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Today: 4 direct opens.
1 warm open ( she was a girl from my institute and we had never talked before) . She and I had 10-15+ mins talk... Sat really close in metro haha. And I will kind of use her to re meet more women women in the institute. I lost all my contact with women there.
Last direct was when I was solo. And she was around 6 feet, green eyes.
Everything was great but I have forgotten what else to talk after basic intro.
And in 3rd direct, i stammered during the open and couldn't even really say things the way I wanted to but she still got really happy.
So, i told her that I was stammering cuz of her.
Note: I am only going out like once per week or even 10 days and it was only by 8 th outing since 13 August and the last time , I was even focused on daygame was way back in March 2024. So, currently reliving the beginner days. And on 13 August, i couldn't even do shit.
And I am using psycho-cybernetics and small wins in my daily life to give me that confidence which helps me whenever I go out for daygame.
And if you are following my journal then you will know that in every outing, i am improving a bit.
Like today, I had a breakthrough of this long conversation... Even though it was from a girl that I knew but we never talked before and we both kinda met in a different city.
And I am getting in habit of exchanging names, handshakes, bit of convo ( maybe 30s-1min ) , but there is long way to go.
Now, I can even do game solo and it all happened cuz of applying psycho-cybernetics and daily small wins. So, I will focus on getting nice convos with women next time.
Note: I am also currently facing some brain fog issues cuz I have quit smoking,.drinking, fapping, majority of the internet in last 4 months. And even though I have gotten really calm but I am still not adjusted fully to live such clean life and my mind sometimes go really blank and kinda feels lot of apathy in me. I hope this will all be clear in the long run. And the efforts that I put into pickup during such a phase of my life will surely give strength, resolve and eventually results too. One more bad thing that I am doing is I am kind of not leading the Convo cuz of this brain fog, apathy and being a bit a bit dependent on the other to lead it. But that's not gonna happen so I will find a way.
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1 warm open ( she was a girl from my institute and we had never talked before) . She and I had 10-15+ mins talk... Sat really close in metro haha. And I will kind of use her to re meet more women women in the institute. I lost all my contact with women there.
Last direct was when I was solo. And she was around 6 feet, green eyes.
Everything was great but I have forgotten what else to talk after basic intro.
And in 3rd direct, i stammered during the open and couldn't even really say things the way I wanted to but she still got really happy.
So, i told her that I was stammering cuz of her.
Note: I am only going out like once per week or even 10 days and it was only by 8 th outing since 13 August and the last time , I was even focused on daygame was way back in March 2024. So, currently reliving the beginner days. And on 13 August, i couldn't even do shit.
And I am using psycho-cybernetics and small wins in my daily life to give me that confidence which helps me whenever I go out for daygame.
And if you are following my journal then you will know that in every outing, i am improving a bit.
Like today, I had a breakthrough of this long conversation... Even though it was from a girl that I knew but we never talked before and we both kinda met in a different city.
And I am getting in habit of exchanging names, handshakes, bit of convo ( maybe 30s-1min ) , but there is long way to go.
Now, I can even do game solo and it all happened cuz of applying psycho-cybernetics and daily small wins. So, I will focus on getting nice convos with women next time.
Note: I am also currently facing some brain fog issues cuz I have quit smoking,.drinking, fapping, majority of the internet in last 4 months. And even though I have gotten really calm but I am still not adjusted fully to live such clean life and my mind sometimes go really blank and kinda feels lot of apathy in me. I hope this will all be clear in the long run. And the efforts that I put into pickup during such a phase of my life will surely give strength, resolve and eventually results too. One more bad thing that I am doing is I am kind of not leading the Convo cuz of this brain fog, apathy and being a bit a bit dependent on the other to lead it. But that's not gonna happen so I will find a way.
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