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Madara Fire Annihilation

Space Monkey
space monkey
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During school, I was in a discussion class, I saw this girl was curly black hair with a red dress on (OMG), I was dumbfounded how breathtakingly beautiful she was but didn't go talk to her. after seeing her I couldn't get that thought her beauty out of my head, yeah there was a magnetic pull, very hard strong one. I didn't approach because I was a Lil bitch.

2nd time I saw on the crutch because she broke her ankle, Yummmee preyyy... lol ;), grabbed my balls and asked her a random question about the upcoming midterm and she asked for my lINE( messenger app).

me being the bitch I was I proceeded not to contact as I didn't want to muck it up.

so on so forward, didn't get anywhere during that semester, had a few small talks that's about it.

Deleted her on LINE, then fast forward a year, I emailed, yes no typos EMAILED her with my number and saying that I was interested in getting to know her more.
after 1 week or so she texted, then after a day I called her, she pretended or really didn't know who I was, then I told her "yes you do." then we chatted for about 10 minutes on the same day reminding her, got her talking, normal bullshit to get her familiar with myself and allowing her to invest, allowing my seduction to runnnn ;)
she told me she was studying in the library and I can join, ohhh yes...... came met her later, talk a bit about herself saying how "is hard to find a boyfriend", had conversations, as I threw most the talking on her, she asked about my background and horoscope. took her to the hill scene, smoked weed, confiscated cigarettes ;)

during our tour we walked, she hinted me to hold her hand but never did. if you are calibrated enough you can initiate but I wasn't at the time

OK, guys, this is where I believe I fucked up. during the 1st date, especially you need to actively move toward putting ur dick inside of the girl.

I didn't move from the hill scene to back to my place, should I have done that I had a chance to close.

While we in the car she was showing high interest, couldn't shut her up lol, or some may argue is the weed or faking it, maybe a visa hunter.....

"I give you back your cigarettes if you give me a hug" during conversation she suggested we drink or smoke again

after I let her, I go, I said "let's go back to my place" after my meeting with excuses she said she had class, blah blah blah,,,,,, hug her again uncalibrated......STUPID.........

without possible deniability to do something or in her mind she already labeled me as a creep....lol

But the reality is that once I let her go I uncalibrated ly grabbed her for a hug, twice, SMFH

after a few days I tried calling and bad grammar texting again, 1time she replied 12 hours later , the nerves lol, I saw her a couple of times during school she ignored/ pretended she didn't see me, sad life.....
then I just decided to just move on.
But I still would be smiling and be happy when if I see her, every time I see her during my class my day gets a little better, that was during me not approaching.

Anyways, these are the hardest experience you have to deal with so next time you encounter it again you don't muck it up, learning from experience sucksss lol.
 
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