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If you guys remember my older posts, you'll notice I wrote about being deppressed, angry, and feeling like my life meant nothing. You will also notice that I had much trouble even saying Hi to a girl.
Almost 2 weeks ago I got a job doing door to door sales, and everything changed for me. I discovered that I genuinely love people, and I prefer it over being a loner.
I discovered a very deeply hidden sense of confidence and power, that was just waiting for me to push it out. It has helped me develop a stronger character and sense of purpose.
Today, I met a woman while out on the job. I got done talking to the owner of the house and said:
She comes out the door:
I grabbed her hand and called her gorgeous with absolute certainty. She asks for my name I tell her and get her name.
At this point we are still holding hands and looking deeply in our eyes. I tell her that we will hangout and get to know each other soon, and say goodbye.
I texted her to save my number. And she enthusiastically texted back. This is genuinely one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen. I was going to tell her but left it at just "gorgeous" cus I didn't want to overprovide good feelings.
This was the first time ever doing something like that, but at the time, it felt like I'd done it a thousand times.
Something to note. Now when I look at a cute girl out in the world, I have a very strong urge to speak and bone her. Before, real women didn't turn me on.
Last thing I noticed is, I really genuinely love beautiful women and just people in general. When I look at a cute girl now, I want to hold her in my arms and protect her, and at the same time thrust my cock deep inside her and treat her like my dirty slutbitch. Strong urges of protection and penetration.
Just some thoughts lol.
Almost 2 weeks ago I got a job doing door to door sales, and everything changed for me. I discovered that I genuinely love people, and I prefer it over being a loner.
I discovered a very deeply hidden sense of confidence and power, that was just waiting for me to push it out. It has helped me develop a stronger character and sense of purpose.
Today, I met a woman while out on the job. I got done talking to the owner of the house and said:
She comes out the door:
I grabbed her hand and called her gorgeous with absolute certainty. She asks for my name I tell her and get her name.
At this point we are still holding hands and looking deeply in our eyes. I tell her that we will hangout and get to know each other soon, and say goodbye.
I texted her to save my number. And she enthusiastically texted back. This is genuinely one of the most beautiful women I've ever seen. I was going to tell her but left it at just "gorgeous" cus I didn't want to overprovide good feelings.
This was the first time ever doing something like that, but at the time, it felt like I'd done it a thousand times.
Something to note. Now when I look at a cute girl out in the world, I have a very strong urge to speak and bone her. Before, real women didn't turn me on.
Last thing I noticed is, I really genuinely love beautiful women and just people in general. When I look at a cute girl now, I want to hold her in my arms and protect her, and at the same time thrust my cock deep inside her and treat her like my dirty slutbitch. Strong urges of protection and penetration.
Just some thoughts lol.
