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Back in the game laser focused after exactly 6 years focusing on money. Let's go <3
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And back to the basics to erase bad habits that have caused me to waste much time and grief. I will be using an ultra famous coach's approach from Level 0 and also I will completely switch from doing things solo to aggressively teaming up with others.
In the past id barely do things with others as my ego was in the way because of super early success. 3 lays within 90 days from first approach, third of which was sort of a threesome.
But that was just a positive standard deviation. Infested with bad habits, weak structure and thinking I was above the process, my results were very random and really suboptimal.
Now I'll learn how to wobble with eyes closed before I get to walking, running, sprinting, dancing, break dancing. Let's go <3
In the past id barely do things with others as my ego was in the way because of super early success. 3 lays within 90 days from first approach, third of which was sort of a threesome.
But that was just a positive standard deviation. Infested with bad habits, weak structure and thinking I was above the process, my results were very random and really suboptimal.
Now I'll learn how to wobble with eyes closed before I get to walking, running, sprinting, dancing, break dancing. Let's go <3
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After a long time without posting I'm posting today for 2 reasons: I'm drunk therefore energised and because I've noticed I struggle to open even when I do the least gamey stuff.
I went to a mall in Nicosia today. Saw a hot girl I liked but couldn't get myself to open her. So I switched gear to warm up mode.
During warm up I employed a black Friday is bad script. I was even struggling talking to people about this 30 seconds script on how black Friday is a bad thing that originated in America's black slaves era and how I'm from a Christian society and we're out to make people aware. And that blessed president Lincoln abolished this shit.
I noticed my brain scanning to see if people were watching in the next table which would cause my voice to go bitch mode. After some momentum building that would get sorted.
Then a scrowny snowflake guy ( we call people from Nicosia 'butter' which is the same acronym used across the Anglosphere to refer to people who are snowflakes) was telling me a bit intensely to go.
I stood on business and kept plowing through my warm up black Friday script but unfortunately my bitch / adrenaline/ whatever emotions took got triggered but luckily I kept on plowing through delivering my script.
My voice started shaking and my eyes started watering. Kept plowing through even when the scrowny guy stood up to intimidate me.
I noticed my brain pushing for a break of my own frame and have a counter go at him but luckily I didn't. Don't know why. Didn't consciously stick to the script but I kept on delivering the script till he sat back down. Stayed polite. Maybe momentum was my Angel.
Moved to the next table obviously stunt a bit. The watery eyes and bitch emotions were still in me. If I still get such non serving emotions, then how the fuck can I serve myself, my harem girls and my peeps??? Or even run and enjoy this beautiful thing called cold approach pick up?
Alcohol? Work? Martial arts? Getting people to back me up? Progressive desensititation? Help FFS I'm frustrated
Fuck these chemicals lol
I went to a mall in Nicosia today. Saw a hot girl I liked but couldn't get myself to open her. So I switched gear to warm up mode.
During warm up I employed a black Friday is bad script. I was even struggling talking to people about this 30 seconds script on how black Friday is a bad thing that originated in America's black slaves era and how I'm from a Christian society and we're out to make people aware. And that blessed president Lincoln abolished this shit.
I noticed my brain scanning to see if people were watching in the next table which would cause my voice to go bitch mode. After some momentum building that would get sorted.
Then a scrowny snowflake guy ( we call people from Nicosia 'butter' which is the same acronym used across the Anglosphere to refer to people who are snowflakes) was telling me a bit intensely to go.
I stood on business and kept plowing through my warm up black Friday script but unfortunately my bitch / adrenaline/ whatever emotions took got triggered but luckily I kept on plowing through delivering my script.
My voice started shaking and my eyes started watering. Kept plowing through even when the scrowny guy stood up to intimidate me.
I noticed my brain pushing for a break of my own frame and have a counter go at him but luckily I didn't. Don't know why. Didn't consciously stick to the script but I kept on delivering the script till he sat back down. Stayed polite. Maybe momentum was my Angel.
Moved to the next table obviously stunt a bit. The watery eyes and bitch emotions were still in me. If I still get such non serving emotions, then how the fuck can I serve myself, my harem girls and my peeps??? Or even run and enjoy this beautiful thing called cold approach pick up?
Alcohol? Work? Martial arts? Getting people to back me up? Progressive desensititation? Help FFS I'm frustrated
Fuck these chemicals lol
