infuriating,the taking on a beta role was too much for my pride
sure Her personality is interesting yet not interesting enough to make up for the mediocre sex and the submmisive role i had to put up with.
and sure i had learnt a bunch of lessons on how to lay dominant women,but i would rather go for more feminine women,im not planning on gaming any more dominant women,ive had my fill for a lifetime to tell you the truth.
while i was gaming,i dd not just get girls,i also got high standards and an eye for spotting red flags(she parties a lot,she is perpettually jobless,she has an over 80 lay count),
as 2019 draws to a close,the chapter of my oneitis also draws to a close,
Rather than her being a girl I would spend the rest of my life with(or even a girl of any sinificant significance),i think she will just be another stamp on my passport,a place I travelled to sometime.
she was headstrong and had an animated personality,not just that from our talks she made it clear that she knew how to please a man,she hinted she was a freak in the sheets
I was instantly hoked right in,i was in love,there was one problem tho,I coudnt lay her i ,after multiple dates,i couldnt get her and not just that,she always seemed to be just over the horizon,what with all her compliments(i didnt know a girl who compliments you is often a tease) ,her touch and naughty talk,I always felt like shes almost within my grasp,i just need one more step,just one more date,just one more text and she will be mine, slowly but surely she became my oneitis,
desire turned to desperation and desperation turned to despair,my gamer frame broke down completely,I threw away the rule book,I pulled out all stops.
I confessed my love to her,i begged her to be mine,keep in mind that at this time i had not gotten even as much as a kiss from her.
I started chasing hard,predictably the more i chased the more distant she became,she would ignore messages and flake on dates,and one day after she stood me up, heartbroken and dejected i deleted her number,
Deleting that number took a herculean effort.
I blocked her on all social media ,which was a very illogical move since in all the time we knew each other she had never contacted me first.
but i guess it was just an ego thing.
I drowned myself in approaches,got many adventures,many lays and way more rejections and yet I was never free,she haunted me,I always thought about her,all models on billboards looked like her and I always saw her face in every crowd.
Fast forward to 4 years into the future,Im a pretty consistent seducer but I always look at her as the gold standard,the one that got away,the most beautiful girl i ever approached,
I however don't have her number,until i remember the block list,i go to my block list and sure enough her number is there,the irony is not lost on me,the one thing i did to make sure contact is impossible becomes the thing that ensures contact is possible.
My gamer friend goes out on a date with her,the girl practically pulls him over to her place,but as my gamer friend escalates the girl shuts down,her resistance is very violent,and the girl ultimately all but kicks my friend out ,”she locked herself in her room and forced me to sleep on the couch”my friend bitterly recounts ,i listen wide eyed,the lessons might have been lost on him,but they sure as hell were not lost on me.
See my oneitis is a feminist,strong,stubborn independent woman,
She has an absurdly high lay count(eighties),lame shy intimidated men have fucked her,yet my skilled gamer friend failed to,and I too had failed for years.
Gamers are ultra masculine men,they have been taugt that a man should lead,and they lead the seduction,this works in an overwhelming majority of the cases,except when you come across a girl like my oneitis she has high testesterone and she want to lead too.
,I thought back at all the times we had hang around together and I felt that it was important for her to feel like she is the one making the decisions ,she didnt want a strong man who can lead,she wanted a feminine man who can follow,armed with this newfound revelation i called her for a date.
Much to my suprise ,rather than go out she said that we should meet up at her place,we cooked and talked,and I fought all my seducer instincts to escalate,and sure enough as the night went on she started escalating on me,within no time she was naked ,we started grinding on each other and she unzipped me and put my penis inside her,it could not have happened any other way, throughout the episode I felt like she was using me like a sex doll,(she was more interested in her pleasure than in mine)
EPILOGUE
I wake up to a bunch of missed callls from my oneitis,she has been chasing hard lately,we have met a couple of times and as long as i let her play the dominant role,she might let me fuck,
i often look at her naked and think,she is beautiful but she is by no measure the most beautiful girl i have ever laid,my how time plays tricks on the mind,when i didnt have her i thought she was a godess
i had chased her,tried for her,cried for her,thought that if i had half a chance i would make a wife of her
And now that i had her,i felt like the sex was one of the worst i ever had,the rationing of affection was infuriating,the taking on a beta role was too much for my pride
sure Her personality is interesting yet not interesting enough to make up for the mediocre sex and the submmisive role i had to put up with.
and sure i had learnt a bunch of lessons on how to lay dominant women,but i would rather go for more feminine women,im not planning on gaming any more dominant women,ive had my fill for a lifetime to tell you the truth.
while i was gaming,i dd not just get girls,i also got high standards and an eye for spotting red flags(she parties a lot,she is perpettually jobless,she has an over 80 lay count),
as 2019 draws to a close,the chapter of my oneitis also draws to a close,
Rather than her being a girl I would spend the rest of my life with(or even a girl of any sinificant significance),i think she will just be another stamp on my passport,a place I travelled to sometime.
