Hey pals!
I'd like to tell you guys about my experience with sleeping with a cutie of dream girl calibre for the first time in my life. She was cute, hot and sexy and teeming with femininity and allure. I've been with a bunch of cuties in my life, but none of them compare to this particular girl. This is a long post.
I came across 20 year old Sunny on Tantan (dating app similar to Tinder) whilst swiping on my holiday in Beijing. She is by far the most attractive girl I'd ever been on a date with; and I've gone on dates with many gorgeous girls in the past. The first thing I noticed about Sunny when I met her was her very white crooked top row of teeth. I thought that they were absolutely adorable and added flair to her character. In a strange way, a crooked smile definitely looked cute on her. She had a petite yet curvy figure. Her thighs definitely had some oomph to it, and her ass was well crafted. Her face was stunningly gorgeous. She sported very delicate features, with soft, smooth lips, and supple skin. She was my dream girl material. I'd never went on a date with a dream quality girl before.
We set up a date on Friday night. We met up at a trendy area of Beijing called Sanlitun at 9pm, close to where she lived. When we were nearby each other, we shared our locations on WeChat, and she told me to come to her. My maps wasn't working so I told her to come to me. She crossed the road and said hi to me. I thought she was absolutely gorgeous and was as sexy and cute as her pictures. We introduced our names as I clasped her hand and went in for a cheek kiss, which seemed to charm her. This is a recent development that I was trying, as a hug seemed to forthcoming. I told her that I felt like having some coffee, and she mentioned that there was a place to get coffee a little further down the road. We crossed the road, and surely enough, it was Starbucks. I noticed that her English was not very good. I don't remember the specifics about what we were talking about, but my focus was on building comfort. She asked about my age. I told her to guess, which she did correctly, 21. She said that she was very young, at just 20. At one point, about 2 minutes into walking, our hands touched side by side and I very lightly grabbed onto it. She flinched a little, withdrawing her hand back. I think it might have been a little bit too forward because I hadn't yet built enough comfort. We arrived at Starbucks, and Sunny entered the wrong queue - the line to receive coffee rather than to order it. I could tell that she was a little bit flustered, and she also accidentally pushed ahead in line inadvertently. In the line, I made her laugh a couple of times, and whenever I did, she'd lightly touch my arm for less than a second and draw back. She spoke with a accent. It didn't really sound very thick but it was definitely Chinese. Eventually, we were at the front of the queue. Normally on dates, I like to be in front of the girl so that I can order my drink first, and just pay for myself. But in this instance, Sunny was in front, so I let her go ahead. But when she walked to the counter, she called me over, so we ordered at the same time. When the cashier asked for the money, I waited a second, and whipped out my wallet. Normally, I never pay for my date's drinks or food, and this instance I would've asked to pay separately, but I didnt, for an unknown reason. I ended up paying for hers too. Normally this wouldn't have bothered me too much, but I was tired, and in a bad mood from a long day sight seeing. I was also sleep deprived. I felt a little bit bitter for paying for her drink, because she didn't even say thank you. Keep in mind, I'm a traveller with a very tight budget so I couldn't really afford to be buying strangers drinks. I tried to forget about it. Whilst waiting for the coffee, we both faced the counter, not saying much. Admittedly, I was still bitter about paying for coffee. I don't remember the last time I paid for a girl - it was always the case where we paid for ourselves. The atmosphere was a little tense because of that little mix up. She went to get our coffee cup holders, and she got us straws and sugar. She handed me the coffee cup holder and I dropped it clumsily onto the ground. We headed upstairs to find a seat, but all of them were taken. It took a minute to find a seat. We decided to share a table with a couple nearby us, and we angled our chairs away from them for privacy. I accidentally spilled some hot chocolate all over me when I sat down. She went to grab tissues for me, and I was off to a very clumsy start to the date. We sat down pretty far away from each other. The distance was awkward. I sat down, and was still a little annoyed about paying for coffee. I told myself it wasn't a big deal, and reminded myself that I mustn't be bitter. At that moment, we weren't talking very much. She was definitely the shy type, and because I wasn't in a very talkative mood, there was a long silence for about 10 seconds. She was in the middle of removing her coffee lid, pouring sugar, and stirring it for a long time. "I take that you like your coffee well mixed?" I remarked. She laughed. After a minute or so of chatting, I managed to get pass the bitterness and the vibe was warm again. I deep dived her about where she was from. She was born in a small city an hour away from Beijing. She told me that she was a singer, and that she worked a lot. She worked 5 to 6 nights a week at night time and told me that it was very exhausting. She was also speaking very quietly to conserve her voice. I used this as an excuse to move my seat closer to her, to close the awkward distance between us. I was the one who moved my seat closer to her, rather than vice versa. I thought that maybe it was a little too early on to demand that much compliance from her (the seats were very heavy and difficult to move). I told her that it was really cool that she was a singer, and that I thought that it definitely fit well with her vibe. "Your style definitely reflects your creative ability! I really like your style... thanks for dressing up for me!" I said. She giggled. She later told me she was an actress as well. I made to sure to let her know that I thought it was really cool. I wanted to let her feel happy with qualifying herself to me. In my head, I was thinking, 'Wow. This insanely beautiful dream quality girl is a singer and an actress. She is way out of my league.' I later shot that negative thought out of my consciousness. She proceeded to show me some of her short singing video clips on her phone, and she told me the full videos were on another phone at home. I told her that I really wanted to see her full singing videos later. I later used that as a reason to pull to her place.
I ended up moving closer to her again later on because it was too hard to hear her. We were finally at a good distance. I enquired about her living situation. She lived nearby with housemates, but she had her own room. Logistics are good! We continued to talk, and I'd sometimes tell her jokes and she'd touch my arm lightly and briefly when we were laughing and having a good time. Something that I noticed that I did in the past was that whenever a girl touched me, I'd like it a lot, and would get carried away with the validation, and immediately reward her and touch her at the same time. I reasoned that whenever I was so eager to reward her instantly, it would've come across as being too keen. Instead, this time I'd let her touch me, and I'd touch her on my own accord, or react slower to her touch. Whenever touching girls, I used to usually touch girls for a brief amount of time (almost tapping) but this time I committed and lingered my hand on her arm for 3 seconds or so. Actually it was one of my gay friends who tried it on, me with a powerful effect. It really showed me the power of confident lingering touch. Something that I found very attractive about Sunny was that her spoken English was not very good. I am extremely attracted to East Asian girls. We'd have moments where she didn't understand what I was saying, and I'd have to use my (terrible) spoken Chinese to explain it to her. We had to use a translator app on her phone a couple of times. At this point, I think I built a fair amount of comfort with her. She was feeling quite cold, so we moved from outside to inside. We sat down and kept on talking for about 20 minutes. My phone screen is broken and has a line of pink dead pixels along it, which she found amusing. I joked that I should swap phones with her. I didn't realise that she had a big crack in her phone screen, so she said she was happy to swap. We had a good laugh about that.
Sunny rarely asked any questions, about me. It made me feel a little unimportant, but it was fine, because I could focus the deep dive on her. In an instance, she looked at her phone to text her friend, and when she did that, I gazed off into the distance looking bored and unimpressed. She didn't check her phone again after that. At one point she mentioned that her phone was dying so I lent her my power bank. At various points, whenever there was a lull in the conversation, she'd look over behind her and scanned the environment. I think it really showcased her skittish personality. At some point, I felt it was time to move things forwards, so I suggested taking a walk around the area, where I could more easily touch her. We left Starbucks and went outside where it was quite cold.
We were standing outside where it was cold, and I figured that there was too much tension from not enough touching so I decided to grab her hand. I accidentally snagged my hand onto the power bank cable that she was holding onto with her other hand, so I untangled the cable and kept holding onto her hand, without flinching. She didnt really move her hand away, or actively hold my either either... it was just kinda dead in my hands. We walk for about 10 seconds, but my grip onto her hands was uncomfortable so I readjusted my grip, and we were walking with fingers interlocked. We went on a walk for about 10 minutes just looking for a bathroom. She seemed pretty comfortable with my presence. At this point I was still focusing on building comfort with her, because her personality was quite coy and skittish. The weather was cold so at one point I put my hand on the small of her back, but I ended up grazing her bare skin because her jumper was very short. She flinched and laughed saying that I was a bad boy. We went to the bathroom, and we walked around some more. She suggested that we should go to a bar, or a club. But I realised that the latter would've been a terrible idea. I don't drink, and bars have loud music, and given her quiet voice and our language barrier, I wasn't terribly keen. I told her I wanted to go somewhere with quiet music because I wanted to talk to her and get to know her. I tried to affirm that I was really interested in getting to know her. I made a joke about her quiet voice, framing it in the way that implied that she was cute and shy. She laughed at the joke. We decided to ditch the bar, and she was quite hungry and wanted food - hot pot in particular. After walking around for a while and not being able to find hot pot, we gave up on that endeavour. Occassionally our hands would become unlinked, but upon linking hands again, she'd put in some effort and grab onto my hand, rather than myself doing all the work. During our walk, I could tell that she was becoming more comfortable with me. She told me that she had two cats, and I deep dived her about her favourite animals. At one point i stopped to take some pictures of the area we were walking in. It was definitely the trendy part of Beijing that I hadn't experienced before. I told her in Chinese: "I think that the way you speak English is very cute." She giggled and seemed to blush as she thanked me. She told me that since it was Friday night and her night off work, she wanted to drink some alcohol. I told her that I didn't drink because I was borderline alcohol intolerant, and that I was sleepy and drunk off half a beer. She told me that she was a lightweight too, drunk off a beer. In any case, we walked up a stall and I told her that I wouldn't drink, but she got one for me anyway. She paid for both of our drinks, which I thanked her for. The bitterness that I had before was completely gone now since she bought me a drink. We decided to grab some food in a Chinese restaurant which was small, warm and quiet. Perfect.
At this point I was very full, and said I didn't want to have anything. She ordered one dish for herself which she insisted on sharing with me. I made a joke that she was trying to fatten me up. I helped myself to the fried seafood. At this point I'd only drunken about a quarter of my mojito. I hadn't drunken in about half a year, so the alcohol went straight to my head. I was feeling quite tipsy, and a little sleepy. It was markedly harder to pump out good game. She remarked that my face was turning red. I told her that I hadn't drunken in half a year until now and had a strong case of Asian flush. I joked that she was trying to get me drunk, which she found amusing. The restaurant had a resident cat, which greeted us. Sunny proceeded to cuddle the cat and told me that that her own cats looked like that. At this point she was quite comfortable with me, and I was making use of (in my opinion) killer eye contact especially when she qualified herself to me. I was trying to show through my eyes that I found her damn attractive and wanted her very much. At one point amidst my eye fucking, she chuckled and said "Oh Jeff, you look a little bit like a girl!" I then laughed a little bit and asked her why she thought that was so. She told me that I looked a little bit like a girl when I looked at her like that. Maybe my look needs some work haha. The girl I was with the night before also said the same thing. As I was kissing her, she said "oh my God... you are so beautiful and feminine. You look like a cat". Whenever I put on my look with a girl, I gaze into her eyes with sparkling warmth, squinting a little bit, with a slight smirk to the left side of my face, sometimes accompanied with a head tilt to the left. The main idea I try to convey with this look is one that shows her that I like her, want her, and think she is cute, all whilst making her comfortable.
Anyway, I've had many girls told me that I look feminine, beautiful and charming when I do this look. I've had many girls I've kissed told me that I looked like a cat and also like a girl. I had one girl who I slept with saying that I was extremely masculine and feminine at the same time, and that my smile was cat-like and girly. Anyway, I'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing, but I've always enjoyed being cute around girls, because it seems fun.
Anyway, so Sunny said that I looked like a girl when I gave her my 'I want you' look. I laughed it off and thought it was genuinely amusing. "Does that bother you I said that?" Sunny asked. I told her it didn't, but I thought it was amusing that she said that. I told her she was silly and goofy. I laid down another chase frame later on. "So other then singing, shopping (she told me she was shopping earlier today), and talking to handsome boys, what else do you like to do?" I asked. She seemed to blush and said in broken English, "Oh... you are handsome? Haha." I don't know whether her inflection was indicating a question or not, so I don't know whether she was telling me that I was handsome, or whether she sceptical. I think she enjoyed the chase frame either way because she was laughing and having a good time.
After around 20 minutes, I was feeling quite tipsy and wanted to get out of the restaurant, so I decided to pull. "Hey I really want to hear the rest of your music videos, what say we finish up here and head back to your place?" She didn't understand what I said so I had to rephrase it in Chinese. I don't remember exactly what she said, but she deflected my question, and continued to show me the short videos of her singing on her phone. I proceeded to tell her that I really wanted to see the full videos which were in a phone at her place. I think she just changed the subject after that mention. I then went to the bathroom because I was busting. We chatted for another 10 minutes, and she was about half way through her mojito and probably feeling quite tipsy.
I was pretty sick of sitting in the restaurant so I phrased the pull again. "What say we head back to your place where it's a bit warmer and quieter where we can finish our drinks?" She finally agreed that we should finish our drinks at her place. After a few more minutes she said that she was done with her drink and said "Okay, we have to take a taxi." We didnt evem take our drinks with us. She ended up paying the bill and we left. It was pretty freezing outside. Whilst waiting for a taxi she said it would be hard to take a taxi at this time. The transition point seem to be pretty comfortable. I focused the conversation on the cold weather and was shivering as I jogged on the spot. I think this seemed to put her at ease. I put my hand along the small of her back, and she seemed to really enjoy it. A taxi ended up pulling by, but it was too expensive for Sunny so the driver drove off. A tuk tuk then ended up pulling up, and Sunny said they were expensive but she was really cold and wanted to go home. "Should we take this?" she said. I didn't think she was being serious and I said "Haha, I don't want to die!" I don't think she understood what I said because we went in anyway. This was my first time ever riding a tuk tuk. I put my arm around her waist and held onto her hand. It felt really amazing to touch her soft skin. The driver then went along and I told her that this was my first time ever riding in a tuk tuk. We eventually got on the topic of cats. "Do you know what I really like about cats? How they rub up against your face like this." At this point I rubbed my nose and cheek against her cheek. She flinched, so I quickly changed the subject and maintained my cool. "Yeah, so that's what I think is cool about cats. I also like how they are... blah blah."
After about a 5 minute ride, we arrived to her place. She told me to wait outside for 2 minutes before coming inside. We walked up some flights of stairs to the fourth level. She was walking ahead of me, so I got an amazing view of her legs and rear ass in tight jeans. I was so damn turned on and wanted to tear those black jeans off of her. She then went inside and told me to wait outside. I took a seat by the steps. I was just thinking about how cute Sunny was and I could hardly believe that I was at her place. I psyched myself up. I told myself that I must make a move within 10 minutes, and that I needed to be fearless and lead the dance of seduction to sex. Given how tough the last half year had been for me in terms of game, I was so damn passionate to succeed. There was no way I was going to let a girl of such high calibre go without a fight. I meditated a little bit, which calmed me down and improved my focus.
After 5 minutes, Sunny opened the door and beckoned me inside. She was wearing nothing but an oversized yellow tshirt and her black panties, revealing her delicious legs. They were so delectable and tantalising. She apologised that she took so long to let me in, because she had to clear out the kitty litter. In her room was a cage where two big fat grey cats were. They were pretty damn agile and doing what cats do... staring intensely at stuff and leaping in sudden gracile movements. She told me about her cats and told me their names. I then sat down on her bed and patted the bed next to her and she came and joined me. In hindsight it would've been better to just to grab her hand and pull her to join me in bed. In any case she joined me and we chatted a bit. "You know what, Sunny? You're a really interesting girl. What do you think about me?" At this point she blushed and laughed and looked down and turned her head away. "Good..?" She said very coyly, and she turned her head back. At this point I pulled her hand into me and went in to kiss her. I was met with her cheek and a whole head of hair, as she turned away. Instead of flinching which is what I usually do, I played it off as no big deal and continued the conversation lightly. I then played some guitar whilst see went to do her own thing. She then went to take a shower 2 minutes later. She removed her blue contacts and she left. I was in her room all by myself with her cats.
It was pretty surreal, I was in the room of an unbelievably cute girl. She had 4 pairs of panties hanging on a coat hanger at the back of the room which drove me nuts. I was talking to her cats telling her how cute I though their owner was. I was praying to the cat gods to please be able to make it happen with this dream quality girl. I then sat my ass down on her bed and read up some Girls Chase summaries I'd written about some key articles.
These were very helpful to me in particular:
- https://www.girlschase.com/content/resis ... nt-flavors
- https://www.girlschase.com/content/get-h ... -alone-you
- https://www.girlschase.com/content/keys-girls-panties
I then proceeded to read Hector's article online:
-https://www.girlschase.com/content/shatter-last-minute-resistance-compassion-passion
which was extremely helpful to me that night. I also meditated some which helped calm my senses. PrettyDecent recommended it to me as it helped improve his focus, and reduced stress and anxiety. I texted my best friend a bit, telling her I was in this insanely gorgeous girl's room. She wished me luck.
Soon enough Sunny came back. Her face full of makeup was removed, showcasing a naturally beautiful face. So damn hot, sexy and cute. Her hair was still wet and she looked so cute wearing just a tshirt with no pants. She then opened up a strawberries jelly juice pack and we had some. She fed me this interesting fruit as well. I then sat to the back of the bed and beckoned with outstretched arms telling that I wanted her to cuddle me. She joined me and I embraced her. She was lying in her back most of the time and I was kind facing her and hugging her with my arms. I was the chaser, but I figured I needed to give a little to get a little. I also experimented with being very cute and a little facetious. I made her feel really comfortable and lowered and quietened my voice to a very calm soothing one. I made my conversation very sweet and cute, which my I like to do with my non-monogamous girlfriend back at home. Usually what my sweet talk encompasses is just allowing myself to talk about random stuff and voicing my opinions while she gladly listens. My tone of voice would be very sweet, and cute.
I did some of this sweet talking with Sunny. I talked about her room and how I thought it was first cute. She had this giant Hello Kitty balloon floating at the back of the room next to the cat cage. She had Hello Kitty blankets and pillows. She also had this cute pillow with a husky on it. I continued on with my sweet talk. At random intervals I'd kiss her on the cheek cutely. At first she flinched but no longer continued to after the first time. At one point she had to leave to say hi to her friend's mother who was there. She asked if I wanted to come say hi. I declined. She then left for around 10 minutes and I continued to read my article summaries and messaged my best friend. Sunny returned soon enough, and I stretched out my arms and she joined me in bed to cuddle me again. At this point I took off my pants under the covers to get myself more comfortable. It felt exceptionally nice to rub my bare legs against hers. At one point i told her I was really embarrassed to speak Chinese because it was so bad, but she said it was good. I graciously accepted her compliment and I landed a soft peck on her lips and said thank you very sweetly. She scrunched up her face and flinched a little, but I kept my cool and continued to talk about random stuff, throwing in a few more kisses here and there. At one point she complimented my Chinese again, so I kissed her again, this time for longer... and she didn't flinch. But about 2 second into it, her housemates were talking loudly outside which killed the mood. We then talked about more random stuff. I then told her to face me and I massaged my thighs against her thighs and pussy. I ended up talking a bit more, and at one point i was whispering whilst giving her many kisses on the cheek. There was no more flinching. She then showed me some random videos on her phone and at one point she was just idly browsing her phone as if waiting for something to happen. This is where I went in for the kill. I lifted my head up, and I positioned it above hers, and I leant in and softly and slowly grazed her upper lip. No flinching whatsoever. I kissed her bottom lip and back to the top. I was very slow, sensual and soft. After a little bit, I added some tongue and she began to lick my tongue. I was wondering whether I should've pulled back first after the kiss, but I thought not to and kept going. Her lips were incredibly soft and smooth and they was simply delightful to kiss. After about a minute or so, I moved my left hand down to her thigh and massaged it. I rubbed my hands all over her inner thighs and the outside of her pussy, without actually touching it, making sure to tease her. I moved all the way down and proceeded to the lick her inner thighs and the juicy part of her ass. I continued this for a while, teasing her and denying her pussy of any pleasure. When I finally went to take off her panties, they came off easily with no resistance whatsoever. I continued to lick her inner thighs and then the area between her pussy and asshole. I slowly moved my way to her outer lips and she was moaning softly. It was so damn sensual. I then moved my way to her vagina, lapping up thick droplets of the her delicious pussy juice that had formed. She tasted amazing. I was very careful to not touch her clit as I began to fuck her pussy with my tongue. Eventually I moved to her clit and began to lick the hell out of it. Her moans were turning me on so much. I then pulled off her tshirt to reveal perky nipples and the cutest boobs. They were average sized and simply delightful to lick and grooe. I continued to lick her nipples and returned to kiss her lips. I then rolled over next to her and she whispered, "I want to kiss you." She meant she wanted to suck my cock. I gladly removed my briefs and my dick was very happy to pop out. "Oh you're so big!" she moaned as she jacked me off. She then proceeded to give me the best blow job I'd ever received in my life. She made sure to make it very very slobberingly wet and licked me all over my balls, dick, and even my unkempt pubes, which I'd been putting off shaving. It was freaking hot at hell. She also licked and slobbered all over my nipples, and lightly rubbed my asshole. So kinky. I then proceeded to lick her boobs again. What I found absolutely adorable about Sunny was that she was so coy even during sex. At multiple times she'd cover up her face with a pillow or hands and she seemed so shy when I pleasured her. Whenever I kissed her though, she'd melt into me. Eventually I went to get a condom and popped it on. I couldn't stay hard because I have a mild case of ED and I also orgasmed that same day. Anyway, I eventually got it up and entered her. The feeling would be best described as absolute bliss. For the first time in my life, my dick was inside my dream quality girl with my absolute favourite body type - curvy yet petite. It had been 2 years since I started learning seduction, and I was a virgin and I can't tell you how much I fantasised about this moment with fucking dream quality girl. Now it'd finally come true. I continued to rail her for a while, but I got soft halfway through which was a disappointment. Instead, I licked her pussy and got hard again. As I stuck my cock inside her, she moaned loudly. It was delightful to rail her brains out. I loved how coy she was even when I was fucking her. She had her eyes closed and was moaning in delight but was shy to look me in the eye. I moaned, "Do you like it the feel of my big cock inside your pussy?" She replied with the most feminine and cute moan I'd ever heard in my life. "Yes!" she squeaked. After about 10 minutes or so, I was ready to cum, and she was moaning so loudly as I was coming close, and I exploded inside her, and hugged and clenched my whole body around her in the missionary position. It was incredible. Afterwards ee cuddled for a bit, and I asked if she wanted me stay or leave, because I understood if she wanted her privacy. She said she didn't mind, so I stayed with her because I didn't fancy taking a taxi in a foreign country late at night. We then went to sleep and I had my arms around her, and my dick pressed up against her ass. She began to grab and rub with my dick with her hand until I was fully hard again. We then went for round two. Round 2 was a lot more interesting, where I licked her pretty much everywhere, lapping up her asshole and toes. There was a lot of spitting. Everything about her tasted amazing. I went to town with ass spanking and licked and fingered pussy her till her came. It was so hot the way she tried to squirm away and tightened her thighs around my head. I wanted to fuck her again, so we got another condom, which she whipped out of this fancy looking box with 5 wrapped lollipops in it. She unwrapped one of the lollipop, to reveal a purple lillipop. I was confused. She opened it up to revealed a condom inside of it. It was hilarious and we both laughed. I popped it on, but I couldn't stay hard so we gave up and went to sleep at 5am.
I had a flight to catch later that day so I was up by 7am. We fooled around a bit more, bit she wasn't in the mood because she was so tired. I got dressed and gave her a very sweet goodbye kiss. I was very sad to have to leave her, and I realise I was developing feelings for her. It caught me by surprised since this very rarely happens to me. We texted later that day, and she said that she liked me and was going to miss me. I am sad that I probably will never see her again, but I'm glad that I had met her.
Anyway this has been a long post, but I wanted to fit as much detail as I could into it. I don't want to ever forget about the time I slept with dream girl material. Overall, I think I led the seduction process smoothly, especially with smashing out the LMR at the end. Normally I would've flinched when she rejected my kiss, but I persisted till the end. LMR is something I'd been struggling for the a sizeable chunk of this year, and it was so bad that I couldn't even kiss girls because they'd always turn a cheek and want to leave. PrettyDecent said that my problem was not making sure that girls were comfortable along with me, which was the reason I was getting blown out over and over again. I think what I did really well with Sunny was making sure that she was comfortable the whole time. I think a large part of that was making suee that I was comfortable, and using cute, sweet talk. When we were together cuddling in bed, there was no uncomfortable tension... just hot anticipation. I thought that my physical escalation was smooth, with not many jarring moments. I also tried a new thing where I'd escalate heavily whenever a girl gave me a compliment. In the case where Sunny gave me a compliment about my Chinese speaking ability, I kissed her, which seemed to flow quite naturally. I would like to test this idea out more in the future. A problem I'd experienced in the past before kissing girls, is that I'd saying something like "wait, I need to kiss you first" which worked with varying success. Even when it did work, the kiss felt premeditated and jarring. I might just throw that out completely from now on.
I am extremely happy to finally have slept with a dream quality girl who I was ridiculously attracted to. Everything about her just seemed so sensual and attractive to me, from my perfectly shaped ass, juicy thighs to her perky nipples and delicate face. Every part of her tasted delicious. The cherry on top was her sweetness and shyness, even during sex. Her aura was absolutely oozing with femininity and coy excitement. Man, I love cute shy excited girls.
Anyway let me know what thoughts/critique you might have! Also, what do you guys think is up with the girls calling me feminine thing? Is it good/bad/both?They usually say that my facial expressions are very sweet and cat like, and my face is very beautiful... not handsome, but beautiful. I don't take it as an insult and it doesn't worry me, because I managed to hook up with girls this way anyway. Perhaps it functions to disarm them and make them more comfortable? Not sure.
Thanks for reading!
Jeffrey
I'd like to tell you guys about my experience with sleeping with a cutie of dream girl calibre for the first time in my life. She was cute, hot and sexy and teeming with femininity and allure. I've been with a bunch of cuties in my life, but none of them compare to this particular girl. This is a long post.
I came across 20 year old Sunny on Tantan (dating app similar to Tinder) whilst swiping on my holiday in Beijing. She is by far the most attractive girl I'd ever been on a date with; and I've gone on dates with many gorgeous girls in the past. The first thing I noticed about Sunny when I met her was her very white crooked top row of teeth. I thought that they were absolutely adorable and added flair to her character. In a strange way, a crooked smile definitely looked cute on her. She had a petite yet curvy figure. Her thighs definitely had some oomph to it, and her ass was well crafted. Her face was stunningly gorgeous. She sported very delicate features, with soft, smooth lips, and supple skin. She was my dream girl material. I'd never went on a date with a dream quality girl before.
We set up a date on Friday night. We met up at a trendy area of Beijing called Sanlitun at 9pm, close to where she lived. When we were nearby each other, we shared our locations on WeChat, and she told me to come to her. My maps wasn't working so I told her to come to me. She crossed the road and said hi to me. I thought she was absolutely gorgeous and was as sexy and cute as her pictures. We introduced our names as I clasped her hand and went in for a cheek kiss, which seemed to charm her. This is a recent development that I was trying, as a hug seemed to forthcoming. I told her that I felt like having some coffee, and she mentioned that there was a place to get coffee a little further down the road. We crossed the road, and surely enough, it was Starbucks. I noticed that her English was not very good. I don't remember the specifics about what we were talking about, but my focus was on building comfort. She asked about my age. I told her to guess, which she did correctly, 21. She said that she was very young, at just 20. At one point, about 2 minutes into walking, our hands touched side by side and I very lightly grabbed onto it. She flinched a little, withdrawing her hand back. I think it might have been a little bit too forward because I hadn't yet built enough comfort. We arrived at Starbucks, and Sunny entered the wrong queue - the line to receive coffee rather than to order it. I could tell that she was a little bit flustered, and she also accidentally pushed ahead in line inadvertently. In the line, I made her laugh a couple of times, and whenever I did, she'd lightly touch my arm for less than a second and draw back. She spoke with a accent. It didn't really sound very thick but it was definitely Chinese. Eventually, we were at the front of the queue. Normally on dates, I like to be in front of the girl so that I can order my drink first, and just pay for myself. But in this instance, Sunny was in front, so I let her go ahead. But when she walked to the counter, she called me over, so we ordered at the same time. When the cashier asked for the money, I waited a second, and whipped out my wallet. Normally, I never pay for my date's drinks or food, and this instance I would've asked to pay separately, but I didnt, for an unknown reason. I ended up paying for hers too. Normally this wouldn't have bothered me too much, but I was tired, and in a bad mood from a long day sight seeing. I was also sleep deprived. I felt a little bit bitter for paying for her drink, because she didn't even say thank you. Keep in mind, I'm a traveller with a very tight budget so I couldn't really afford to be buying strangers drinks. I tried to forget about it. Whilst waiting for the coffee, we both faced the counter, not saying much. Admittedly, I was still bitter about paying for coffee. I don't remember the last time I paid for a girl - it was always the case where we paid for ourselves. The atmosphere was a little tense because of that little mix up. She went to get our coffee cup holders, and she got us straws and sugar. She handed me the coffee cup holder and I dropped it clumsily onto the ground. We headed upstairs to find a seat, but all of them were taken. It took a minute to find a seat. We decided to share a table with a couple nearby us, and we angled our chairs away from them for privacy. I accidentally spilled some hot chocolate all over me when I sat down. She went to grab tissues for me, and I was off to a very clumsy start to the date. We sat down pretty far away from each other. The distance was awkward. I sat down, and was still a little annoyed about paying for coffee. I told myself it wasn't a big deal, and reminded myself that I mustn't be bitter. At that moment, we weren't talking very much. She was definitely the shy type, and because I wasn't in a very talkative mood, there was a long silence for about 10 seconds. She was in the middle of removing her coffee lid, pouring sugar, and stirring it for a long time. "I take that you like your coffee well mixed?" I remarked. She laughed. After a minute or so of chatting, I managed to get pass the bitterness and the vibe was warm again. I deep dived her about where she was from. She was born in a small city an hour away from Beijing. She told me that she was a singer, and that she worked a lot. She worked 5 to 6 nights a week at night time and told me that it was very exhausting. She was also speaking very quietly to conserve her voice. I used this as an excuse to move my seat closer to her, to close the awkward distance between us. I was the one who moved my seat closer to her, rather than vice versa. I thought that maybe it was a little too early on to demand that much compliance from her (the seats were very heavy and difficult to move). I told her that it was really cool that she was a singer, and that I thought that it definitely fit well with her vibe. "Your style definitely reflects your creative ability! I really like your style... thanks for dressing up for me!" I said. She giggled. She later told me she was an actress as well. I made to sure to let her know that I thought it was really cool. I wanted to let her feel happy with qualifying herself to me. In my head, I was thinking, 'Wow. This insanely beautiful dream quality girl is a singer and an actress. She is way out of my league.' I later shot that negative thought out of my consciousness. She proceeded to show me some of her short singing video clips on her phone, and she told me the full videos were on another phone at home. I told her that I really wanted to see her full singing videos later. I later used that as a reason to pull to her place.
I ended up moving closer to her again later on because it was too hard to hear her. We were finally at a good distance. I enquired about her living situation. She lived nearby with housemates, but she had her own room. Logistics are good! We continued to talk, and I'd sometimes tell her jokes and she'd touch my arm lightly and briefly when we were laughing and having a good time. Something that I noticed that I did in the past was that whenever a girl touched me, I'd like it a lot, and would get carried away with the validation, and immediately reward her and touch her at the same time. I reasoned that whenever I was so eager to reward her instantly, it would've come across as being too keen. Instead, this time I'd let her touch me, and I'd touch her on my own accord, or react slower to her touch. Whenever touching girls, I used to usually touch girls for a brief amount of time (almost tapping) but this time I committed and lingered my hand on her arm for 3 seconds or so. Actually it was one of my gay friends who tried it on, me with a powerful effect. It really showed me the power of confident lingering touch. Something that I found very attractive about Sunny was that her spoken English was not very good. I am extremely attracted to East Asian girls. We'd have moments where she didn't understand what I was saying, and I'd have to use my (terrible) spoken Chinese to explain it to her. We had to use a translator app on her phone a couple of times. At this point, I think I built a fair amount of comfort with her. She was feeling quite cold, so we moved from outside to inside. We sat down and kept on talking for about 20 minutes. My phone screen is broken and has a line of pink dead pixels along it, which she found amusing. I joked that I should swap phones with her. I didn't realise that she had a big crack in her phone screen, so she said she was happy to swap. We had a good laugh about that.
Sunny rarely asked any questions, about me. It made me feel a little unimportant, but it was fine, because I could focus the deep dive on her. In an instance, she looked at her phone to text her friend, and when she did that, I gazed off into the distance looking bored and unimpressed. She didn't check her phone again after that. At one point she mentioned that her phone was dying so I lent her my power bank. At various points, whenever there was a lull in the conversation, she'd look over behind her and scanned the environment. I think it really showcased her skittish personality. At some point, I felt it was time to move things forwards, so I suggested taking a walk around the area, where I could more easily touch her. We left Starbucks and went outside where it was quite cold.
We were standing outside where it was cold, and I figured that there was too much tension from not enough touching so I decided to grab her hand. I accidentally snagged my hand onto the power bank cable that she was holding onto with her other hand, so I untangled the cable and kept holding onto her hand, without flinching. She didnt really move her hand away, or actively hold my either either... it was just kinda dead in my hands. We walk for about 10 seconds, but my grip onto her hands was uncomfortable so I readjusted my grip, and we were walking with fingers interlocked. We went on a walk for about 10 minutes just looking for a bathroom. She seemed pretty comfortable with my presence. At this point I was still focusing on building comfort with her, because her personality was quite coy and skittish. The weather was cold so at one point I put my hand on the small of her back, but I ended up grazing her bare skin because her jumper was very short. She flinched and laughed saying that I was a bad boy. We went to the bathroom, and we walked around some more. She suggested that we should go to a bar, or a club. But I realised that the latter would've been a terrible idea. I don't drink, and bars have loud music, and given her quiet voice and our language barrier, I wasn't terribly keen. I told her I wanted to go somewhere with quiet music because I wanted to talk to her and get to know her. I tried to affirm that I was really interested in getting to know her. I made a joke about her quiet voice, framing it in the way that implied that she was cute and shy. She laughed at the joke. We decided to ditch the bar, and she was quite hungry and wanted food - hot pot in particular. After walking around for a while and not being able to find hot pot, we gave up on that endeavour. Occassionally our hands would become unlinked, but upon linking hands again, she'd put in some effort and grab onto my hand, rather than myself doing all the work. During our walk, I could tell that she was becoming more comfortable with me. She told me that she had two cats, and I deep dived her about her favourite animals. At one point i stopped to take some pictures of the area we were walking in. It was definitely the trendy part of Beijing that I hadn't experienced before. I told her in Chinese: "I think that the way you speak English is very cute." She giggled and seemed to blush as she thanked me. She told me that since it was Friday night and her night off work, she wanted to drink some alcohol. I told her that I didn't drink because I was borderline alcohol intolerant, and that I was sleepy and drunk off half a beer. She told me that she was a lightweight too, drunk off a beer. In any case, we walked up a stall and I told her that I wouldn't drink, but she got one for me anyway. She paid for both of our drinks, which I thanked her for. The bitterness that I had before was completely gone now since she bought me a drink. We decided to grab some food in a Chinese restaurant which was small, warm and quiet. Perfect.
At this point I was very full, and said I didn't want to have anything. She ordered one dish for herself which she insisted on sharing with me. I made a joke that she was trying to fatten me up. I helped myself to the fried seafood. At this point I'd only drunken about a quarter of my mojito. I hadn't drunken in about half a year, so the alcohol went straight to my head. I was feeling quite tipsy, and a little sleepy. It was markedly harder to pump out good game. She remarked that my face was turning red. I told her that I hadn't drunken in half a year until now and had a strong case of Asian flush. I joked that she was trying to get me drunk, which she found amusing. The restaurant had a resident cat, which greeted us. Sunny proceeded to cuddle the cat and told me that that her own cats looked like that. At this point she was quite comfortable with me, and I was making use of (in my opinion) killer eye contact especially when she qualified herself to me. I was trying to show through my eyes that I found her damn attractive and wanted her very much. At one point amidst my eye fucking, she chuckled and said "Oh Jeff, you look a little bit like a girl!" I then laughed a little bit and asked her why she thought that was so. She told me that I looked a little bit like a girl when I looked at her like that. Maybe my look needs some work haha. The girl I was with the night before also said the same thing. As I was kissing her, she said "oh my God... you are so beautiful and feminine. You look like a cat". Whenever I put on my look with a girl, I gaze into her eyes with sparkling warmth, squinting a little bit, with a slight smirk to the left side of my face, sometimes accompanied with a head tilt to the left. The main idea I try to convey with this look is one that shows her that I like her, want her, and think she is cute, all whilst making her comfortable.
Anyway, I've had many girls told me that I look feminine, beautiful and charming when I do this look. I've had many girls I've kissed told me that I looked like a cat and also like a girl. I had one girl who I slept with saying that I was extremely masculine and feminine at the same time, and that my smile was cat-like and girly. Anyway, I'm not sure if it's a good or bad thing, but I've always enjoyed being cute around girls, because it seems fun.
Anyway, so Sunny said that I looked like a girl when I gave her my 'I want you' look. I laughed it off and thought it was genuinely amusing. "Does that bother you I said that?" Sunny asked. I told her it didn't, but I thought it was amusing that she said that. I told her she was silly and goofy. I laid down another chase frame later on. "So other then singing, shopping (she told me she was shopping earlier today), and talking to handsome boys, what else do you like to do?" I asked. She seemed to blush and said in broken English, "Oh... you are handsome? Haha." I don't know whether her inflection was indicating a question or not, so I don't know whether she was telling me that I was handsome, or whether she sceptical. I think she enjoyed the chase frame either way because she was laughing and having a good time.
After around 20 minutes, I was feeling quite tipsy and wanted to get out of the restaurant, so I decided to pull. "Hey I really want to hear the rest of your music videos, what say we finish up here and head back to your place?" She didn't understand what I said so I had to rephrase it in Chinese. I don't remember exactly what she said, but she deflected my question, and continued to show me the short videos of her singing on her phone. I proceeded to tell her that I really wanted to see the full videos which were in a phone at her place. I think she just changed the subject after that mention. I then went to the bathroom because I was busting. We chatted for another 10 minutes, and she was about half way through her mojito and probably feeling quite tipsy.
I was pretty sick of sitting in the restaurant so I phrased the pull again. "What say we head back to your place where it's a bit warmer and quieter where we can finish our drinks?" She finally agreed that we should finish our drinks at her place. After a few more minutes she said that she was done with her drink and said "Okay, we have to take a taxi." We didnt evem take our drinks with us. She ended up paying the bill and we left. It was pretty freezing outside. Whilst waiting for a taxi she said it would be hard to take a taxi at this time. The transition point seem to be pretty comfortable. I focused the conversation on the cold weather and was shivering as I jogged on the spot. I think this seemed to put her at ease. I put my hand along the small of her back, and she seemed to really enjoy it. A taxi ended up pulling by, but it was too expensive for Sunny so the driver drove off. A tuk tuk then ended up pulling up, and Sunny said they were expensive but she was really cold and wanted to go home. "Should we take this?" she said. I didn't think she was being serious and I said "Haha, I don't want to die!" I don't think she understood what I said because we went in anyway. This was my first time ever riding a tuk tuk. I put my arm around her waist and held onto her hand. It felt really amazing to touch her soft skin. The driver then went along and I told her that this was my first time ever riding in a tuk tuk. We eventually got on the topic of cats. "Do you know what I really like about cats? How they rub up against your face like this." At this point I rubbed my nose and cheek against her cheek. She flinched, so I quickly changed the subject and maintained my cool. "Yeah, so that's what I think is cool about cats. I also like how they are... blah blah."
After about a 5 minute ride, we arrived to her place. She told me to wait outside for 2 minutes before coming inside. We walked up some flights of stairs to the fourth level. She was walking ahead of me, so I got an amazing view of her legs and rear ass in tight jeans. I was so damn turned on and wanted to tear those black jeans off of her. She then went inside and told me to wait outside. I took a seat by the steps. I was just thinking about how cute Sunny was and I could hardly believe that I was at her place. I psyched myself up. I told myself that I must make a move within 10 minutes, and that I needed to be fearless and lead the dance of seduction to sex. Given how tough the last half year had been for me in terms of game, I was so damn passionate to succeed. There was no way I was going to let a girl of such high calibre go without a fight. I meditated a little bit, which calmed me down and improved my focus.
After 5 minutes, Sunny opened the door and beckoned me inside. She was wearing nothing but an oversized yellow tshirt and her black panties, revealing her delicious legs. They were so delectable and tantalising. She apologised that she took so long to let me in, because she had to clear out the kitty litter. In her room was a cage where two big fat grey cats were. They were pretty damn agile and doing what cats do... staring intensely at stuff and leaping in sudden gracile movements. She told me about her cats and told me their names. I then sat down on her bed and patted the bed next to her and she came and joined me. In hindsight it would've been better to just to grab her hand and pull her to join me in bed. In any case she joined me and we chatted a bit. "You know what, Sunny? You're a really interesting girl. What do you think about me?" At this point she blushed and laughed and looked down and turned her head away. "Good..?" She said very coyly, and she turned her head back. At this point I pulled her hand into me and went in to kiss her. I was met with her cheek and a whole head of hair, as she turned away. Instead of flinching which is what I usually do, I played it off as no big deal and continued the conversation lightly. I then played some guitar whilst see went to do her own thing. She then went to take a shower 2 minutes later. She removed her blue contacts and she left. I was in her room all by myself with her cats.
It was pretty surreal, I was in the room of an unbelievably cute girl. She had 4 pairs of panties hanging on a coat hanger at the back of the room which drove me nuts. I was talking to her cats telling her how cute I though their owner was. I was praying to the cat gods to please be able to make it happen with this dream quality girl. I then sat my ass down on her bed and read up some Girls Chase summaries I'd written about some key articles.
These were very helpful to me in particular:
- https://www.girlschase.com/content/resis ... nt-flavors
- https://www.girlschase.com/content/get-h ... -alone-you
- https://www.girlschase.com/content/keys-girls-panties
I then proceeded to read Hector's article online:
-https://www.girlschase.com/content/shatter-last-minute-resistance-compassion-passion
which was extremely helpful to me that night. I also meditated some which helped calm my senses. PrettyDecent recommended it to me as it helped improve his focus, and reduced stress and anxiety. I texted my best friend a bit, telling her I was in this insanely gorgeous girl's room. She wished me luck.
Soon enough Sunny came back. Her face full of makeup was removed, showcasing a naturally beautiful face. So damn hot, sexy and cute. Her hair was still wet and she looked so cute wearing just a tshirt with no pants. She then opened up a strawberries jelly juice pack and we had some. She fed me this interesting fruit as well. I then sat to the back of the bed and beckoned with outstretched arms telling that I wanted her to cuddle me. She joined me and I embraced her. She was lying in her back most of the time and I was kind facing her and hugging her with my arms. I was the chaser, but I figured I needed to give a little to get a little. I also experimented with being very cute and a little facetious. I made her feel really comfortable and lowered and quietened my voice to a very calm soothing one. I made my conversation very sweet and cute, which my I like to do with my non-monogamous girlfriend back at home. Usually what my sweet talk encompasses is just allowing myself to talk about random stuff and voicing my opinions while she gladly listens. My tone of voice would be very sweet, and cute.
I did some of this sweet talking with Sunny. I talked about her room and how I thought it was first cute. She had this giant Hello Kitty balloon floating at the back of the room next to the cat cage. She had Hello Kitty blankets and pillows. She also had this cute pillow with a husky on it. I continued on with my sweet talk. At random intervals I'd kiss her on the cheek cutely. At first she flinched but no longer continued to after the first time. At one point she had to leave to say hi to her friend's mother who was there. She asked if I wanted to come say hi. I declined. She then left for around 10 minutes and I continued to read my article summaries and messaged my best friend. Sunny returned soon enough, and I stretched out my arms and she joined me in bed to cuddle me again. At this point I took off my pants under the covers to get myself more comfortable. It felt exceptionally nice to rub my bare legs against hers. At one point i told her I was really embarrassed to speak Chinese because it was so bad, but she said it was good. I graciously accepted her compliment and I landed a soft peck on her lips and said thank you very sweetly. She scrunched up her face and flinched a little, but I kept my cool and continued to talk about random stuff, throwing in a few more kisses here and there. At one point she complimented my Chinese again, so I kissed her again, this time for longer... and she didn't flinch. But about 2 second into it, her housemates were talking loudly outside which killed the mood. We then talked about more random stuff. I then told her to face me and I massaged my thighs against her thighs and pussy. I ended up talking a bit more, and at one point i was whispering whilst giving her many kisses on the cheek. There was no more flinching. She then showed me some random videos on her phone and at one point she was just idly browsing her phone as if waiting for something to happen. This is where I went in for the kill. I lifted my head up, and I positioned it above hers, and I leant in and softly and slowly grazed her upper lip. No flinching whatsoever. I kissed her bottom lip and back to the top. I was very slow, sensual and soft. After a little bit, I added some tongue and she began to lick my tongue. I was wondering whether I should've pulled back first after the kiss, but I thought not to and kept going. Her lips were incredibly soft and smooth and they was simply delightful to kiss. After about a minute or so, I moved my left hand down to her thigh and massaged it. I rubbed my hands all over her inner thighs and the outside of her pussy, without actually touching it, making sure to tease her. I moved all the way down and proceeded to the lick her inner thighs and the juicy part of her ass. I continued this for a while, teasing her and denying her pussy of any pleasure. When I finally went to take off her panties, they came off easily with no resistance whatsoever. I continued to lick her inner thighs and then the area between her pussy and asshole. I slowly moved my way to her outer lips and she was moaning softly. It was so damn sensual. I then moved my way to her vagina, lapping up thick droplets of the her delicious pussy juice that had formed. She tasted amazing. I was very careful to not touch her clit as I began to fuck her pussy with my tongue. Eventually I moved to her clit and began to lick the hell out of it. Her moans were turning me on so much. I then pulled off her tshirt to reveal perky nipples and the cutest boobs. They were average sized and simply delightful to lick and grooe. I continued to lick her nipples and returned to kiss her lips. I then rolled over next to her and she whispered, "I want to kiss you." She meant she wanted to suck my cock. I gladly removed my briefs and my dick was very happy to pop out. "Oh you're so big!" she moaned as she jacked me off. She then proceeded to give me the best blow job I'd ever received in my life. She made sure to make it very very slobberingly wet and licked me all over my balls, dick, and even my unkempt pubes, which I'd been putting off shaving. It was freaking hot at hell. She also licked and slobbered all over my nipples, and lightly rubbed my asshole. So kinky. I then proceeded to lick her boobs again. What I found absolutely adorable about Sunny was that she was so coy even during sex. At multiple times she'd cover up her face with a pillow or hands and she seemed so shy when I pleasured her. Whenever I kissed her though, she'd melt into me. Eventually I went to get a condom and popped it on. I couldn't stay hard because I have a mild case of ED and I also orgasmed that same day. Anyway, I eventually got it up and entered her. The feeling would be best described as absolute bliss. For the first time in my life, my dick was inside my dream quality girl with my absolute favourite body type - curvy yet petite. It had been 2 years since I started learning seduction, and I was a virgin and I can't tell you how much I fantasised about this moment with fucking dream quality girl. Now it'd finally come true. I continued to rail her for a while, but I got soft halfway through which was a disappointment. Instead, I licked her pussy and got hard again. As I stuck my cock inside her, she moaned loudly. It was delightful to rail her brains out. I loved how coy she was even when I was fucking her. She had her eyes closed and was moaning in delight but was shy to look me in the eye. I moaned, "Do you like it the feel of my big cock inside your pussy?" She replied with the most feminine and cute moan I'd ever heard in my life. "Yes!" she squeaked. After about 10 minutes or so, I was ready to cum, and she was moaning so loudly as I was coming close, and I exploded inside her, and hugged and clenched my whole body around her in the missionary position. It was incredible. Afterwards ee cuddled for a bit, and I asked if she wanted me stay or leave, because I understood if she wanted her privacy. She said she didn't mind, so I stayed with her because I didn't fancy taking a taxi in a foreign country late at night. We then went to sleep and I had my arms around her, and my dick pressed up against her ass. She began to grab and rub with my dick with her hand until I was fully hard again. We then went for round two. Round 2 was a lot more interesting, where I licked her pretty much everywhere, lapping up her asshole and toes. There was a lot of spitting. Everything about her tasted amazing. I went to town with ass spanking and licked and fingered pussy her till her came. It was so hot the way she tried to squirm away and tightened her thighs around my head. I wanted to fuck her again, so we got another condom, which she whipped out of this fancy looking box with 5 wrapped lollipops in it. She unwrapped one of the lollipop, to reveal a purple lillipop. I was confused. She opened it up to revealed a condom inside of it. It was hilarious and we both laughed. I popped it on, but I couldn't stay hard so we gave up and went to sleep at 5am.
I had a flight to catch later that day so I was up by 7am. We fooled around a bit more, bit she wasn't in the mood because she was so tired. I got dressed and gave her a very sweet goodbye kiss. I was very sad to have to leave her, and I realise I was developing feelings for her. It caught me by surprised since this very rarely happens to me. We texted later that day, and she said that she liked me and was going to miss me. I am sad that I probably will never see her again, but I'm glad that I had met her.
Anyway this has been a long post, but I wanted to fit as much detail as I could into it. I don't want to ever forget about the time I slept with dream girl material. Overall, I think I led the seduction process smoothly, especially with smashing out the LMR at the end. Normally I would've flinched when she rejected my kiss, but I persisted till the end. LMR is something I'd been struggling for the a sizeable chunk of this year, and it was so bad that I couldn't even kiss girls because they'd always turn a cheek and want to leave. PrettyDecent said that my problem was not making sure that girls were comfortable along with me, which was the reason I was getting blown out over and over again. I think what I did really well with Sunny was making sure that she was comfortable the whole time. I think a large part of that was making suee that I was comfortable, and using cute, sweet talk. When we were together cuddling in bed, there was no uncomfortable tension... just hot anticipation. I thought that my physical escalation was smooth, with not many jarring moments. I also tried a new thing where I'd escalate heavily whenever a girl gave me a compliment. In the case where Sunny gave me a compliment about my Chinese speaking ability, I kissed her, which seemed to flow quite naturally. I would like to test this idea out more in the future. A problem I'd experienced in the past before kissing girls, is that I'd saying something like "wait, I need to kiss you first" which worked with varying success. Even when it did work, the kiss felt premeditated and jarring. I might just throw that out completely from now on.
I am extremely happy to finally have slept with a dream quality girl who I was ridiculously attracted to. Everything about her just seemed so sensual and attractive to me, from my perfectly shaped ass, juicy thighs to her perky nipples and delicate face. Every part of her tasted delicious. The cherry on top was her sweetness and shyness, even during sex. Her aura was absolutely oozing with femininity and coy excitement. Man, I love cute shy excited girls.
Anyway let me know what thoughts/critique you might have! Also, what do you guys think is up with the girls calling me feminine thing? Is it good/bad/both?They usually say that my facial expressions are very sweet and cat like, and my face is very beautiful... not handsome, but beautiful. I don't take it as an insult and it doesn't worry me, because I managed to hook up with girls this way anyway. Perhaps it functions to disarm them and make them more comfortable? Not sure.
Thanks for reading!
Jeffrey
