Hi friends!
I finally broke the 6 month dry spell after breaking up with the girlfriend whom I lost my virginity to. I couldn't be more happy about it. Here's the story.
About 2 weeks ago was one of my pals, Nick's birthday, 2 girls, Jessica and Amy were invited. Basically we all got really stoned, but I never made a move because of anxiety. I think Jessica was into me. 2 weeks later, I woke up on Saturday morning with 3 of my best friends in the world. That night we planned to get extremely baked on brownies. On Friday night, I went out on a date with a pretty French gal and conquered my fear of going in for a kiss which had crippled my progress for weeks. We ended up making out for a while, and I managed to turn her from being initially aloof and reserved to passionate. I almost got laid too.
On the morning after, I was feeling amazing about the night before, and was determined to break the dry spell, and asked Nick to invite Jessica to the brownies night. Turned out Nick already invited Amy to the brownies night. Apparently Amy had a bit of a thing for me. On Nick's birthday 2 weeks ago, there was quite a bit of sexual tension us and Nick grasped at the opportunity to hook us up together.
For the rest of the day we got really stoned, and stayed that way pretty much for the rest of the day. All 4 of us met Amy at the train station, and we all took the train back to the house. A couple of things: When saying hello, I hugged her for a little longer than usual. On the train, we sat next to each other and I could feel her pushing her leg up against mine. When we got off the train she took off my glasses and put them on her face - we play-fought as I tried to retrieve my glasses back. When we got home, I noticed that she'd sit close to me. I showed her a magic card trick, and also used that opportunity to hold her hand. I examined her hand and mentioned that she had supple hands which were good for piano. I noticed that whenever I was even slightly touching her, she'd keep her body touching mine indefinitely.
After some time of messing around with my pals, I became gradually more close and touchy with Amy. I also broke my glasses, and so I was both really stoned and almost blind. I couldn't decipher facial expressions at all unless I was really close. This was really tough for my game, but I managed to make it work. Amy was a little bit stand-offish, which I later learned to be just part of her personality, and what she usually does to other guys as well. I found it pretty hard to find the right moment to go in for a romantic kiss, and so I just said, "Wait hold on. I have to kiss you first." Prior to it, she gave me a slightly confused face, but I went for it anyway. I pulled back first. After some more shooting the shit with friends, we'd kiss every now and then, but she never really seemed to get into it.
Brownies were ready shortly after. We ate them.
Fast forward an hour or so, the brownies kicked in and the rest of my pals disappeared to another room leaving Amy and I alone. After some making out, I could feel that Amy was finally starting to warm to me. I slowly rubbed my hand up and down her whole body and started to lay down some chase frames and anticipation.
We headed on upstairs, leaving behind Amy's pants and panties and entered a bedroom. I pushed her onto the bed, and went at it like animals. I think I got her really excited. She was moaning really loudly, and seemed to enjoy my dirty talk. After some mutual masturbation and oral sex, she moaned "Oh my god, can you just fuck me already? I want you so bad." Fuck yeah. Once finished we headed back downstairs and spooned ourselves to sleep. I slept like a baby.
Sunday morning:
Again, we were stoned for pretty much the whole entire day. A couple of things: Amy was now starting to warm to me - she didn't seem cold any more. At one point:
We then took a shower together and washed each other with soap. It was a surreal first time experience for me. Afterwards, it was midnight, and I was ready for bed. I think she wanted some more fun and teased me that I was ready for bed when she was right there. We then got to it some more, but we both ended up falling asleep during sex. We woke up and morning sex happened. "It makes me really, really happy when you cum for me" is what she said afterwards. It felt awesome.
Afterwards, I left her place to head off to work which concluded the perfect weekend.
This weekend was a breakthrough for me. Before this weekend, I couldn't really picturing myself making out with random girls, and sleeping with them, but now I can actually visualise it in my head. It feels fucking awesome.
Thanks for reading!
- Jeff
I finally broke the 6 month dry spell after breaking up with the girlfriend whom I lost my virginity to. I couldn't be more happy about it. Here's the story.
About 2 weeks ago was one of my pals, Nick's birthday, 2 girls, Jessica and Amy were invited. Basically we all got really stoned, but I never made a move because of anxiety. I think Jessica was into me. 2 weeks later, I woke up on Saturday morning with 3 of my best friends in the world. That night we planned to get extremely baked on brownies. On Friday night, I went out on a date with a pretty French gal and conquered my fear of going in for a kiss which had crippled my progress for weeks. We ended up making out for a while, and I managed to turn her from being initially aloof and reserved to passionate. I almost got laid too.
On the morning after, I was feeling amazing about the night before, and was determined to break the dry spell, and asked Nick to invite Jessica to the brownies night. Turned out Nick already invited Amy to the brownies night. Apparently Amy had a bit of a thing for me. On Nick's birthday 2 weeks ago, there was quite a bit of sexual tension us and Nick grasped at the opportunity to hook us up together.
For the rest of the day we got really stoned, and stayed that way pretty much for the rest of the day. All 4 of us met Amy at the train station, and we all took the train back to the house. A couple of things: When saying hello, I hugged her for a little longer than usual. On the train, we sat next to each other and I could feel her pushing her leg up against mine. When we got off the train she took off my glasses and put them on her face - we play-fought as I tried to retrieve my glasses back. When we got home, I noticed that she'd sit close to me. I showed her a magic card trick, and also used that opportunity to hold her hand. I examined her hand and mentioned that she had supple hands which were good for piano. I noticed that whenever I was even slightly touching her, she'd keep her body touching mine indefinitely.
After some time of messing around with my pals, I became gradually more close and touchy with Amy. I also broke my glasses, and so I was both really stoned and almost blind. I couldn't decipher facial expressions at all unless I was really close. This was really tough for my game, but I managed to make it work. Amy was a little bit stand-offish, which I later learned to be just part of her personality, and what she usually does to other guys as well. I found it pretty hard to find the right moment to go in for a romantic kiss, and so I just said, "Wait hold on. I have to kiss you first." Prior to it, she gave me a slightly confused face, but I went for it anyway. I pulled back first. After some more shooting the shit with friends, we'd kiss every now and then, but she never really seemed to get into it.
Brownies were ready shortly after. We ate them.
Fast forward an hour or so, the brownies kicked in and the rest of my pals disappeared to another room leaving Amy and I alone. After some making out, I could feel that Amy was finally starting to warm to me. I slowly rubbed my hand up and down her whole body and started to lay down some chase frames and anticipation.
Me: That look on your eyes. [smirk]
Her: What?
Me: The ones that say that I'm getting you really excited.
Eventually my friends returned back to the room, and we popped on a movie. There were 5 mattresses sprawled across the floor, so we made ourselves comfortable. During the movie, Amy and I made out for a bit, but she seemed a little standoffish and not so passionate because we were all baked and tired. After some making out and her not seeming too into it, I gave up and fell asleep. I woke up a few hours later and coincidentally Amy was up as well. We started to make out, and I began to massage her thighs, and then her pussy from outside her pants. Eventually, I slipped my fingers underneath her pants, and then panties, before rubbing her pussy. I took off her pants. No resistance. The panties came off after a minute later... no resistance. As this point, I threw the blankets above my head and I began to eat her out for about a minute. My friends were still in the same room as us so I led us to another room.[In a heated moment]
Me: Am I turning you on?
Her: Yeah. You?
Me: Yeah. Later tonight.
We headed on upstairs, leaving behind Amy's pants and panties and entered a bedroom. I pushed her onto the bed, and went at it like animals. I think I got her really excited. She was moaning really loudly, and seemed to enjoy my dirty talk. After some mutual masturbation and oral sex, she moaned "Oh my god, can you just fuck me already? I want you so bad." Fuck yeah. Once finished we headed back downstairs and spooned ourselves to sleep. I slept like a baby.
Sunday morning:
Again, we were stoned for pretty much the whole entire day. A couple of things: Amy was now starting to warm to me - she didn't seem cold any more. At one point:
Her: How old are you?
[I made some joke]
Her: Please don't tell me you're 18 or something...
Me: [laughs] I'm not. How old are you?
Her: 25. You?
Me: I'm the same age as Nick.
Her: Oh you're 21?
[I nod]
Her: Oh you're so young...
Me: Is that a good thing?
Her: Definitely...
[more kissing]
After more shooting the shit with my pals, we popped on another movie. Charlie and I kissed a bit more before both falling asleep. We woke up and I tried to escalate into sex, with resistance. "Not here" she said.[after some kissing]
Her: Do you think I'm pretty?
[I slowly smirk and kiss her]
Her: Do you think I'm really pretty?
[I kiss her again]
A couple of hours passed, and we took the train back to the city where Amy lived. We arrived at her apartment, and it turned out her house mate was a mutual friend who was watching a movie on her laptop in the lounge room. Amy went outside to smoke. When I joined her, more kissing ensued. She eventually got so worked up that she took my hand led me back inside and not so subtly into her bedroom and closed the door shut. After some intense kissing and rubbing we escalated right into sex again. We were meant to take a shower and wait for her room mate to bring back condoms and lube, but we got a little bit ahead of ourselves.Her: Oh I really wish I was in my apartment right now.
Me: Why?
Her: So I'd have you all to myself.
Me: Is that right?
Her: I want to you come home with me tonight.
We then took a shower together and washed each other with soap. It was a surreal first time experience for me. Afterwards, it was midnight, and I was ready for bed. I think she wanted some more fun and teased me that I was ready for bed when she was right there. We then got to it some more, but we both ended up falling asleep during sex. We woke up and morning sex happened. "It makes me really, really happy when you cum for me" is what she said afterwards. It felt awesome.
Afterwards, I left her place to head off to work which concluded the perfect weekend.
This weekend was a breakthrough for me. Before this weekend, I couldn't really picturing myself making out with random girls, and sleeping with them, but now I can actually visualise it in my head. It feels fucking awesome.
Thanks for reading!
- Jeff