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Hello gentlemen,
It has been a while since I posted but from now on I am intent on becoming more active because I need the feedback!
Ever since I evolved my fashion and my hairstyle I have been getting looks wherever I go. Hell even now as I was typing this, the entire table of girls I am sitting with told me that I have beautiful eyes and a movie star voice(like the allstate guy).
The problem is my actual game has not kept pace and I KEEP FUCKING UP GOD DAMMIT>>>>
Anyway this lay was from the 10th of February, two weeks ago. This semester I decided to take an acting class for the first time to see what it was like and I thought it could help me improve myself in some way or form.
Because of my new fundamentals three girls in the class took a liking to me. I would have had to be blind not to notice this. I didn’t even go after this girl at first because the other two were more attractive to me.
After I screwed up with both of the other girls I thought “well why not” and started talking to her. We’ll call her Girl M. I got her number and tried to invite her over to talk about finance stuff but she was busy.
A day or two later I was downtown since my Fraternity was hosting at a bar. The night is progressing and a friend of girl M comes up to me and leads me right to her. The “reason” being they need help finishing this thing called a scorpion bowl. It is a ton of alcohol and it just tastes disgusting to boot.
So I go to work helping her on that, all the while we are chatting and getting drunker and drunker. Eventually I just go in and kiss her for a little bit and I try to pull her back but she is insisted on finding her friends again.
Having no choice I leave it at that, have some more fun, head home and then throw up because I had drank two jaegar bombs beforehand and whatever else. We text a little the morning after about our hangovers and that’s it.
Next Class
I see her in class and start talking/flirting with her. I suggest we help one another prepare for the career fair and she agrees. After class we leave together and take the bus back. While on the bus I deep dive her for the first time connecting with her on a number of levels.
We get to my house, take out our laptops and sit on the sofa in my room. However at that moment I realize I have no internet(someone spilled beer on the router days before….)… So it kind of makes doing work impossible haha.
So I just look at her and naturally we end up kissing. This goes on until I pick her up and put her on my bed. I start taking off clothes and proceed to sex. Though once again when putting on the condom I start to lose my erection(I believe now that I force myself into a mini panic attack or some shit). Luckily I manage to get it on and my cock into her real fast. From then on out I am fine and we fuckkkkkk.
I realize my writing is not the best but thanks for reading. I still have a lot of improving to do and I am going to start writing a Journal now to help out as well.
Cheers,
CJ
It has been a while since I posted but from now on I am intent on becoming more active because I need the feedback!
Ever since I evolved my fashion and my hairstyle I have been getting looks wherever I go. Hell even now as I was typing this, the entire table of girls I am sitting with told me that I have beautiful eyes and a movie star voice(like the allstate guy).
The problem is my actual game has not kept pace and I KEEP FUCKING UP GOD DAMMIT>>>>
Anyway this lay was from the 10th of February, two weeks ago. This semester I decided to take an acting class for the first time to see what it was like and I thought it could help me improve myself in some way or form.
Because of my new fundamentals three girls in the class took a liking to me. I would have had to be blind not to notice this. I didn’t even go after this girl at first because the other two were more attractive to me.
After I screwed up with both of the other girls I thought “well why not” and started talking to her. We’ll call her Girl M. I got her number and tried to invite her over to talk about finance stuff but she was busy.
A day or two later I was downtown since my Fraternity was hosting at a bar. The night is progressing and a friend of girl M comes up to me and leads me right to her. The “reason” being they need help finishing this thing called a scorpion bowl. It is a ton of alcohol and it just tastes disgusting to boot.
So I go to work helping her on that, all the while we are chatting and getting drunker and drunker. Eventually I just go in and kiss her for a little bit and I try to pull her back but she is insisted on finding her friends again.
Having no choice I leave it at that, have some more fun, head home and then throw up because I had drank two jaegar bombs beforehand and whatever else. We text a little the morning after about our hangovers and that’s it.
Next Class
I see her in class and start talking/flirting with her. I suggest we help one another prepare for the career fair and she agrees. After class we leave together and take the bus back. While on the bus I deep dive her for the first time connecting with her on a number of levels.
We get to my house, take out our laptops and sit on the sofa in my room. However at that moment I realize I have no internet(someone spilled beer on the router days before….)… So it kind of makes doing work impossible haha.
So I just look at her and naturally we end up kissing. This goes on until I pick her up and put her on my bed. I start taking off clothes and proceed to sex. Though once again when putting on the condom I start to lose my erection(I believe now that I force myself into a mini panic attack or some shit). Luckily I manage to get it on and my cock into her real fast. From then on out I am fine and we fuckkkkkk.
I realize my writing is not the best but thanks for reading. I still have a lot of improving to do and I am going to start writing a Journal now to help out as well.
Cheers,
CJ
