Hey guys, so tonight met up with some old friends I haven't seen in a bit to catch up but mostly to get myself out to talk to chicks. Pretty drunk atm, so ill make edits if thy need to be made in the morning. Typing with my eyes closed... literally fucking tired.
Okay so I worked from like 2:30pm till 9pm. After work walked to l store and bought a nip and met my friends at the bar around 10ish. Socialized with them an I complimented a few people girls and dudes until we decided to hit another bar on the strip. it was about 1!:30ish when we hit the second bar and I was four drinks in. Had two beers previously followed by an Irish car bomb. So we get there I'm sippin with my boy maximilian and his boy matty and Tdog. Matty wants to talk to some girls but Maximillian pussy's out. We are talking socializing and I was glancing in the direction of this girl so I decide to approach after contemplating for like 10 or more mins. Shes with a group of two other girls and one guy. I go up to her and say hey your fucking sexy I'm raqimus. Says thank you and we exchange pleasantry's I chat a bit then ask if she's single she says she's happily in relationship so I chat a second more then exit. I talk to her just to get the night going, so I start approaching. Matty is talking to max about this hot red head so and matty says hey go approach her and I'm like fuck it I'm gonna do it I go around to her get a smile but end up talking to her friend who's with some guy so I talk to the girl she ends up saying she's with dude after I ask her who's she's with. I talk to the dude for a sec he seems cool then I make my exit. I head back to where my boys are after circling the bar its an oblong shape. I talk to them and the entire time we've got there there's these two girls that matty wanted to talk to and have max wing man. Max pussys out so I say fuck it and I go in nd start taking to the two girls. I let matty have the attractive one maybe I should of had her because I actually thought she was attractive instead I took the less attractive one. Dove her and I was really trying to force myself to be interested I got her number ad shit but I felt like she wasn't interested went back to max and tdog. max said wow you just ditched I said I wasn't feeling it and he said okay ill bail him out soon. I had to piss, so I did that and went back up and max had the chubby one while matty was talking to the attractive one. Told him before i pissed, to grab her number but said he wasn't feeling it. Our group was over at the spot with the two girls and I didn't feel it so I decided to walk to bar. Walked the square and I ended up dancing with two girls just having fun asked one girl who she was with and pointed to dude next to me. Maybe I was being a bit too friendly and not sexy enough. Get back to the group and im chatting with tdog not really interested in the two chicks. Grab a smoke from max and head outside and as I'm walkin through a group of guys I'm sure one called me a loser maybe its my anxiety but I ignored it and went outside to smoke. I go back to the entrance d find out from max and tdog who are outside that we are cut off says some female manager. I noticed some chick and security in our general area kinda glancing at us and standing in our vacinity but I don't think we were drunk. Nice but not drunk.
Grab my shit from inside and see that the took my drink so I say fuck it and we bounce to next bar. We are in next bar and tdog and max go in before me and matty so they are downstairs and we gotta wait till more people come out. Eventually me an matty go in. Matty points out a group of two and I say fuck it and start chatting with them. Not really interested but trying to get used to approaching. Chat with them but I'm starting to get tired and I try but I cant keep convos going. Talk to one chick I'm not interested in and I'm try to keep things going for the others since matty and max are talking to one chick. Talking to her and a third one joins the group and I let the one I'm talking to fade off as I jut enjoy the music and go introverted. I just didn't feel like talking to anyone it was too much. later on its the three chicks from a group of four girls and a guy talking to the three of my boys nd they form a bubble. I'm off to the side a bit watching the music videos bobbing along to the music and I notice the girls glancing or like I think one of them. I try engaging but I'm ignored I don't care to much and go back to the music. My boys try to reengage me with he group I appreciate it and I try but I'm just to tired to care. I chill back a bit and just tell tdog I'm out I need to leave since I gotta work I the am, his facial expression is disapproving but I need to leave. tell em peace out and peace out to the ladies and I leave. Literally was falling asleep on the train.
What I took from tonight.
Maybe I cam off creepy or value leeching since we were cut off? I don't know, maybe I was a bit too friendly.
Talking to girls who don't interest you is so fucking hard I was trying but got god eye contact but it was just nothing maybe I was too platonic. I threw in a bit of sexual shit it went okay but I really didn't care. I also thought maybe I expended too much energy with girls I wasn't into. Maybe a little too much entertainer and less sexy. Maybe even boring I don't know. Also maybe I was a bit too nice putting others before myself when it came to friends. I don't know I was being a crash that night to just approach.
I'm gonna go out again when I get some time but let me know if there's anything that spoke to anyone or any suggestions. If you need elaborations let me know and I'll try to elaborate thanks for reading guys. I'M GOIN TO FUCKING SLEEP
Okay so I worked from like 2:30pm till 9pm. After work walked to l store and bought a nip and met my friends at the bar around 10ish. Socialized with them an I complimented a few people girls and dudes until we decided to hit another bar on the strip. it was about 1!:30ish when we hit the second bar and I was four drinks in. Had two beers previously followed by an Irish car bomb. So we get there I'm sippin with my boy maximilian and his boy matty and Tdog. Matty wants to talk to some girls but Maximillian pussy's out. We are talking socializing and I was glancing in the direction of this girl so I decide to approach after contemplating for like 10 or more mins. Shes with a group of two other girls and one guy. I go up to her and say hey your fucking sexy I'm raqimus. Says thank you and we exchange pleasantry's I chat a bit then ask if she's single she says she's happily in relationship so I chat a second more then exit. I talk to her just to get the night going, so I start approaching. Matty is talking to max about this hot red head so and matty says hey go approach her and I'm like fuck it I'm gonna do it I go around to her get a smile but end up talking to her friend who's with some guy so I talk to the girl she ends up saying she's with dude after I ask her who's she's with. I talk to the dude for a sec he seems cool then I make my exit. I head back to where my boys are after circling the bar its an oblong shape. I talk to them and the entire time we've got there there's these two girls that matty wanted to talk to and have max wing man. Max pussys out so I say fuck it and I go in nd start taking to the two girls. I let matty have the attractive one maybe I should of had her because I actually thought she was attractive instead I took the less attractive one. Dove her and I was really trying to force myself to be interested I got her number ad shit but I felt like she wasn't interested went back to max and tdog. max said wow you just ditched I said I wasn't feeling it and he said okay ill bail him out soon. I had to piss, so I did that and went back up and max had the chubby one while matty was talking to the attractive one. Told him before i pissed, to grab her number but said he wasn't feeling it. Our group was over at the spot with the two girls and I didn't feel it so I decided to walk to bar. Walked the square and I ended up dancing with two girls just having fun asked one girl who she was with and pointed to dude next to me. Maybe I was being a bit too friendly and not sexy enough. Get back to the group and im chatting with tdog not really interested in the two chicks. Grab a smoke from max and head outside and as I'm walkin through a group of guys I'm sure one called me a loser maybe its my anxiety but I ignored it and went outside to smoke. I go back to the entrance d find out from max and tdog who are outside that we are cut off says some female manager. I noticed some chick and security in our general area kinda glancing at us and standing in our vacinity but I don't think we were drunk. Nice but not drunk.
Grab my shit from inside and see that the took my drink so I say fuck it and we bounce to next bar. We are in next bar and tdog and max go in before me and matty so they are downstairs and we gotta wait till more people come out. Eventually me an matty go in. Matty points out a group of two and I say fuck it and start chatting with them. Not really interested but trying to get used to approaching. Chat with them but I'm starting to get tired and I try but I cant keep convos going. Talk to one chick I'm not interested in and I'm try to keep things going for the others since matty and max are talking to one chick. Talking to her and a third one joins the group and I let the one I'm talking to fade off as I jut enjoy the music and go introverted. I just didn't feel like talking to anyone it was too much. later on its the three chicks from a group of four girls and a guy talking to the three of my boys nd they form a bubble. I'm off to the side a bit watching the music videos bobbing along to the music and I notice the girls glancing or like I think one of them. I try engaging but I'm ignored I don't care to much and go back to the music. My boys try to reengage me with he group I appreciate it and I try but I'm just to tired to care. I chill back a bit and just tell tdog I'm out I need to leave since I gotta work I the am, his facial expression is disapproving but I need to leave. tell em peace out and peace out to the ladies and I leave. Literally was falling asleep on the train.
What I took from tonight.
Maybe I cam off creepy or value leeching since we were cut off? I don't know, maybe I was a bit too friendly.
Talking to girls who don't interest you is so fucking hard I was trying but got god eye contact but it was just nothing maybe I was too platonic. I threw in a bit of sexual shit it went okay but I really didn't care. I also thought maybe I expended too much energy with girls I wasn't into. Maybe a little too much entertainer and less sexy. Maybe even boring I don't know. Also maybe I was a bit too nice putting others before myself when it came to friends. I don't know I was being a crash that night to just approach.
I'm gonna go out again when I get some time but let me know if there's anything that spoke to anyone or any suggestions. If you need elaborations let me know and I'll try to elaborate thanks for reading guys. I'M GOIN TO FUCKING SLEEP
