FR Recap 2015 - It hurt like a motherfucker

[Railer]

I've been wanting to write this up for quite some while. Maybe it helps me get a more objective view on my experiences, find patterns or get some new perspectives from others.

* Each line is about a distinct girl.
* Lines about girls that would mean a lot to me ("my type") are marked bold. (Ex exempt.)
* The first section is about interactions where something actually happened (marked F for FC and K for KC).
* I numbered the lines for easier reference. Date-wise the second section would actually merge into the first.

1. F: Have her join buying ingredients - dinner - undressing her she smells terribly bad (as in "The next morning my friend has to leave the room because he can't stand it"). For months to come I'm paranoid due to this experience.
2. K: Some chatting at a bar + KC; great curves but a little too chubby. I leave it at that.
3. K: Take her home from the bar - Once there she tells me her price - I have her leave.
4. F: She's pretty hot, but I cannot get it up with the condom on - a little pissed at myself, I take it off and fuck her.
5. K: She's lovely but leaves the country the following day. We keep texting for months until she "disappears".
6. K: Sparkling eyes and nice body, but she's holding back and I don't fancy putting any effort into it right now.
7. K: She talks a lot to me at the bar, but being really drunk I don't understand anything anyway. I pull her in for a kiss.
8. F: 2 Weeks ago, I had run after her while she kept ignoring me talking to her. Tonight I suddenly see her again. Before sex she asks me to be gentle as it's hurting her otherwise. I comply. The sex is bed. We never see each other again.
9. F: My ex had come over a couple of times ...
10. F: The day after meeting her, I invite her group to a barbecue at home. I'm so horny for her I enter her without a condom just for a couple of thrusts only to be stuck with bacteria for a couple of weeks.
11. K: Ever since we made friends some months ago, I wanted to kiss her or more ...
12. F: Tinder date. Go for a walk. We're both hungry, but upon stepping into a restaurant I whisper in her ear that I'd rather fuck her instead of eating. We go to my apartment.
13. K: My friend and I up this two-set in the sub. KC, but she prefers to stay at the club and do drugs ...
14. K: Tinder-date. Not as hot as on the photos, but I have my friend join and prepare her for the idea of a threesome. Unfortunately he finds it more important to insta-fall in love with another girl we just talked up. When the three of us finally leave the bar were that girl was supposed to be (but wasn't) I'm getting hard IOI by a nice blonde. I loose her due to my friend's bad winging - and not wanting to be so evil as to get her number in front of the girl that is with us. A little angry, I also say goodbye to that one and head home with my friend.
15. K: At this party I somehow managed to kiss her "out of the blue", but she bailed shortly after.
16. K: She's just standing there while we pass by. The two girls are great wings and so she actually feels comfortable joining us to a friends house ...
17. F: When I met her the other day I simply *knew* I wanted her, even though my friend tells me she's taken. It doesn't really count as "full" close, but I have my dick inside of her for some thrusts while we're out swimming. She denies coming home with me for more action. We run into each other on another occasion, but nothing ever happens again.
18. F: Never had taken any girls virginity, so I make an extra effort and travel to visit her. Causes quite some stressful situations, including her thinking she's pregnant.
19. F: It's been years since we had sex. I like this girl for her openness and the fact that I can talk openly about any of my experiences. Seeing her naked in the sauna I just lean: "I'm so hot for you, I just have to kiss you." Even though she's like one of those busty bikini models, I don't get very hard. Too much foreplay, I guess, and the condom, but I'll have to get used to it ... Last year she also wanted to come over. Now I realize it would've likely been for sex too, but my head was too brainwashed by the stupid ideas of some pickup "guru", having me keep the conversation casual and invite her to a friends party, causing her to flake.
20. F: Had texted with her occasionally for about half a year. She's very passive and I notice a faint smell, so the sex is bad.
21. F: Seeing this girl about once a year, as "friends". Last time she visited and was on my bed for a moment I hesitated and she took the opportunity to get out of the situation. We're preparing for going to the beach. I step out of the bathroom and she's standing there in her bikini. I go "Wow!" and start kissing & touching her. It means a lot to me to finally fuck her. I trust her and have no problem staying hard and last ...
23. (begin of second section - no closes from here onwards)
25. Girl I had seen some days before excitedly says hi as she passes. Later she comes up to greet personally. As I try to talk a little more, she goes away.
26. A boy keeps pulling away that drunk hottie forcefully. She wants to come back, but he holds her back. Later that night I see them making out over there.
27. My mouth drops in awe as she passes by on the beach. My friend chats her up. As she tells her age I don't know what to say. She's really young. I notice how she hesitates to leave, but I cannot get myself to say "sit down with us".
28. The waitress is one of the "my type" girls. I notice her leaving, so I accompany her to her house. She now has my number, but apparently she's just being friendly when she states that she'll text me on another occasion.
29. She's literally running away from me in the club. I go after, but her friends drag her away and block me out. I ask one of them what's wrong. After explaining that she's young and recently split with her boyfriend, the girl I asked starts to hit on me.
30. I have absolutely no idea why this girl rejects me like I was a monster or something. I even see her pass my number to another guy she recently met, thus discarding it.
31. This dancer in her cage really makes an effort to catch my attention ... by letting her fall "into my lab" four times until I actually get it. I get her number, but then she already starts ignoring me.
32. Due to recent experiences I'm unable to socialize with our current group of new acquaintances. I chat up that one girl in this club and am honest about my state. She gives me her number, but refuses my following invitations explaining that she has a BF. Kind at least.
33. After not having received responses from her recently, my MLTR rejects going home with me. Apparently she's talking in general.
34. Many girls on this concert walk up to me. When I want to take her hand after she had asked me my age, she promptly disappears into the crowd.
35. After some interaction, she and her friend keep looking at me. The girl is getting me nervous. She doesn't respond when I later contact her on facebook.
36. She gives me her number so I may pass her the photos we took together. She's very impolite in the text she sends me. Appears to have a boyfriend;
37. I had chat her up at dawn in the streets. Maybe that creeped her out. She blocks me upon contacting her.
38. Absolute stunner girl - at a certain point she seemed quite interested. When I call her she acts friendly but then just hangs up while I talk.
39. I ask some person at a bus station for directions. A beautiful girl pops in to explain me everything as she speaks my language much better. It seems she's interested in me, but I fail to ask her out for an insta-date.
40. I cross this two-set three times, when stalking finally feels stranger than talking. We enter one of the restaurants to eat. They are in the city mainly to do drugs and they "jokingly" state that I'd pay. Last thing I want is end up paying for two strangers who definitely don't deserve it and I suspect they are capable of running off and leaving me with the bill. I eat my meal rapidly, pay my dish at the counter and bail.
41. She's dressed in a cowboy style. How sexy with those boots ... For the entire night I'm not sure if the guy she clings to is just her gay friend or something more. I notice how I fall a little bit in love, but I spare me the sadness of trying to contact her again as there was obviously nothing from her side towards me ...
42. As I stroll the venue she stares at me eyes-wide-open: "Wow!" Those moments seem to always catch me off-guard. I can't just say hi, right? So I give her a smile and walk on. She was hot. And cute.
43. Prior Tinder date; We ended up texting every once in a while for a couple of months. We firmly arrange that I'll come to visit her - location & time is set. She seems excited about it. I arrange my schedule accordingly just to receive her cancellation within the next half hour in a short "I can't"-fashion, carelessly without any explanation and never contacting me again.
44. She is an absolute stunner in group of otherwise four men. They are not happy that I push my way through the group to talk to her, but she seems to respect my boldness. I want her number. She gives me her facebook ... followed by her number. My friend says he had seen her make out with "all" of the other guys that night. I don't believe him, but I did see her enjoying them caressing her. Anyway she never responds any of my texts.
45. For months we've been texting, sending hearts & kisses. When I am finally able to visit, we agree on a certain date. I'm in her town on time only to find her phone is turned off. At night I get a text plus a WhatsApp message: "Heeeey I'm sorry!!!!! I'm so sorry, I've lost my phone in the morning I was just now able to get it back and I didn't have your number or anything memorized!! I'm so sorry."
46. I was the one who ran after this two-set and my friend actually has the nerve to block me out of the conversation as much as he can. After a week of texting, she suddenly stops responding. More than a month later I actually ask her what the reason was not to write me any more. "My phone was stolen and I didn't have any numbers anymore", was her response. Even more time later I call her after seeing her in the street, driving by. She acts creeped-out.
47. I invite a 3-set to join my in a bar. Regarding my age, one states "you could be my father" and they all bail.
48. My friends girlfriend finds it a pity that I didn't talk to that girl, because she had noticed how she had been staring at me a lot. I go over just to be rejected based on my age.
49. That night another girl bailed immediately upon telling her my age.
50. Her sister had "used" a friend of mine. As she apparently is a role-model for her and due to the fact that she had enjoyed my touches and massage without ever returning any form of affection, I assume it's best to rather just let her go.
51. The two girls I'm out with tonight agree that THAT girl I just talked to is perfect for me. Referring to her stunning looks, they name her "Penelope Cruz". They try to convince her to come with us, but apparently she is with what she calls "her boyfriend".
52. A friend saw her on the other table in the restaurant, so I chat her up as they're leaving. I suppose she just wasn't very interested from the beginning. Anyway it seems she has found herself a boyfriend a month later.
53. She had "called" me by staring at me the night before. After some casual texts she suddenly writes this, out of the blue: "We should rather not meet. I am not searching for a relationship and also for nothing uncomplicated. Anyway pleased to meet you, but I want to be honest and clarify now already that I don't want to intensify the contact with you. Best!"
54. Transitioned from Tinder to WhatsApp; I play the audio I had sent her to a friend: "That's a perfectly normal message - why are you showing it to me?" "Because the girl blocked me right after it."
55. I'm here on vacation with a mutual friend, another girl. They arranged meeting at the beach, but my friend is without cell phone coverage, so I offer this girl to meet at our apartment and escort her from there, showing her where exactly my friend is to be found. She turns up and we chat a while. As I get my stuff for going to the beach, she states that she couldn't come right now. Only as she leaves, I realize that then there was no reason for her to show up in the first place. No reason besides ... ... ... OMG!
56. I'm so happy she's still at the gas station where I saw her working the other day. She couldn't be more my type. I'm nervous, but somehow manage to keep my cool. She tells me she has a boyfriend. I hand her my number anyway. That little bit of interaction gets me in a rush for a couple of days. Unfortunately she never contacts me. I'd exchange all other "closes" this year just for being with that specific girl ...
57. I'm pretty happy I can relax, because there are no stunning girls on this vacation. Then I see her. Although I keep all conversation casual she seems to avoid me, as if I'd make her feel uneasy. Apparently she has a boyfriend but she shows a lot of affection towards some other boy ...
58. Apparently she tries to catch my attention by looking and dancing. Given the bad experience with the other girl, I'm too busy acting cool, though we already exchanged a couple of words. When I finally "grab" her she even refuses to toast our bottles. Some day after, on the field, she comments on my exhaustion after a game, "You don't have any stamina, don't you?", and walks off. The same night she's still looking at me a lot, but every time I chat her up, she finds an excuse to run away.
59. She barely opened her mouth, so I can't really count that as a KC, but we had stayed in contact for the weeks to come and also entered into some dirty texting at certain occasions. She had confirmed several times to pick me up at the airport so I took that into account upon booking my flight route. Just before the final connecting flight, she confirms again. Upon arrival at midnight, none of my messages or calls go through - her phone is turned off. I go through the hassle of finding a stay in the middle of the night. The next day in the early afternoon I receive this: "Oh fuck fuck fuck fuck. I am sooooo sorry, I dropped my phone into the toilet yesterday - please don't ask how I managed to do that, and it was screwed, I was now able to get me a replacement phone from a friend. [... some more bullshit ...]"
60. I had a bit of a crush on this girl before. For a year I was thinking she had a boyfriend - bad information from a friend of mine, as it turns out. We go on some dates. At the last one in my house, I have her come over to spend the afternoon with my sisters - instead of making a move on her right were we are. She rejects all follow-up invitations.
61. She beckoned, but I don't know how to talk to her (FR viewtopic.php?f=5&t=12286).