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Hi Guys,
I like to share something. This might even surprise you.
I was likeable in junior high school but never really likeable in a sense that i am the popular guy. There were enough people that didn't like me as well, too. It made me question why some people hate me. As a student, i wasn't terrible that i didn't attend school and didn't do all homeworks but i just didn't stand out as well. To make it worse, there were teachers that nitpick on me. Two of the female teachers (not surprising the teachers are females, with the knowledge i have now) have this cold vibe, that they would nitpick at times, by purposely bring me to the front of the classroom when i didn't know the answer very well. The treatment they give me wasn't a pleasant one, in a sense, it's mostly negative.
To make it worse, One of them accused me of doing bad things during "Meet the Parents session" on one year, before i graduate. It was such a fucking surprise to me that i freak out.
Well i guess this bitches just didn't like students who looked well aware and they want to maintain status quo. Perhaps i was ahead of time? I don't know.
Anyway, i finally get it. TO be hated since you were young and you didn't completely understand it, It makes you pass that bitterness on to somebody else, today. You carry that bitterness, not because you were such a terrible guy but because society's insecurities made you think that you were the problem. IT's an unconscious problem that only can be solved by the person who suffered. The fat or ugly person, or myself here, have to realize that we are hated because of other people.
Not because they are fat or ugly, they can always change that on their own accord, but some people will hate you as a person, and you have to be aware of that or risk taking it and poisoning you to hate other people.
and when you hate somebody else due to other people, People only see you. So they think that you represent bitterness, but it's actually a past, someone else.
Zac
I like to share something. This might even surprise you.
I was likeable in junior high school but never really likeable in a sense that i am the popular guy. There were enough people that didn't like me as well, too. It made me question why some people hate me. As a student, i wasn't terrible that i didn't attend school and didn't do all homeworks but i just didn't stand out as well. To make it worse, there were teachers that nitpick on me. Two of the female teachers (not surprising the teachers are females, with the knowledge i have now) have this cold vibe, that they would nitpick at times, by purposely bring me to the front of the classroom when i didn't know the answer very well. The treatment they give me wasn't a pleasant one, in a sense, it's mostly negative.
To make it worse, One of them accused me of doing bad things during "Meet the Parents session" on one year, before i graduate. It was such a fucking surprise to me that i freak out.
Well i guess this bitches just didn't like students who looked well aware and they want to maintain status quo. Perhaps i was ahead of time? I don't know.
Anyway, i finally get it. TO be hated since you were young and you didn't completely understand it, It makes you pass that bitterness on to somebody else, today. You carry that bitterness, not because you were such a terrible guy but because society's insecurities made you think that you were the problem. IT's an unconscious problem that only can be solved by the person who suffered. The fat or ugly person, or myself here, have to realize that we are hated because of other people.
Not because they are fat or ugly, they can always change that on their own accord, but some people will hate you as a person, and you have to be aware of that or risk taking it and poisoning you to hate other people.
and when you hate somebody else due to other people, People only see you. So they think that you represent bitterness, but it's actually a past, someone else.
Zac
