snutrition- Personal development journal

[snutrition]

Well, I’ve been in the pickup community for a couple years now and the changes in my life have been incredible. Going from a completely socially introverted guy to the man I am today has been a great journey.

It was hard in the beginning, the first time I went to do “daygame” I walked around the mall for a couple hours before going home without talking to anyone! The weeks that followed were babysteps to get comfortable and as my mindset shifted over time and I started to get results; I went all in.

Throughout this time I’ve found that the best connections made were when I wasn’t out to “do pickup” and thus sought to free myself from the community. I’m a firm believer in honesty and being direct with my intentions toward women.
Further to improving my social skills I’ve fully embraced personal development; I left a dead-end career to pursue my true path, developed all my fundamentals and have a good lifestyle.

However on reflection I’m not fulfilled with my dating life and decided to take action. I saw the drive that came from keeping a record in the past so I’m writing a journal to reflect, for accountability and motivation.

Until next time.

 

[snutrition]

Went into local town on new years day, had a few errands to run but wanted to meet some women.

Looked like everyone was in bed that morning nursing hangovers- place was absolutely dead.

Spoke to a few people socially but I know I need to take some action now... Driving to the city today, lets see how it goes.

Goal: Approach 3 girls. Don't leave until this is achieved.

 

[moonrayarc]

hope you have a pleasant journey . We'll stay tuned with your journal

 

[snutrition]

hope you have a pleasant journey . We'll stay tuned with your journal

Thanks moonrayarc.

Going to the city fell through as I had too many tasks today, however I went into the local town and set about my goals.

Mission accomplished! That feeling of setting goals and achieving them is AMAZING and something I strive for.

First girl was friendly, however happily engaged. Second girl was 16, I have no problem with this (however usually they can be immature sexually) and couldn't reframe her objection- I'm 23 years fyi.
Third girl was lovely, however very shy.. we locked eyes walking past eachother and approaching her was very natural
"Hi, I realize that we're in a mall right now but as we passed each-other our eyes locked for a second too long and I knew I had to come meet you"
However after escalating the conversation it was too much for her reality and we parted ways.

Lets keep this going!

 

[snutrition]

Pretty busy today but managed to make it into town for an hour, used this time to write some goals/ambitions for 2014 whilst keeping an eye on passing women..

Only in that time did I get to chat to one Polish girl, didn't speak much English so conversation was difficult and couldn't lead anywhere.

However I got a few cool goals for 2014! These are just a few..
-Skydive = I want to do this as its something that scares me.
-Visit Amsterdam & Sweden= Have never been to Amsterdam and want to check it out! Sweden is amazing, beautiful country & beautiful women so I want to be back there again this year- probably in the summer.
-I have a few strength goals in the gym and with diet but mainly through those I want to gain 1st.
-I want to try snowboarding and perhaps I can tie this to a trip to scandinavia.

Until next time

 

[snutrition]

Went shopping today and met this real cute girl- figure skater so has that great tight body. WOW
"Hey I realize that we're in a shopping mall but I had to tell you that you look great"

Instantly she adopted that "girly stance" that tells me she's interested and after I say "I just LOVED how tall you are, and literally had to stop what I was doing to meet you" and she asked my name.

After 5 minutes I fancied a coffee so Invited her with me to get one. Really interesting girl -sporty, well travelled, intelligent (I love it when a girl meets the values I look for).

Interestingly she studies at my university, (quite a coincidence seeing as its around 75 miles away) so told her we should get together at the start of next term.

Good progress so far however I feel I need to take more action over the next few weeks.

Until next time.

 

[snutrition]

Put in a full days work, getting into that super productive mode- feels good.

Started texting this girl I met a month ago that I'll see next week, basically telling her how I'm going to fuck her- she seems heavily invested in me so just have to invite her over.

Probably head into town tomorrow- meet some girls.

 

[snutrition]

Haven't been able to type up these few days, but lets rock into this right now.

Arranged day two with girl a few days back, the 3 messages I sent was an initial ice breaker text, arranged the date, confirmed date time- Done!

Went out in London last night with my old wingman, this guys gotten pretty good as he goes out 7days a week, inspiring shit but his life is completely game.
We hit up a bar and started approaching, felt very "in flow", we pulled these two girls from the club and took them on a hour trip back to his but he got some LMR from his girl and my girl wanted me.

However this girl suggested we go back to hers and "spoon" but I wasn't paying for a taxi so we parted ways.

Challenging night dealing with a lot of "group dynamic" situations and pulling these girls back was quite an achievement for what we had to deal with.
Noticed I was being a bit too chill with some girls and have to be physical faster.

Until next time...

 

[snutrition]

Trying to get this girl over for sex via text, being direct and honest with my intentions and she's complying.

Little story from where I was at once:

So I met this girl at a party in a few towns over, she was nice and we swapped details. I must have texted this girl for around HALF A YEAR being nice and unknowingly slotting myself FIRMLY in the friendzone.
All the while my faulty socially conditioned mind was telling me that we were meant to be together and she "liked" me. Eventually she relented to me asking to meet up for a hot chocolate - I must have re-arranged 4-5 times to suit her. Obviously I was awkward as hell and we parted ways, she stopped replying to my messages and I felt like shit.

Now the dating life is clicking- I'm taking action and moving FAST with girls, got a date tomorrow and she can't wait to see me.

Good times.

 

[snutrition]

So had lunch with this girl, bounced around a few spots on the campus then took her home.
This girl was being very hard to get (for reasons she confessed I wont make public) however I got her half undressed in my bed but no sexytime- this girl is fully falling in love with me and I believe that because I'm so well put together she's going to seek a relationship with me.

Going to see how this plays out...

 

[snutrition]

Friday night- Walked into town, felt a little unsocial at first but "Roared" at the top of my lungs to unstifle myself. Talked to a group of lesbians in the bar, fully sexual frame and they kind of loved me.

Went out to the first venue which was dead- spoke to two girls sitting outside, really not taking myself seriously and fucked with them verbally- pushed it way to far sexually and moved on.
Next venue, met a few more girls, danced & partied but again not a high quality venue so not busy- will have to avoid these 2 places in future on Fri

Saturday- Played football in the afternoon, good stuff. Girl came over for dinner the one who is falling in love with me, however she's so shy and its getting difficult to escalate further than getting her tits out.

Starting a 1 week "perfection challange" related to work/fitness goals I have, going to be tough but rewarding.