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Ok ever since, i met a girl junior year she was going out with one of my friends. I began flirting with her and she eventually broke up with her boyfriend/my friend. and started to grow a liking in me. She become i would say 'obsessed' with me. Always trying to hold my hand, cuddle with me while going to class etc etc. There was a time she almost kissed me at a party, and I couldn't do it for the fact that she was my friends ex. She would always look at me, follow me, I always liked her too but I know my current frined wouldnt like the idea of us going out. I would always see her around, hug her as the time went by almost ending junior year of high school. We never did hangout, but after long school breaks we would see each other again. Then when the year ended we went into senior year and i didnt think the girl would like me anymore because we didnt see each other all summer. I remember seeing her ride her bike and i mentioned that to her when we were starting to pick out our gym classes. at that point i thought she lost intrest in me and i went up to the bleachers where me and my friend were sitting down. and i looked down at her and she was turned around staring at me, not even saying anything. I looked at her smiled and nodded, and looked away and my friend told me that she was still staring at me. Just looking at me like she still wanted me. I pretended not to notice, which i would soon find out was my biggest mistake. I just started doing that, ignoring her like i was afraid to go out with her, or to talk to her. At this point i havent seen or talked to my friend that she went out with a year before. Now after that semester ended, into the next is when she really showed that she doesnt like me anymore she had a boyfriend and all. but I could always feel there was something still there. She would always nervoulsly say hi to me, i would always catch her looking at me then looking away. Thing is at the beginning of that semester she wasnt really saying hi to me. I could pass her in the hallway and not say a word to each other. but we were in a class with each other and i would start saying hi and she would do the same. That's about it. I know this story is a little weird, but then after that year ended. in came summer again that is where in later in the summer I sent a i love you drunk text to her. She never replied but she would always get someone to call the number, because at this point she would have gotten a new phone, and not have my old one so she didnt know who it was. she sent one of her friends to call me and i was on the phone with that person forever, i guess she was trying to find out who i was then she eventually found out. and i was embarassed i thought i just blew it permanently. then she posted some status on fb saying "i jsut had a dream about you, and now your texting me"(talking about me obviously, just didnt say it directly at me.)
The next day i asked if it was 'hername', she replied yes. then i sent her a text saying it was me,and saying how i didnt mean to creep her out etc etc, and asked her how her summer is going. and she never replied ( of course i stopped sending texts at that point ). Then she posted another status saying how she sucks at texting back oh well. But then a few weeks later i went to a friends party where i have a friend who is friends with her and hangs out with her and he asked me if i been texting 'hername' i said yea it was an accident, and he told me that she told him that she was really confused. But what I don't understand is why didnt she just tell me that in a text? call me or ask what is going on? like she just ignores me straight up? is it becausse the way i ignored her in the past? And just recently when i thought i moved on which is 1 year AFTER i sent this drunk text. I started to have dreams about her like 3 days in a row. and here i am again. nearly 2 years later and I am still madly in love with her. I know i blew so many chances, and it is really stressing me the fuck out.
She was the type of girl to disband from her friends just to talk to me in a simple hallways chat. ask me everyday on facebook why she didnt see me today in a flirty kind of way. Now shes in college like 13 states away. but still comes home, look i would have the confidence to try to talk to her anytime on fb but it's jsut that i love u text that fucked everything up. I feel like the only way too fix this is to see her in person. But the most recent summer i went out a lot and never saw her around tho she lives fairly close to me. look i been having moments where im just sitting on her page a lot, it's destroying me mentally and it's not good for me. I mean ffs 2 YEARS almost. and i still like her. I been with a few girls here or there, at the end of the day shes still at the one i want. i just dont know what to do..
Now just recently i saw her at a gym and didn't really talk just a hi how you doin type of thing since we were both with our own friends and she was kind of busy. after she left i stayed for longer and whe ni ended up leaving i messaged her on facebook saying it was nice seeing you and you seemed busy and asked her how she was doing. We then started to talk about school and asked her how she is liking it and she proceeded to ask where i been going to school. I then told her all about it and then asked her what she was majoring in...and she never replied, it's been 3 days and i know she has seen it already..i just dont know
The next day i asked if it was 'hername', she replied yes. then i sent her a text saying it was me,and saying how i didnt mean to creep her out etc etc, and asked her how her summer is going. and she never replied ( of course i stopped sending texts at that point ). Then she posted another status saying how she sucks at texting back oh well. But then a few weeks later i went to a friends party where i have a friend who is friends with her and hangs out with her and he asked me if i been texting 'hername' i said yea it was an accident, and he told me that she told him that she was really confused. But what I don't understand is why didnt she just tell me that in a text? call me or ask what is going on? like she just ignores me straight up? is it becausse the way i ignored her in the past? And just recently when i thought i moved on which is 1 year AFTER i sent this drunk text. I started to have dreams about her like 3 days in a row. and here i am again. nearly 2 years later and I am still madly in love with her. I know i blew so many chances, and it is really stressing me the fuck out.
She was the type of girl to disband from her friends just to talk to me in a simple hallways chat. ask me everyday on facebook why she didnt see me today in a flirty kind of way. Now shes in college like 13 states away. but still comes home, look i would have the confidence to try to talk to her anytime on fb but it's jsut that i love u text that fucked everything up. I feel like the only way too fix this is to see her in person. But the most recent summer i went out a lot and never saw her around tho she lives fairly close to me. look i been having moments where im just sitting on her page a lot, it's destroying me mentally and it's not good for me. I mean ffs 2 YEARS almost. and i still like her. I been with a few girls here or there, at the end of the day shes still at the one i want. i just dont know what to do..
Now just recently i saw her at a gym and didn't really talk just a hi how you doin type of thing since we were both with our own friends and she was kind of busy. after she left i stayed for longer and whe ni ended up leaving i messaged her on facebook saying it was nice seeing you and you seemed busy and asked her how she was doing. We then started to talk about school and asked her how she is liking it and she proceeded to ask where i been going to school. I then told her all about it and then asked her what she was majoring in...and she never replied, it's been 3 days and i know she has seen it already..i just dont know
