So the day after Viola had our marathon fuck, was Valentines day. I still wanted to fuck, but I didn't want to fuck Viola. So, that night I decided to hit the clubs. I had no expectations for my night and did not care if I did not get laid. Also, last semester I fucked two unattractive big girls, so i limited myself to two big girls for the year. Needless to say after this lay I could no longer keep that promise. This is a cautionary tale and it taught me I no longer need to just fuck a hole for the experience. After fucking a gorgeous chick like Viola going to this chick was well... I'll highlight it cause this was a pretty quick lay.
So i get to the club and I'm pretty buzzed off of about 7 shots, I go in and I'm dancing with quite a few girls, having fun, talking to many people. This goes on for several hours and the girls are giving me shit cause I grabbed bracelets for people that were taken and its complicated. I did't care I liked the colors.End of the night i take off the bracelets cause its not having the intended effect so I'll learn from it.
So I a dancing and a big girl starts dancing with me but i maintain distance, not sexual dancing just friendly I'm having fun. I invite her home with me and shes down. I have her walk ahead of me and grab her stuff before me. I'm in line and she goes outside and she thinks I left her cause she makes the most sad face, I feel bad and call her name to let her know I'm still in line. I grab my shit then we walk to my place and its a good 30 minute walk. Now honestly she was not super attractive but I could still fuck her at point.
Talking to her, she is a really cool girl and a dope personality but is just not attractive. So, we get to my place and luckily there is no guard so there is no one to see me with her. We go up to my room and I waste no time. I have her take off her clothes and i turn off lights. Now here's where it goes wrong. She takes off her clothes and bends over and I get the worst fucking scent filling my nose. I mean it's like this bitch can't wipe her ass. I immediately open the window. I'm still going to fucking do this. I get on the bed and have her get on top. Ain't no way her ass touching my sheets. I fuck her from below for like 30 minutes before I nut and I show her the door. The ass smell in my room still lingers and I feel sick with myself.
I am sitting on the corner of my bed in my shorts contemplating life, that's how fucking serious it was lmao. I felt disgusted with myself I just needed to leave my room and take a shower. In the shower I scrubbed to cleanse myself and after that walked back in my room and decided I would no longer dumpster dive just to get my lays up. I have the experience and I don't need to dive low. I have standards and can no longer go beneath my standards. It disgusts me, lol, learn from that, get to the point where it disgusts you lol and you know you can do wayyyy better.
So yea... no more fat chicks. Annnd got one more lay to post.
So i get to the club and I'm pretty buzzed off of about 7 shots, I go in and I'm dancing with quite a few girls, having fun, talking to many people. This goes on for several hours and the girls are giving me shit cause I grabbed bracelets for people that were taken and its complicated. I did't care I liked the colors.End of the night i take off the bracelets cause its not having the intended effect so I'll learn from it.
So I a dancing and a big girl starts dancing with me but i maintain distance, not sexual dancing just friendly I'm having fun. I invite her home with me and shes down. I have her walk ahead of me and grab her stuff before me. I'm in line and she goes outside and she thinks I left her cause she makes the most sad face, I feel bad and call her name to let her know I'm still in line. I grab my shit then we walk to my place and its a good 30 minute walk. Now honestly she was not super attractive but I could still fuck her at point.
Talking to her, she is a really cool girl and a dope personality but is just not attractive. So, we get to my place and luckily there is no guard so there is no one to see me with her. We go up to my room and I waste no time. I have her take off her clothes and i turn off lights. Now here's where it goes wrong. She takes off her clothes and bends over and I get the worst fucking scent filling my nose. I mean it's like this bitch can't wipe her ass. I immediately open the window. I'm still going to fucking do this. I get on the bed and have her get on top. Ain't no way her ass touching my sheets. I fuck her from below for like 30 minutes before I nut and I show her the door. The ass smell in my room still lingers and I feel sick with myself.
I am sitting on the corner of my bed in my shorts contemplating life, that's how fucking serious it was lmao. I felt disgusted with myself I just needed to leave my room and take a shower. In the shower I scrubbed to cleanse myself and after that walked back in my room and decided I would no longer dumpster dive just to get my lays up. I have the experience and I don't need to dive low. I have standards and can no longer go beneath my standards. It disgusts me, lol, learn from that, get to the point where it disgusts you lol and you know you can do wayyyy better.
So yea... no more fat chicks. Annnd got one more lay to post.
