So, I'm a fundraiser/chugger on the street and one of my colleagues and a fb of mine ended up doing it at the same work place... And this made me for the first time in my history as player have a very nasty gut feeling because I don't mind my fbs seeing other guys but when it's guys who are close and also lie in my face it's different.
Intro about the two
FB
Milf but very energetic party girl, grinding with loads of guys on df. Dates are timed strictly as she has a child and she's living 30 mins away from me, unlike the other two who are close. Nevertheless the dates are a bit longer with her but I also see her less frequently. If she's seeing me out in the city she'll try to seduce me and she gets flustered seeing me with other girls and we had a talk at some point about it where we kind of broke up but met each other in town next week and got home to my place and then she was ok with us two seeing each other on weekly basis again. Most likely going to (will) eject this relationship.
Later the weekend just before the Monday the shit with my colleague happens she sees me kissing another girl (actually another fb) on the dance floor and gets flustered about it.
Colleague
Pretty-boy introvert guy. Been working for over a year, team leader, only keeps on working due to meeting girls through the job. Not the kind who goes out to party at night at all. Knows how to flirt and has gotten some numbers and one (from what I know) sexy time on toilet while at work before doing it with my fb as well. Never felt I could really bond with this guy as I can with most, and even worse after this.
Story
Monday
We're 3 colleagues at the same place on the street. Suddenly my fb appears and gives me a hug while I heard my colleague tried to get her attention/greeting her, so I just speak with her briefly and see if he can get her to sign up as a member for charity. After a few minutes I see them flirt a lot and I get this obnoxious feeling and just try to work my ass off. While I'm signing one up they disappear and before that the second of my colleagues told me they had it pretty much going and I told her due to irritation that they're most likely fucking and he had done it before and I know the girl.
30 mins later he comes back and I ask him if he signed her up, which he replies with "nah, thought I could get her but she never really wanted to and then I met this old lady who I walked a lot with and she didn't want to sign either".
In my ignorance for not feeling bad I try to think that it didn't happen.
Wednesday I fuck her, making her cum as usual, trembling afterwards.
Saturday I meet this guy "CrazyF" who I know through going out some 5-10 times together and then him getting madly in love with one of FB's girlfriends. He tells me how FB wants a relationship and that he heard she fucked with one of my colleagues on a toilet (ruins whole my night). FB wants to fuck and according to not meeting too often I shouldn't do it but I wanted to bust her and figured out how CrazyF wasn't going to get caught of telling me the insider knowledge.
I contact her at a time (5 am) where she actually was heading home with a guy but ditches him for me. We then get in talk at my place and in the conversation I ask her about the most crazy and spontaneous thing she's done and she tells me at Monday she did some crazy shit as I was expecting, then playing along to figure it out that I didn't know already.
She tells me in our talk when I get "depressed" (sad face + nasty gut feeling, never shouted);
- She thought I knew about it.
- That it wouldn't hurt me as I'm "ice cold".
- She didn't do it to hurt my feelings.
- She's sad about it. Even cried at some point. Also that she's going to meet up with this guy again.
- They did it on a handicap toilet and got caught by a woman who shouted after them while they were going out in anger since she couldn't change her child's diaper the few minutes they were in there.
My reply was that it's just way too close and the fact I've been lied right in my face that hurts and there's a difference between random guys and those close to one, just like I wouldn't bang her girl friends and that it was fucked up (even laughed some times). And in my frustration I tell her she shouldn't see him again and I end up banging her but I also learn she's kind of happy that she knows I did have feelings and somehow feels better about it after because now I got stronger feelings. I tell her I won't see her for two weeks, which she doesn't want obviously, so she still texts me and even texted me my colleagues message today that he wants to see her again, where I reply that she can and I'm cool with it and her girlfriends are right I got my own medicine, after she replies she doesn't want to see him (according to text).
Now, I know I should've dropped this crazy one long ago, but now I want to end it with manners. I know hatred and revenge is a bad thing but I want my dignity back! It's fucking annoying working alongside that sleazy colleague.
Truly I've sowed some shitty stuff I'm now reaping, but what to do now?