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Just read Chase’s article on trying to hard and found that i have been a Jester for roughly a year, and I did, infact( now that I honk about it) get there from an unknown. What I’ve found during my time as a Jester is not 100% the Adams as jesters are explained in the article, rather I’d say I’m somewhere between a king and a jester, yet far from a peasant (as I understand it)
In the early stages I was seen as a bit strange and was definintly known, but not too often as being positively known (not good with the girls at all). But now, I’m still an outsider somewhat, but my social value would be ranked right below that of the King’s of our highschool. I’m in a league of my own. That league just isn’t the highest. Now after the stunts I’ve pulled as a jester I have attracted much positive attention from girls in my classes, my grade in general, and occasionally social gatherings. I’ve not been able to close at all, but I’m pretty sure that’s because I don’t have the nessacary skills specifically with women. Not because of my social archetype.
Things brings me to the point I’m trying to offer, NOT ALL JESTER’S ARE CREATED EQUAL. I don’t know if any other jester’s at my school, except for one but that’s because he has been a long time friend and is also attempting to imitate the jester game I play. At our school, no one doesn’t know me, because I’m good at being a jester, I commit to the life-style and as an effect, Im more valuable than many who would be classified as kings. The reason I don’t know if other Jester’s could be for 2 reasons
1. There are virtually no other jesters (which would raise my value due to scarcity of Jester’s)
2. No other jesters are real, commutes jesters. The point of jesters is to attract attention and make a scene correct? If don’t know if them they haven done an effective job of being a jester
As I’ve stated, I’m not your average Jester and another point I should make to make my situation in particular is that I don’t have the issue of perceived neediness. I not constantly trying to be the spark of a conversation and be relatable.
During my time as a jester, I’ve learned confidence and self-acceptance. Multiple times I have thrown myself in front of the rejection train, and through soooo much experience at being rejected socially and being dissed hard. I’ve learned to not care. To the extant that I do believe people are attracted to the fact that I don’t care that people think I’m only a crazy fucker because I crave attention, I just say it’s what excites me and enjoy life like this, if they don’t like it they can fuck if and they are irrelevant.
Overall, my time spent as a jester will always be remembered by myself and many others. So many epic memories, and to be honest if I could become proficient in most of the concepts protaining to women, I could have had some good success with them as a the type of jester that I am now, but with progress slowing, and times changing, my old tricks are getting old and as a jester I often people feel they have license to use and manipulate me, like my feelings and desires don’t matter.
As a result, this has pushed me to decide to attempt to take the step into king, the problem is. This concept was more than just confusing to me, I don’t understand how you can meet new people in school with our my drawing attentions. My thoughts are that since I know the majority of the people (whom I know all because of my success as a jester) in the circle with the girls I want In it. However since they know me wont the change seem unnatural. Let alone the fact that I barely understand how to take the full step. I know where to start, but I don’t understand how people will respect me more and how it will make me more popular to be more conservative with my words if I’m not spending time with the other kings are they just going to flock to me? How do get the KING to look up to you
In the early stages I was seen as a bit strange and was definintly known, but not too often as being positively known (not good with the girls at all). But now, I’m still an outsider somewhat, but my social value would be ranked right below that of the King’s of our highschool. I’m in a league of my own. That league just isn’t the highest. Now after the stunts I’ve pulled as a jester I have attracted much positive attention from girls in my classes, my grade in general, and occasionally social gatherings. I’ve not been able to close at all, but I’m pretty sure that’s because I don’t have the nessacary skills specifically with women. Not because of my social archetype.
Things brings me to the point I’m trying to offer, NOT ALL JESTER’S ARE CREATED EQUAL. I don’t know if any other jester’s at my school, except for one but that’s because he has been a long time friend and is also attempting to imitate the jester game I play. At our school, no one doesn’t know me, because I’m good at being a jester, I commit to the life-style and as an effect, Im more valuable than many who would be classified as kings. The reason I don’t know if other Jester’s could be for 2 reasons
1. There are virtually no other jesters (which would raise my value due to scarcity of Jester’s)
2. No other jesters are real, commutes jesters. The point of jesters is to attract attention and make a scene correct? If don’t know if them they haven done an effective job of being a jester
As I’ve stated, I’m not your average Jester and another point I should make to make my situation in particular is that I don’t have the issue of perceived neediness. I not constantly trying to be the spark of a conversation and be relatable.
During my time as a jester, I’ve learned confidence and self-acceptance. Multiple times I have thrown myself in front of the rejection train, and through soooo much experience at being rejected socially and being dissed hard. I’ve learned to not care. To the extant that I do believe people are attracted to the fact that I don’t care that people think I’m only a crazy fucker because I crave attention, I just say it’s what excites me and enjoy life like this, if they don’t like it they can fuck if and they are irrelevant.
Overall, my time spent as a jester will always be remembered by myself and many others. So many epic memories, and to be honest if I could become proficient in most of the concepts protaining to women, I could have had some good success with them as a the type of jester that I am now, but with progress slowing, and times changing, my old tricks are getting old and as a jester I often people feel they have license to use and manipulate me, like my feelings and desires don’t matter.
As a result, this has pushed me to decide to attempt to take the step into king, the problem is. This concept was more than just confusing to me, I don’t understand how you can meet new people in school with our my drawing attentions. My thoughts are that since I know the majority of the people (whom I know all because of my success as a jester) in the circle with the girls I want In it. However since they know me wont the change seem unnatural. Let alone the fact that I barely understand how to take the full step. I know where to start, but I don’t understand how people will respect me more and how it will make me more popular to be more conservative with my words if I’m not spending time with the other kings are they just going to flock to me? How do get the KING to look up to you
