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Raqimus

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The girl O
I've known this girl for about a month I'd say she started working at the job I've been working at for four years, I'm a vet flirty person with everyone and we clicked I kinda liked her melancholy and her low energy which seemed even lower than my own. Recently found out one of the veteran cashiers that considers me her best friend told me O likes me and thought I was cute etc. I'm flirting with her when she worked on the floor Whig wasn't often and I tell her a secret about my past drug use and she tells me a secret about how she had a three some her freshman year, she's a sophmore now. I go into the whole I'm a discrete guy thing by telling her a story about a coworker I asked out that rejected me and told everyone about it and how I laughed it off. And how about I knew woman liked sex. This fu is prolly about a week after all this happend cause I went on vacation.
The date
So i meet with the girl who is my co-worker after work, it's been a long day its hectic and crazy and I'm oh so tired. We meet up and she is in short shirts and a tank she's lookin pretty good. We meet and hug and the touch lingers and we begin walking while holding each other by the waist. We have a sensual tone goin while we make small talk and talk about trivial things. We walk to this park that has no lights and is pretty barren at night. We make it down the large stairs and we cross the bridge towards the center and i go for a manhandle kiss and she's into it she doesn't want me to pullback but I do and she comments like oh I can only get a little taste? And my comment wasn't that important. I just wanted to move her a bit further in cause these guys moved closer where we were and I wasn't Feelin it so we go farther and cross a second smaller bridge and go at it again with the make out.

I know it's on and she wants to grab my dick but she hesitates and I'm raging hard so I place her hand on my dick and begin to feel on her pussy outside her shorts, no resistance. Then I decide we are a bit too exposed so we move to the side of the bridge and get at it she's unbutting my shirt and my pants and I do the same to her. I start out slow and play with her pussy and I work the clit then I start playing with the pussy while never fully penetrating and I usually gently guide girls to suck me off by pushing their shoulders but she wasn't so I ended up vebalizing it, which I think was a mistake.

I'm hard and ready to fuck but then two other guys or maybe the same to come walking from the other direction they are about 10 yards away and they start getting loud because they notice her giving me head on the side of the bridge and I go limp... We stop wait till they walk further and then we move behind a tree which is a lot more secluded and we go at it again but this time on really anxious and my anxiety gets bad, it includes auditory hallucinations so I begin getting stuck in my head but once I start fingering her I start getting harder as she gets more excited I think I made her come or at least something close to it. she is gushing and then I bend her over Nd as I begin to start putting my dick in she says do you have a condom? I say yea and I get one and by the time I get it out and on I'm pull in rope, fuck me right?  

So I go back to fingering and with the condom on its a no go. What seems to work for me is going in raw then slipping on a condom then she suggests we lie down we take off a bit more clothes she takes off her pants and skippies completely and I take off both my shirts I feel way more comfortable and we get into missionary on the forest floor and I'm trying but ain't gettin nothin I im rubbing my dick on her pussy to feel it and get stimulated but it ain't working.
I convince her to let me raw and I'll toss a condom on right after i go inside for a bit to keep me hard. Then we get up I pull her back behind the tree  try again for a few seconds but she has second thoughts and says you know I think we're done, and me being the very playful person I am I try to pull her back in with a smile and physicality but she doesn't budge I feel like I begin to doubt myself then and she says in a serious tone with eye contact were done and my masculinity just takes a hit and I make a self depreciating joke about it.

We get our shit on I don't have my shirts on yet and we walk back across both bridges and we see the two dudes sitting at the bottom of the stairs and I'm putting my shit on as we walk up the stairs I realize I dropped my headphones and rush back to get them... I need then because if the anxiety. As we are walking back to the street I toss my arm around her shoulders and try to walk closely but her arms between our bodies so I remove my arm and back off a bit.We walk back out to the street and the vibes a bit different I end up complimenting her body to let her know that I thought she was a attractive and it was just a problem with me nothing to do with her and we get into some talk about her insecurities and I tell her to shut up your good etc. We talk I toss my arm around her shoulders and she tosses hers around my waist , cool.

I move my hand back to her waist  and it's a bit higher up than before so she decides to move my hand down farther and I say oh you want me to go lower? With a playfully sexy tone and she doesn't fully hook. she asked about the co-worker that rejected me and for some reason my first reaction was to lie and say it was a customer some months ago, I have no clue why I did it then we I've past it.Its cool, we continue making conversation and I end up talking about my love for giving head and she comments about not all guys liking it so I go into detail about how I love making a girl writhe, screen my name shake her hips etc. She makes a comment about me wanting to impress her and I say haha why would I be trying to impress you? If I was trying to impress you... Yea I wouldn't try to impress you.

And then we crossed another street and we were close to the point of seperation and we kissed like 3 times nd hugged then went our seperate ways her going right and me going straight. As I'm walking I'm kinda beating myself up about it but I make sure to maintain my posture and sexy walk, I think I swagger a bit more it was quite sexy ;) and I chalk it up to my inexperience.
Side story
I've only  been with three girls like naked and shit. The first couldn't get it up so fucked that up and went into depression she was a casual girl but  I at the time wanted her as a girlfriend we were in love but yea...  Then i recovered second girl began fwb but the three times we tried couldn't get it up and the last time I barely inserted didn't consider that a loss of virginity after that went into major depression for a year and a half and probably fully recovered a couple months into this year and then the third girl I fucked twice a little problem at first but I worked threw it and fucked her but she was trying to manipulate me into A relationship and it didn't end well.
Back to main story
As I walk further I toss the headphones on and then I realize there's tons of blood on my hand and I'm like wtf... Then I see there's blood on my shirts and I start laughing my ass off I look like a Fucking mad man but I find it so Fucking hilarious, so I shoot her a text like are you on your period lol?  She doesn't respond even after I washed the blood off my hand at a fountain then I begin to worry what if I hurt her I start to panic and here is where u am now, I decided not to text her again, Instead I decided to write this fu to keep my mind off it. I'm kinda happy I fucked up cause it means I still got a lot to learn and if I fucked up with this coworker it means I have to actually seriously start day gaming seriously, but I still found all the blood funny. Thanks for reading please criticize me.
Now she just send me this after btout n hour and a half
No I think you just went a little bit on fingering . You need came close to cumming wen we had a condom off for those few minutes right ?
So now I feell a bit bad just gonna say guess I like it a little too rough and ignore the last half since I have no clue what she's trying to say but I probably just won't respond until tomorrow
 

Rage

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Re: FU: Bloody forest

Raquimus,

All sounded like it ran quite smoothly and you followed process well from the start.

Why'd you title it FU instead of LR? Classifies as at least an LR- if I'm not mistaken...

-Gem
 
the right date makes getting her back home a piece of cake

Raqimus

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Re: FU: Bloody forest

Oh I just considered it a fuckup guess I'll change it good looks.
 

Smurf

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If all else, you still layed her, no? And if you set discretion frames correctly you should be fine at work, too. We all have thosr times, it's not a fuck up its just a setback.

Jake.
 

Raqimus

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True I guess and your right I should look at it as a set back instead of a fuckup , I'm sure I set the discretion frame correctly :).
 

ray_zorse

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Hey mate good going...anyway this sort of shit has happened to me and I found it helpful to get some Viagra just as a temporary measure just until I got my confidence back.. haha still had some left over and when I found myself blind drunk last week after a mature age hotty invited me to her table and started plying me with cocktails, unfortunately dropped the ball and ended up being dragged home by her not hot friend, I had no idea what was going on but managed to find the shit in the medicine cabinet and dropped 2 before going to bed, still waay too drunk to get it up, so its not foolproof but there were moments hahaha just don't drink and all should be good.
 

Raqimus

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Thanks man... But I wasn't drunk D: lol
 

thedude

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Its all in your head. I used to think I was drinking too much but when I finally layed a girl sober I still couldn't get it up lol


Its performance anxiety and the solution is to not think about performing and just not give a fuck. Enjoy her, her body and just go with it.

Don't think about doing good or bad just have fun. If you are really having trouble I used cialis for a little bit but eventually got passed it.

Good work btw
 

Raqimus

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CollegeJunior said:
Its all in your head. I used to think I was drinking too much but when I finally layed a girl sober I still couldn't get it up lol


Its performance anxiety and the solution is to not think about performing and just not give a fuck. Enjoy her, her body and just go with it.

Don't think about doing good or bad just have fun. If you are really having trouble I used cialis for a little bit but eventually got passed it.

Good work btw

Yea you are right pretty sure it is performance anxiety coupled with the fact I'd become desensitized due to porn because i started really fucking early hahaha. But thanks I'll take the advice. Oh and btw as a progress report after her ignoring a text I persisted about a week later to invite her out and she told me she wasnt interested and something else was that she would usually break eye contact up even as we courted, etc before I'd cross a girl off if she did that but now it means I'll try.
 
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