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She was sitting on the other side of the room, facing me. That was it.
I tried to have sex with a friend I knew from years ago, I say I tried because my penis was barely inside of her, a result maybe of too much jerking off the night before thinking of her sexy body and sure I will fuck up again and don't pull the trigger. But I pulled early too much.
In reality she did want to have sex with me, she was excited, it was too fast she said, I got her naked without resistance though and... I was limp. Fuckin condom I said, "take it of" she said, man I love her.
I pump'd a couple times and felt that was going to cum, she asked me, maybe I wasn't. I lost my erection again.
We remained naked and saw a movie or something, not without trying to ride me. She called a mutual friend and he gave her a ride.
She would not fuck me again, for sure.
She came back one day and introduced me to who I thought at the moment was the most beautiful thing on earth, oh boy I'm a lost case.
We had some chemistry, before seeing her I was depressed and tired, under-slept, over-jerked; night came and I was jumping around laughing.
I saw them a couple of times, they invited me to an awkward party which to this day I believe was an excuse to have a threesome and weed with me, or at least my friend was kind of horny, we did smoke and she said something that made me think I smelled, "I didn't bathe" I told her. But I'm sure she was speaking of something else, maybe my ability to lead things to sex or man just fuck them. I wanted to get them out of my house, din't feel comfortable.
I have spend a lot of time alone in between, in the shadows, haha. Most of the time I sleep, work keeps me from becoming a troll. Today, for a change of scenery, I went to visit this pretty girl and to my surprise in seconds we both were inside her house alone. She gave me a glass of water and then went to start the washing machine so I sat down on the sofa, she came back and sat down on the sofa, on the one that was facing the one I'm satting down on.
I wonder what would happen if I just waited for her. Just a thought.
But she was sick to be fair, although it seemed to me she got visibly better as time went on (power of love fellas). And also I didn't got the same effect the first time, it has been declining in intensity with time. I like her a lot, maybe just not in love.
I did got some lessons from this and it amazes me, all the things I don't see and all the things I'm capable of. Need to stop that sabotage.
I tried to have sex with a friend I knew from years ago, I say I tried because my penis was barely inside of her, a result maybe of too much jerking off the night before thinking of her sexy body and sure I will fuck up again and don't pull the trigger. But I pulled early too much.
In reality she did want to have sex with me, she was excited, it was too fast she said, I got her naked without resistance though and... I was limp. Fuckin condom I said, "take it of" she said, man I love her.
I pump'd a couple times and felt that was going to cum, she asked me, maybe I wasn't. I lost my erection again.
We remained naked and saw a movie or something, not without trying to ride me. She called a mutual friend and he gave her a ride.
She would not fuck me again, for sure.
She came back one day and introduced me to who I thought at the moment was the most beautiful thing on earth, oh boy I'm a lost case.
We had some chemistry, before seeing her I was depressed and tired, under-slept, over-jerked; night came and I was jumping around laughing.
I saw them a couple of times, they invited me to an awkward party which to this day I believe was an excuse to have a threesome and weed with me, or at least my friend was kind of horny, we did smoke and she said something that made me think I smelled, "I didn't bathe" I told her. But I'm sure she was speaking of something else, maybe my ability to lead things to sex or man just fuck them. I wanted to get them out of my house, din't feel comfortable.
I have spend a lot of time alone in between, in the shadows, haha. Most of the time I sleep, work keeps me from becoming a troll. Today, for a change of scenery, I went to visit this pretty girl and to my surprise in seconds we both were inside her house alone. She gave me a glass of water and then went to start the washing machine so I sat down on the sofa, she came back and sat down on the sofa, on the one that was facing the one I'm satting down on.
I wonder what would happen if I just waited for her. Just a thought.
But she was sick to be fair, although it seemed to me she got visibly better as time went on (power of love fellas). And also I didn't got the same effect the first time, it has been declining in intensity with time. I like her a lot, maybe just not in love.
I did got some lessons from this and it amazes me, all the things I don't see and all the things I'm capable of. Need to stop that sabotage.
