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- Dec 20, 2012
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I'm having an ongoing psychological battle in my head. I met a girl, a junior who asked me to prom. I said maybe, and after not finding a date, I said yes. Then everything changed. We talked a lot on Kik and went to the park together. She told me she liked me and I said I feel the same way. I was really happy, but also paranoid about whether or not I was doing everything right, because of how stupid I was in the past. This continued until prom. After we left for prom, her mom felt the need to tell my mom her daughter has a crush on my best friend. I was unaware, but somewhat suspicious. Anyway, at prom I see her twerking on ross. I tak her out on the balcony, and asked did she like him. She said no. I know that girls can do that for fun, but not when you have a date that you "like" we talk on the balcony and I asked to kiss her (super smooth) and she says no. I'm fine with this, but I asked her why. She said she wanted to stay friends and I felt kinda sad about that. I spent so much time paying for her ticket and limo. Helping her with her artwork and trying to be nice. Only to be let down. I guess I should have learned my lesson. But I got really mad at her because of this. The day after prom I told her that I wouldn't talk to her for a week. Later on that day I said I was being too mean and we made up. I said I would take her to tim Hortons to make up for it. I tried, but it was a bust. She ran off with her friends right after I bought them something. I feel like I was used. She told me she liked me, but then made herself not like me. I feel like I got played, and I feel like a part of me wants to say I didn't. I'm back in school now, and she's not acting normal. She says she's having some drama at home, but I feel like thats all apart of her pushing me away from her after having no purpose for me. She got to go to prom and we're all done. I feel like I'm the only one who cares about our relationship as friends , and maybe too much. Maybe we shouldn't be friends, maybe I should just not care how she's acting distant and not talk anymore until I graduate. Do you think I got played? I think it's highly likely, but I can't decide. I feel like maybe I should cry because of my terrible track record with women over the years in high school. All in all I want this to be a never again moment, and keep moving forward
