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Neither Google, nor the Search button, nor the main website talks about this feeling.
I've had sex 6 times with 5 different women
I've never ejaculated in these 6 times, so it's not because of an orgasm
Yet it just so happens that in the moment after sex, my game goes to shit. It's like I'm spaced out or have brain fog. What gives?
It doesn't matter if I'm attracted to the girl or not*
I know it's not love. I've been briefly in love before, and although I don't like it -- I know what it feels like. I admit that I was falling in love with the first two girls I fucked, but I knew how to consciously block that before it became a problem. My third time was the first time I could think ahead.
Only fucked the last girl I was with for a couple minutes. Big guys sometimes need A LOT of foreplay to not destroy a too-dry vagina. I know this. But as I try to enter her, I'm thinking it's my aim, I'm unsure. Even after she dabs some lube on us, this little fact completely escapes my mind. It even happened DURING sex!
In hindsight, she was moving in pain, because she moved her body (idk if by reflex or purposely) to a shallower angle of penetration multiple times. I even commented on her being "tight as hell". Holy fuck, if I felt bad after she suggested we go back to other stuff, because it was getting too painful; now I feel stupid.
It broke my heart as I realized what happened. WHY she was so tight.
Now I'm thinking that I should have eaten her out right then and there.
But we back to other stuff with new positions in-between, before her mouth got tired.**
Anyway, any one else experience this type of brain fog? I used the sex as an example. It's like a don't notice or forget basic shit or my mind runs at half speed.
Funnily enough, it didn't happen with the chick I wasn't attracted to.
*Once I stopped 15 min into 4 positions. I just wasn't that attracted to her. Dick got soft real fast.
** I could have done better to avoid this. But I believe her, I got the girth equivalent to a toilet paper roll. All 5 chicks gave me a toothy blowjob. I tried to put a toilet paper roll in my mouth just to see things from her perspective... I got lockjaw. Granted a penis is an oval better shaped for mouths than the cylindrical roll.
I've had sex 6 times with 5 different women
I've never ejaculated in these 6 times, so it's not because of an orgasm
Yet it just so happens that in the moment after sex, my game goes to shit. It's like I'm spaced out or have brain fog. What gives?
It doesn't matter if I'm attracted to the girl or not*
I know it's not love. I've been briefly in love before, and although I don't like it -- I know what it feels like. I admit that I was falling in love with the first two girls I fucked, but I knew how to consciously block that before it became a problem. My third time was the first time I could think ahead.
Only fucked the last girl I was with for a couple minutes. Big guys sometimes need A LOT of foreplay to not destroy a too-dry vagina. I know this. But as I try to enter her, I'm thinking it's my aim, I'm unsure. Even after she dabs some lube on us, this little fact completely escapes my mind. It even happened DURING sex!
In hindsight, she was moving in pain, because she moved her body (idk if by reflex or purposely) to a shallower angle of penetration multiple times. I even commented on her being "tight as hell". Holy fuck, if I felt bad after she suggested we go back to other stuff, because it was getting too painful; now I feel stupid.
It broke my heart as I realized what happened. WHY she was so tight.
Now I'm thinking that I should have eaten her out right then and there.
But we back to other stuff with new positions in-between, before her mouth got tired.**
Anyway, any one else experience this type of brain fog? I used the sex as an example. It's like a don't notice or forget basic shit or my mind runs at half speed.
Funnily enough, it didn't happen with the chick I wasn't attracted to.
*Once I stopped 15 min into 4 positions. I just wasn't that attracted to her. Dick got soft real fast.
** I could have done better to avoid this. But I believe her, I got the girth equivalent to a toilet paper roll. All 5 chicks gave me a toothy blowjob. I tried to put a toilet paper roll in my mouth just to see things from her perspective... I got lockjaw. Granted a penis is an oval better shaped for mouths than the cylindrical roll.
