Hey guys, so I just said something aweful to one of my friends. We were all on xbox live and he was pushing my buttons and I ended up getting incredibly angry which i dont usually do anymore. I reverted back to my old idgaf negative self and said something I shouldn't of said based on what happend to him recently. I admit that there i was wrong, I tried to legit apologize but he wouldnt take it so i decided to stop talking because talking would make things worse. One of my "friends" ( cut this guy off some months ago because of his general outlook on life and his behavior but ive been recently recognizing him, giving him a nod or saying wassup then keeping it moving. being more polite than before because i would outright ignore his presence and everything, we were bestfriends throughout highschool but about a year ago just realized the guys just not good). Well anyway he keeps bringing up what i said while everyone else is talking, like deliberately bringing him back to the thing and making him angry and encouraging him to go to my house and teach me a lesson saying he wouldnt let that slide and he wants to see me get my ass beat. I'm still quiet because like i said i know I was in the wrong towards the first guy but i'm starting to get fucking pissed at the second guy like I'm ready to just fucking punch him in the face when i see him at work.
Thats just the background, like I said i know i was in the wrong and i'll apologize to the other dude tomorrow because what i said was wrong, if he doesnt accept im not gonna beg for his apology but I really wanted to call the other dude out but it wasnt going to end well for me if i had to fight two people. I'm thinking of going back to just ignoring the dudes presence since i work with him, and just getting off of xbox for a while and going out more instead. When it comes to dealing with people like the second do you guys think i'm making the right decision or is there a different way to handle it since i work with the guy.
Oh and i mostly just play xbox with em I don't hang out with them in person as much as i used to (its mostly sporadic outings and they are my social circle outside of work basically) and I think I can do without em. I feel like i needed to vent a bit sorry for being toxic.
Thats just the background, like I said i know i was in the wrong and i'll apologize to the other dude tomorrow because what i said was wrong, if he doesnt accept im not gonna beg for his apology but I really wanted to call the other dude out but it wasnt going to end well for me if i had to fight two people. I'm thinking of going back to just ignoring the dudes presence since i work with him, and just getting off of xbox for a while and going out more instead. When it comes to dealing with people like the second do you guys think i'm making the right decision or is there a different way to handle it since i work with the guy.
Oh and i mostly just play xbox with em I don't hang out with them in person as much as i used to (its mostly sporadic outings and they are my social circle outside of work basically) and I think I can do without em. I feel like i needed to vent a bit sorry for being toxic.
