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Hey guys,
I’ve been kinda having questions and issues kinda with my testosterone levels.
This year in particular (last 6 months to a year or so), my testosterone levels have been godly. I’ve always had high testosterone since childhood, and this increased more when I turned 18, and then bit more when I started working out.
They are at levels that are extremely high at this point. Normal test levels of a guy can range anywhere from 348ng/dl to 1197ng/dl. This means that some guys can have 3 times as much as other guys. Guys that are on steroids are on super physiological levels and are way more than even high testosterone guys.
With my working out: I lift and treat my training as an athlete. I want to be powerlifting in competitions, and have my workouts base around the big 3 lifts. I squat and deadlift and do many accessory exercises twice a week, and have two to three upper body days a week too. You hold your testosterone in your legs, and my legs and glutes are enormous and much more massive than the rest of my upper body.
Training has to get smarter as I progress further but also gets harder too; in many respects I have to train harder than ever before to keep progressing with my lifts in the way I want to and my training splits reflect that (have to do a lot of volume and a lot of heavy training lot of sets and reps to be continuing to progress in heavier and heavier weights).
My training has been intense and I kill that shit and work hard at it, and then additionally I’m on 6+ supplements (I think there are a number of aminos and other herbs and blends of creatine and shit all in my protein powder so that would come to 8 or 9 supplements perhaps) that all altogether work to further boost my testosterone and growth hormone levels. My diet is clean and well, to be quite clear, altogether with diet exercise sleep supplements training I have the goal to get my testosterone levels as high as I possibly can as a still drug free lifter. I want to be able to have every single edge that I can in my training and my workouts to be better than the next guys while still not taking steroids.
Between lifting, and lifestyle, and meeting a couple of girls each day and having dates every 1-2 weeks (and am trying to add in night game to this too) my testosterone levels get very high. Now it was cool up to a point and in ways I like it, but there are some things I wonder about and some things that I'm not really sure if I like that much or not (or that at ties may hurt me instead of help me).
I really get nothing out of porn and a lot of the time honestly don’t even watch it. But I’m at this point where I have to masturbate like every day, at worst once in like 2 days or I will start to go crazy.
I have strong will power and can just resist the urge the whole day not to let anything out ever for many days, but fi its beena few days my body will respond and come nightfall I won’t be able to sleep. That’s not as in I won’t be able to fall asleep; I mean that like I’ll fall asleep wake up 3hours later and then be just up at night with my balls enormous looking like they were exposed to some nuclear waste spill and be so god damn horny from absolutely nothing that I’ll be in bed lying awake and unable to fall asleep till I just go let something out. I’ll be sitting half hard from nothing can go and jack off to nothing; If I have porn can do that bit quicker (lot of the time I’ll do only audio for a happy compromise) otherwise it takes longer; but if I say no I’ll just stay up and won’t be able to sleep… and then an hour or two into the night I’ll get hungry too and then have to make sure I eat every hour or two too so its fucking ridiculous like that.
You would think that, well it’s just cause where you are and the situation and stuff living on your own and shit, and it would be different if I were like on vacation or some shit like that. But I’ve literally had this same problem from visiting cousins in Texas on a 3 day weekend few months ago and having to go off to the bathroom and do something about it because it was affecting my sleep and mind and shit.
It feels like you're extremely hungry starving but like that hunger’s coming from your balls instead of your stomach. I know I have like a problem or something because even sharing a bed with my dad and sleeping at my cousins house in texas I’d still be like going crazy because of no orgasm in two or three days. Lmao.
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I’m used to operating and living with high levels though. What I’ll typically do right now (have been doing this) is make sure I let something out just once a day; its never more than once a day… because I’m just THAT not into porn and masturbating that I wouldn’t be interested in it, and have taken the edge off enough that I can focus on other shit and can just chill and do what I need to then. I wait till the very end of the day to do it, so that it doesn’t affect anything else like my working out or my writing or my pickup or any other projects and shit. Just do it like once every day maybe once every two days and I’ll be good.
If I try to not do it for a few days all the effects of it go way up to an extreme extreme popint where I am aggressive like raging hell, curse a lot more, cut cars off and drive faster, smile less and just want to kind of get in fights and punch shit and will be just gritting my teeth and snarling for no fucking reason when I’m just sitting around not doing or thinking about anything. I describe it like this to girl friends or guy friends who ask: you're happy but aggressive, not angry just aggressive.
Lol. I’ve noticed weird things too like in all ways you get really caveman like (for example how you have sex when you're like this or how you eat food when you're like this); you're just like a raging beast in everything altogether and much less like a guy.
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Everyone on these boards has high testosterone to some degree or another; my question is that am I all right wanking it like every 2 maybe 3 days once in those days and then going about doing other things. It feels healthy and it seems to be the bare minimum I can do to stay sane without being able to just not sleep or have my balls swell up to the point they’re gonna explode. I’ve tried really fucking hard to go a week but I never fucking succeed lately, I get crazy aggressive and worried I might get into something dangerous, and just cant handle it in a number of ways… I really literally start to go insane.
Would it be possible for me to go more than a few days somehow in any fucking way?; Anatman says he goes weeks at a time and respect to him, and I’ve tried that shit … I want to believe it’s possible but I’m not sure it fucking is for me at this point.
Am I just being a little bitch and not committing to nofap or noporn enough? I read this study that says many guys aren’t addicted to porn at all or jacking off at all but just have really high testosterone and have to get off once in a while https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/wo ... -addictive …. Controversial, but just my own personal experience happens to align and coincide with this article.
And the final thing too is I feel when I haven’t been jacking off at all and I talk to women or people in general…. It doesn’t go well or help me in many ways. I am much too aggressive don’t want to even listen to her or talk much or do bid for connection or look into her eyes or think about shit or spend time with her all that much. I’ll just be aggressive and not smiling and talking and saying shit way more aggressive and uncalibrated than I would be with balanced high testosterone, and fucking up a lot and just be wanting to like fucking make her shut up and pull her pants down and fuck her doggystyle in that instant.
There was some writer one of the writers on here who mentioned something about still finding it extremely difficult to go one full day without orgasm. I think the longest I’ve ever been was a true full week (maybe a couple days longer than that) years ago when my levels were high but still lower than now and my parents had an anniversary and I had to spend like every single second with them and the rest of the family.
Fuck that shit; lol if you worry that your levels are too low, well there are many things to get them higher that you can do. Go out and do some of those things, the guide to do those things are all over the internet.
Just know that with great power comes great responsibility and that even spiderman has to shoot his web blast at least periodically to not go fucking crazy.
Cheers, thanks for any comments, feedback, or suggestions
-Rage
P.S. today is day 1; am trying to go three more days nofap, and then see how many times I can fuck a girl on my fourth day (and try and beat my marathon record) Lol… pray that I last till Thursday first I guess…
I’ve been kinda having questions and issues kinda with my testosterone levels.
This year in particular (last 6 months to a year or so), my testosterone levels have been godly. I’ve always had high testosterone since childhood, and this increased more when I turned 18, and then bit more when I started working out.
They are at levels that are extremely high at this point. Normal test levels of a guy can range anywhere from 348ng/dl to 1197ng/dl. This means that some guys can have 3 times as much as other guys. Guys that are on steroids are on super physiological levels and are way more than even high testosterone guys.
With my working out: I lift and treat my training as an athlete. I want to be powerlifting in competitions, and have my workouts base around the big 3 lifts. I squat and deadlift and do many accessory exercises twice a week, and have two to three upper body days a week too. You hold your testosterone in your legs, and my legs and glutes are enormous and much more massive than the rest of my upper body.
Training has to get smarter as I progress further but also gets harder too; in many respects I have to train harder than ever before to keep progressing with my lifts in the way I want to and my training splits reflect that (have to do a lot of volume and a lot of heavy training lot of sets and reps to be continuing to progress in heavier and heavier weights).
My training has been intense and I kill that shit and work hard at it, and then additionally I’m on 6+ supplements (I think there are a number of aminos and other herbs and blends of creatine and shit all in my protein powder so that would come to 8 or 9 supplements perhaps) that all altogether work to further boost my testosterone and growth hormone levels. My diet is clean and well, to be quite clear, altogether with diet exercise sleep supplements training I have the goal to get my testosterone levels as high as I possibly can as a still drug free lifter. I want to be able to have every single edge that I can in my training and my workouts to be better than the next guys while still not taking steroids.
Between lifting, and lifestyle, and meeting a couple of girls each day and having dates every 1-2 weeks (and am trying to add in night game to this too) my testosterone levels get very high. Now it was cool up to a point and in ways I like it, but there are some things I wonder about and some things that I'm not really sure if I like that much or not (or that at ties may hurt me instead of help me).
I really get nothing out of porn and a lot of the time honestly don’t even watch it. But I’m at this point where I have to masturbate like every day, at worst once in like 2 days or I will start to go crazy.
I have strong will power and can just resist the urge the whole day not to let anything out ever for many days, but fi its beena few days my body will respond and come nightfall I won’t be able to sleep. That’s not as in I won’t be able to fall asleep; I mean that like I’ll fall asleep wake up 3hours later and then be just up at night with my balls enormous looking like they were exposed to some nuclear waste spill and be so god damn horny from absolutely nothing that I’ll be in bed lying awake and unable to fall asleep till I just go let something out. I’ll be sitting half hard from nothing can go and jack off to nothing; If I have porn can do that bit quicker (lot of the time I’ll do only audio for a happy compromise) otherwise it takes longer; but if I say no I’ll just stay up and won’t be able to sleep… and then an hour or two into the night I’ll get hungry too and then have to make sure I eat every hour or two too so its fucking ridiculous like that.
You would think that, well it’s just cause where you are and the situation and stuff living on your own and shit, and it would be different if I were like on vacation or some shit like that. But I’ve literally had this same problem from visiting cousins in Texas on a 3 day weekend few months ago and having to go off to the bathroom and do something about it because it was affecting my sleep and mind and shit.
It feels like you're extremely hungry starving but like that hunger’s coming from your balls instead of your stomach. I know I have like a problem or something because even sharing a bed with my dad and sleeping at my cousins house in texas I’d still be like going crazy because of no orgasm in two or three days. Lmao.
…
I’m used to operating and living with high levels though. What I’ll typically do right now (have been doing this) is make sure I let something out just once a day; its never more than once a day… because I’m just THAT not into porn and masturbating that I wouldn’t be interested in it, and have taken the edge off enough that I can focus on other shit and can just chill and do what I need to then. I wait till the very end of the day to do it, so that it doesn’t affect anything else like my working out or my writing or my pickup or any other projects and shit. Just do it like once every day maybe once every two days and I’ll be good.
If I try to not do it for a few days all the effects of it go way up to an extreme extreme popint where I am aggressive like raging hell, curse a lot more, cut cars off and drive faster, smile less and just want to kind of get in fights and punch shit and will be just gritting my teeth and snarling for no fucking reason when I’m just sitting around not doing or thinking about anything. I describe it like this to girl friends or guy friends who ask: you're happy but aggressive, not angry just aggressive.
Lol. I’ve noticed weird things too like in all ways you get really caveman like (for example how you have sex when you're like this or how you eat food when you're like this); you're just like a raging beast in everything altogether and much less like a guy.
…
Everyone on these boards has high testosterone to some degree or another; my question is that am I all right wanking it like every 2 maybe 3 days once in those days and then going about doing other things. It feels healthy and it seems to be the bare minimum I can do to stay sane without being able to just not sleep or have my balls swell up to the point they’re gonna explode. I’ve tried really fucking hard to go a week but I never fucking succeed lately, I get crazy aggressive and worried I might get into something dangerous, and just cant handle it in a number of ways… I really literally start to go insane.
Would it be possible for me to go more than a few days somehow in any fucking way?; Anatman says he goes weeks at a time and respect to him, and I’ve tried that shit … I want to believe it’s possible but I’m not sure it fucking is for me at this point.
Am I just being a little bitch and not committing to nofap or noporn enough? I read this study that says many guys aren’t addicted to porn at all or jacking off at all but just have really high testosterone and have to get off once in a while https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/wo ... -addictive …. Controversial, but just my own personal experience happens to align and coincide with this article.
And the final thing too is I feel when I haven’t been jacking off at all and I talk to women or people in general…. It doesn’t go well or help me in many ways. I am much too aggressive don’t want to even listen to her or talk much or do bid for connection or look into her eyes or think about shit or spend time with her all that much. I’ll just be aggressive and not smiling and talking and saying shit way more aggressive and uncalibrated than I would be with balanced high testosterone, and fucking up a lot and just be wanting to like fucking make her shut up and pull her pants down and fuck her doggystyle in that instant.
There was some writer one of the writers on here who mentioned something about still finding it extremely difficult to go one full day without orgasm. I think the longest I’ve ever been was a true full week (maybe a couple days longer than that) years ago when my levels were high but still lower than now and my parents had an anniversary and I had to spend like every single second with them and the rest of the family.
Fuck that shit; lol if you worry that your levels are too low, well there are many things to get them higher that you can do. Go out and do some of those things, the guide to do those things are all over the internet.
Just know that with great power comes great responsibility and that even spiderman has to shoot his web blast at least periodically to not go fucking crazy.
Cheers, thanks for any comments, feedback, or suggestions
-Rage
P.S. today is day 1; am trying to go three more days nofap, and then see how many times I can fuck a girl on my fourth day (and try and beat my marathon record
) Lol… pray that I last till Thursday first I guess…
